Excerpt from: Make Room! Make Room! By Harry Harrison
Andy was almost to the bottom of his
list, and his feet hurt.
About the Book
It is the year 1999 and the world
has become grimly, terribly overpopulated. This is the premise of Harry
Harrisonīs 1966 novel Make Room! Make Room! and fans of his more comic work may
be surprised at this bleak, foreboding novel. But Harrisonīs purpose in writing
this book was serious and his concerns were real. Although his fears thankfully
did not become a reality for the inhabitants of
A teeming
Movie lovers might recognize Make
Room! Make Room! as the basis for the 1973 film, Soylent Green, which starred
Charlton Heston. Although that film has become something of a cult classic,
Harry Harrison: Make Room! Make Room!
‑stolen
from the trusting Indians by the wily Dutch, taken from the law‑abiding
Dutch by the warlike British, then wrested in turn from the peaceful
British by the revolutionary colonials. Its trees were burned decades ago,
its hills leveled and the fresh ponds drained and filled, while the
crystal springs have been imprisoned underground and spill their pure waters
directly into the sewers. Reaching out urbanizing tentacles from its
island home, the city has become a megalopolis with four of its five
boroughs blanketing half of one island over a hundred miles long, engulfing
another island, and sprawling up the Hudson River onto the mainland of North
America. The fifth and original borough is
On
this hot day in August in the year 1999 there
are‑give or take a few thousand‑thirty‑five million people in the City of
The
August sun struck in through the open window and burned on Andrew Rusch's bare
legs until discomfort dragged him awake from the depths of heavy sleep. Only
slowly did he become aware of the heat and the damp and gritty sheet beneath
his body. He rubbed at his gummed‑shut eyelids, then lay there, staring
up at the cracked and stained plaster of the ceiling, only half awake and
experiencing a feeling of dislocation, not knowing in those first waking
moments just where he was, although he had lived in this room for over seven
years. He yawned and the odd sensation slipped away while he groped for the
watch that he always put on the chair next to the bed, then he yawned again as
he blinked at the hands mistily seen behind the scratched crystal. Seven...
"Morning.
. ." he shouted over the sound, then began coughing. Still coughing he
reluctantly stood and crossed the room to draw a glass of water from the wall
tank; it came out in a thin, brownish trickle. He swallowed it, then rapped the
dial on the tank with his knuckles and the needle bobbed up and down close to
the Empty mark. It needed filling, he would have to see to that before he
signed in at
A
full‑length mirror with a crack running down it was fled to the front of
the hulking wardrobe and he poked his face close to it, rubbing at his bristly
jaw. He would have to shave before he went in. No one should ever look at
himself in the morning, naked and revealed, he decided with distaste, frowning
at the dead while of his skin and the slight bow to his legs that was usually
concealed by his pants And how did he manage to have ribs that stuck out like
those of a starved horse, as well as a growing potbelly‑both at the same
time? He kneaded the soft flesh and thought that it must be the starchy diet,
that and sitting around on his chunk most of the time. But at least the fat
wasn't showing on his face. His forehead was a little higher each year, but
wasn't too obvious as long as his hair was cropped short You have just turned
thirty, he thought to himself, and the wrinkles are already starting around
your eyes. And your nose is too big ‑wasn't it? Uncle Brian who always
said that was because there was Welsh blood in the family. And your canine
teeth are a little too obvious so when you smile you look a bit like a hyena.
You're a handsome devil, Andy Rusch, and when was the last time you had a date?
He scowled at himself, then went to look for a handkerchief to blow his
impressive Welsh nose.
There
was just a single pair of clean undershorts in the drawer and he pulled them
on; that was another thing he had to remember today, to get some washing done.
The squealing whine was still coming from the other side of the partition as he
pushed through the connecting door.
"You
re going to give yourself a coronary, Sol," he told the graybearded man
who was perched on the wheelless bicycle, pedaling so industriously that
perspiration ran down his chest and soaked into the bath towel that he wore
tied around his waist.
"Never
a coronary," Solomon Kahn gasped out, pumping steadily "I been doing
this every day for so long that my ticker would miss it if I stopped. And no
cholesterol in my arteries either since regular flushing with alcohol takes
care of that. And no lung cancer since I couldn't afford to smoke even if I
wanted to, which I don't. And at the age of seventy‑five no prostatitis
because "
"Sot, please‑spare me the
horrible details on an empty stomach. Do you have an ice cube to spare?"
"Take two‑it's a hot day.
And don t leave the door open too long."
Andy opened the small refrigerator
that squatted against the wall and quickly took out the
"I'll join you, these things
should be charged by now.
Sol stopped pedaling and the whine
died away to a moan, then vanished. He disconnected the wires from the
electrical generator that was geared to the rear axle of the bike, and
carefully coiled them up next to the four black automobile storage batteries
that were racked on top of the refrigerator. Then, after wiping his hands on
his soiled towel sarong, he pulled out one of the bucket seats, salvaged from
an ancient 1975 Ford, and sat down across the table from Andy.
"I heard the six-o-clock news,'
he said. The Eldsters are organizing another protest march today on relief
headquarters. That's where you'll see coronaries!"
"I wont, thank God, I'm not on
until four and
"How can you tell?" Sol
grunted, biting into one of the dry crackers. "Anything made from motor
oil and whale blubber is turned to begin with."
Now you begin to sound like a
naturalist." Andy said, washing his cracker down with cold water.
"There's hardly any garter at all to ins fats made from petrochemicals and
you know there aren't any whales left so they cant use blubber‑it's just
good chlorella oil."
'Whales, plankton, herring oil, it s
all the same. Tastes fishy. I'll take mine dry so I don't grow no fins."
There was a sudden staccato rapping on the door and he groaned. "Not yet
eight-o-clock and already they are after you."
"It could be anything,"
Andy said, starting for the door.
"It could be but it's not,
that's the callboy's knock and you know it as well as I do and I bet you
dollars to doughnuts that's just who it is. See?" He nodded with gloomy
satisfaction when Andy unlocked the door and they saw the skinny, barelegged
messenger standing in the dark hall.
"What do you want, Woody?"
Andy asked.
"I don't wan' no‑fin,"
Woody lisped over his bars gums. Though he was in his early twenties he didn't
have a tooth in his head. "Lieutenan' says bring, I bring." He handed
Andy the message board with his name written on the outside.
Andy turned toward the light and
opened it, reading the lieutenant's spiky scrawl on the slate, then took the
chalk and scrabbled his initials after it and returned it to the messenger. He
closed the door behind him and went back to finish his breakfast, frowning in
thought.
"Don't look at me that
way," Sol said, "I didn't send the message. Am I wrong in guessing
it's not the most pleasant of news?
"It's the Eldsters, they're
jamming the Square already and the precinct needs reinforcements."
"But why you? This sounds like
a job for the harness bulls."
"Harness bulls! Where do you
get that medieval slang? Of course they need patrolmen for the crowd, but there
have to be detectives there to spot known agitators, pickpockets, pursegrabbers
and the rest. It'II be murder in that park today. I have to check in by nine,
so I have enough time to bring up some water first."
Andy dressed slowly in slacks and a
loose sport shin, then put a pan of water on the window sill to warm in the
sun. He took the two five-gallon plastic jerry cans, and when he went out Sol
looked up from the TV set, glancing over the top of his old‑fashioned glasses.
"When you bring back the water
I'll fix you a drink‑or do you think it is too earIy?"
"Not the way I feel today, it's
not."
The hall was ink black once the door
had closed behind him and he felt his way carefully along the wall to the
stairs, cursing and almost falling when he stumbled over a heap of refuse
someone had thrown there. Two flights down a window had been knocked through
the wall and enough light came in to show him the way down the last two flights
to the street. After the damp hallways the heat of
"What's going on?" Andy
asked. "I thought this point was open until
The policeman turned, his hand
automatically staying close to his gun unfit he recognized the detective from
his own precinct. He tilted back his uniform cap and wiped the sweat from his
forehead with the back of his hand.
"Just bad the orders from the
sergeant, all points closed for twenty-four hours. The reservoir level is low
because of the drought, they gotta save water."
"That s a hell of a note,"
Andy said, looking at the key still in the lock. "I m going on duty now
and this means I m not going to be drinking for a couple of days ...."
After a careful look around, the
policeman unlocked the door and took one of the jerry cans from Andy. "One
of these ought to hold you." He held it under the faucet while it filled,
then lowered his voice. "Don't let it out, but the word is that there was
another dynamiting job on the aqueduct upstate."
Those farmers again?"
"It must be. I was on guard
duty up there before I came to this precinct and it's rough, they just as soon
blow you up with the aqueduct at the same time. Claim the city's stealing their
water."
"They've got enough," Andy
said, taking the full container. "More than they need. And there are
thirty-five million people here in the city who get damn thirsty.'
"Who s arguing?" the cop
asked, slamming the door shut again am locking it tight.
Andy pushed his way back through the
crowd around the steps and went through to the backyard first. All of the
toilets were in use and he had to wait, and when he finally got into one of the
cubicles he took the jerry cans with him, one of the kids playing in the pile of
rubbish against the fence would be sure to steal them if he left them
unguarded.
When he had climbed the dark flights
once more and opened the door to the room he heard the clear sound of ice cubes
rattling against glass.
"That's Beethoven's Fifth
Symphony that you're playing," he said, dropping the containers and
falling into a chair.
"It s my favorite tune,"
Sol said, taking the chilled glasses from the refrigerator and, with the
solemnity of a religious ritual, dropped a tiny pearl onion into each. He passed
one to Andy, who sipped carefully at the chilled liquid.
"It's when I taste one of
these, Sol, that I almost believe you're not crazy after all. Why do they call
them Gibsons?"
"A secret lost behind the mists
of time. Why is a Stinger a Stinger or a Pink Lady a Pink Lady?'
"I don t know‑why? I
never tasted any of them."
"I don t know either, but
that's the name. Like those green things they serve in the knockjoints,
Panamas. Doesn't mean anything, just a name."
Thanks,' Andy said, draining his
glass. "The day looks better already."
He went into his room and took his
gun and holster from the drawer and clipped it inside the waistband of his
pants. His shield was on his key ring where he always kept it and he slipped his notepad in on top of it,
then hesitated a moment. It was going to be along and rough day and anything
might happen. He dug his nippers out from under his shirts, then the soft
plastic tube filled with shot. It might be needed in the crowd, safer than a
gun with all those old people milling about. Not only that, but with the new
austerity regulations you had to have a damn good reason for using up any
ammunition. He washed as well as he could with the pint of water that had been
warming in the sun on the windowsill, then scrubbed his face with the small
shard of gray and gritty soap until his whiskers softened a bit. His razor
blade was beginning to show obvious nicks along both edges and, as he honed it
against the inside of his dunking glass, he thought that it was time to think
about getting a new one. Maybe in the fall.
Sol was watering his window box when
Andy came out, carefully irrigating the rows of herbs and tiny onions.
"Don't take any wood nickels," he said without looking up from his
work. Sol had a million of them all old. What in the word was a wooden nickel?
The sun was higher now and the heat
was mounting in the sealed tar and concrete valley of the street. The band of
shade was smaller and the steps were so packed with humanity that he couldn't
leave the doorway. He carefully pushed by a tiny, runny-nosed girl dressed only
in ragged gray underwear and descended step. The gaunt women moved aside
reluctantly, ignoring him, but the men stared at him with a cold look of hatred
stamped across their features that gave them a strangely alike appearance, as
though they were all members of the same angry family. Andy threaded his way
through the last of them and when he reached the sidewalk he had to step over
the outstretched leg of an old man who sprawled there. He looked dead, not asleep,
and he might be for all that anyone cared. His foot was hero and filthy and a
string tied about his ankle led to a naked baby that was sitting vacantly of
the sidewalk chewing on a bent plastic dish. The baby was as dirty as the man
and the string was tied about its chest under the pipestem arms because its
stomach was swollen and heavy. Was the old man dead? Not that it mattered, the
only work he had to do in the world was to act as an anchor for the baby and he
could do that job just as well alive or dead.
Christ but I'm morbid this morning,
Andy thought, it must be the heat, I can asleep well and there are the
nightmares. It's this endless summer and all the troubles, one thing just seems
to lead to another. First the heat, then the drought, the warehouse thefts and
now the Eldsters. They were crazy to come out in this kind of weather. Or maybe
they re being driven crazy by the weather. It was too hot to think and when he
turned the corner the shimmering length of
It was better on
"It's about time you showed up,
Rusch," he said, making a check mark on the noteboard.
"It was my day off, sir, I came
as soon as the callboy showed up." You had to put up a defense with Grassy
or he walked all over you: he had ulcers, diabetes and a bad liver.
"A cop is on duty twenty‑four
hours a day so get your chunk into the truck. And I want you and Kulozik to
bring in some dips. I got complaints from
"Yes, sir;" Andy said to
the lieutenant's back as he turned toward the station house. Andy climbed the
three steps welded to the tailgate and sat down on the board bench next to
Steve Kulozik, who had closed his eyes and started to dose as soon as the
lieutenant had left. He was a solid man whose flesh quivered somewhere between
fat and muscle. and he was wearing wrinkled Gotten slacks and a short‑sleeved
shirt just like Andy's, with the shirt also hanging over the belt to conceal
the gun and holster. He opened one eye halfway and grunted when Andy dropped
down beside him, then let it droop shut again.
The starter whined irritably, over
and over, until finally the low-quality fuel caught and the diesel engine
slowly thudded to life, shuddered and steadied as the truck pulled away from
the curb and moved east. The uniformed policemen all sat sideways on the
benches so they could catch some of the breeze from the truck's motion and at
the same time watch the densely populated streets: the police weren't popular
this summer. If anything was thrown at them they wanted to see it coming.
Sudden vibration wracked the truck and the driver shifted to a lower gear and
leaned on his horn, forcing a path through the swarming people and hordes of
creeping man‑powered vehicles. When they came to Broadway progress slowed
to a crawl as people spilled over into the roadway next to
"It's murder;" Steve
Kulozik said, yawning as he swung down from the truck. "Getting all these
old patters out in the heat will probably kill off half of them. It must be a
hundred degrees in the sun‑it was ninety‑three at eight o
clock."
"That's what the medics are
for," Andy said, nodding toward the small group of men in white who were
unrolling stretchers next to a Department of Hospitals trailer. The detectives
strolled toward the rear of the crowd that already half filled the park, facing
toward the speaker's platform in the center. There was an amplified scratching
sound and a quickly cut‑off whine as the public address system was
tested.
"A record‑breaker,"
Steve said, his eyes searching the crowd steadily while they talked. "I
hear the reservoirs are so low that some of the outlet pipes are uncovered.
That and the upstate rubes dynamiting the aqueduct again ...
The squeal from the loudspeakers
dissolved into the echoing thunder of an amplified voice.
.. Comrades, Fellows and Dames,
members all of the Eldsters of America, I ask your attention. I had ordered
some clouds for this morning but it sure looks like the order never got through
....
An appreciative murmur rolled over
the park, there were a few handclaps.
"Who's that talking?"
Steve asked.
"Reeves, the one they call Kid
Reeves because he's only sixty‑five years old. He's business manager of
the Eldsters now and he'll be their president next year if he keeps going like
this ...." His words were drowned out as Reeves's voice shattered the hot
air again.
"But we have clouds enough in
our lives so perhaps we can live without these clouds in the sky." This
time there was an angry edge to the crowd's grumbling answer. "The
authorities have seen to it that we cannot work, no matter how fit or able we
are, and they have fixed the tiny, insulting, miserable handout that we are
supposed to live on and at the same time they see to it that money buys less
and less every year, every month, almost every day ....
'There goes the first one;' Andy
said, pointing to a man at the back of the crowd who fell to his knees,
clutching his chest. He started forward but Steve Kulozik held him back.
"Leave it for them," he
said, pointing to the two medics who were already pushing forward. "Head
failure or heat stroke and it's not going to be the last. Come on, let's
circulate the crowd."
.. once again we are called upon to
unite... forces that would keep us poverty ridden, starving, forgotten... the
rising costs have wiped out...
There seemed to be no connection
between the small figure on the distant platform and the voice booming around
them. The two detectives separated and Andy slowly worked his way through the
crowd.
"... we will not accept second
best, or third or fourth best as it has become, nor will we accept a dirty
corner of the hearth to drowse and starve in. Ours is a vital segment‑no,
I'll say the vital segment of the population‑a reservoir of age and
experience, of knowledge, of judgment.
The words broke in crashing waves
about Andy's head and he paid them no attention as he pushed between the
painfully attentive Eldsters, his eyes alert and constantly moving, threading a
path through the sea of toothless gums, graywhiskered cheeks and watery eyes.
There were no dips here, the lieutenant had been wrong about that, the
pickpockets knew better than to try and work a crowd like this. Dead broke,
these people, all of them. Or if they had a little change it was locked in one
of those old clasp purses and sewn to their underwear or something.
There was a movement in the crowd
and two young boys pushed through laughing to each other, locking their bare
scratched legs about each other's in a tumbling game, seeing who would fall.
"That's enough," Andy
said, standing in front of them. "Slow down and out of the park, boys,
there's nothing for you here"
"Who says! We can do what we
wanna
."
"The law says," Andy
snapped at them and slid the blackjack out of his pocket and lifted it
warningly. "Move"
They turned without a word and made
their way out of the crowd and he followed just far enough to make sure that
they were gone. Kids, he thought as he slid the tube of shot away, maybe just
ten or eleven years old, but you had to watch them closely and you couldn't let
them give you any crap and you had to be careful because if you turned your
back and there were enough of them they would pull you down and cut you up with
pieces of broken glass like they did to poor damned Taylor.
Something seemed to possess the old
people, they were beginning to move back and forth and, when the amplified
voice was silent for an instant, distant shouting could be heard from beyond
the speakers' platform. It sounded like trouble and Andy forced his way toward
it. Reeves's voice suddenly broke off and the shouts were louder and there was
the sharp sound of falling broken glass. A new voice boomed from the loudspeakers.
"This is the police. I am
asking you all to disperse, this meeting is over, and you will go north out of
the Square '
An enraged howl drowned the speaker
and the Eldsters surged forward, carried on waves of emotion. Their screaming
died and words could be made out again, the amplified voice of Reeves, the
original speaker.
.. Folks... easy now... I just want
you to hold on... can't blame you for getting disturbed but it's not the way
you think at all. The captain here has explained the situation to me and I can
see, from where I'm standing, that this has nothing to do with our meeting.
There's some kind of trouble over there on Fourteenth Street NO! don't move
that way, you'll only get hurt, the police are there and they won't let you
pass and there, I see them coming now, uptown there, the choppers, and the
police have mentioned flying wire ....
A moan followed the last words and
the crowd shuddered, the restless movement reversed and they slowly began
drifting uptown out of
Andy was past the speakers' platform
and the crowd was thinner, he could now see the milling mob that jammed
"Stay back there, buddy, or
you're going to be in trouble:'
He nodded when Andy showed him his
badge, then turned away.
"What's up?" Andy asked.
"Got a real riot brewing hero
and its gonna get worse before it's better get back them you!" He rapped
his stick on the curb and a louder and there was the sharp sound of falling
broken glass. A new voice boomed from the loudspeakers.
" This is the police. I am
asking you all to disperse, this meeting is over, and you will go north out of
the Square."
An enraged howl drowned the speaker
and the Eldsters surged forward, carried on waves of emotion. Their screaming
died and words could be made out again, the amplified voice of Reeves, the
original speaker.
.. Folks... easy now... I just want
you to hold on... can't blame you for getting disturbed but it's not the way
you think at all. The captain here has explained the situation to me and I can
see, from where I'm standing, that this has nothing to do with our meeting.
There's some kind of trouble over there on Fourteenth Street NO! don't move
that way, you'll only get hurt, the police are there and they won't let you
pass and there, I see them coming now, uptown there, the choppers, and the
police have mentioned flying wire ....
A moan followed the last words and
the crowd shuddered, the restless movement reversed and they slowly began
drifting uptown out of
Andy was past the speakers' platform
and the crowd was thinner, he could now see the milling mob that jammed
"Stay back there, buddy, or
you're going to be in trouble."
He nodded when Andy showed him his
badge, then turned away.
"What's up?" Andy asked.
"Got a real riot brewing hero
and its gonna get worse before it's better get back them you!" He rapped
his stick on the curb and a bald man on aluminum crutches stopped and wavered a
moment, then turned back into the park. "Klein's had one of those
lightning-flash sales, you know, they suddenly put up signs in the windows and
they got something that sells out quick, they done d before with no trouble.
Only this time they had a shipment of soylent steaks." He raised his voice
to shout over the roar of the two approaching green and white copiers.
"Some chunkhead bought hers and went around the corner and ran into one of
those roving TV reporters and blabbed the thing. People are pouring in from all
over hell and gone and I don't think half the streets are blocked yet. Here's
the wire now to seal off this side."
Andy pinned his badge to his shirt
pocket and joined the patrolmen in pushing the crowd back as far as possible.
The mob didn't protest, they looked up and shuddered away from the flapping
roar of the copters, jamming together like cattle. The copters came low and the
bales of wire fell from their bottoms. Rusty iron bales of barbed wire that
thudded and clanked down hard enough to burst their sealed wrapping.
This was not ordinary barbed wire.
It had a tempered steel core of memory wire, metal that no matter how d was
twisted or coiled would return to its original shape when the restraints were
removed. Where ordinary wire would have lain in a heaped tangle this fought to
regain its remembered form, moving haltingly like a blind beast as the strains
and stresses were relieved, uncoiling and stretching along the street.
Policemen wearing heavy gloves grabbed the ends and guided it in the right
direction to form a barrier down the middle of the road. Two expanding coils
met and fought a mindless battle, locking together and climbing into the air
only to fall and struggle again and squirm on in a writhing union. When the
last strand stopped scratching across the pavement the street was blocked by a
yard high and a yard wide wall of spiked wire.
But the trouble wasn't over, people
were still pushing in from the south along the streets that had not yet been
sealed off by the wire. For the moment it was a screaming, pushing impasse
because, though more wire would stop the influx, in order to drop the wire the
crowd had to be pushed back and a clear space made. The police were shoved back
and forth in the face of the surging mob and above their heads the copiers
bused about like angry bees.
A sudden exploding crash was
followed by shrill screams. The pressure of the jammed bodies had burst one of
the plate glass show windows of Klein's and soft flesh was being jammed onto
the knives of glass, there was blood and moans of pain. Andy fought his way
against the tide toward the window, a woman with staring eyes and blood running
from an open gash on her forehead bumped into him, then was carried away.
Closer in, Andy could barely move and above the shouting of the voices he could
hear the shrill of a police whistle. There were people climbing through the
broken window, even walking on the bleeding bodies of the injured, grabbing at
the boxes piled there. It was the back of the food department. Andy shouted as
he came closer, he could barely hear his own voice in the uproar, and clutched
at a man with his arms full of packages who forced his way out of the window.
He couldn't reach him but others could and the man writhed and fell under the
grabbing hands, his packages eddying away from him.
"Stop!" Andy shouted.
"Stop!" as helplessly as though he were locked in a nightmare. A thin
Chinese boy in sheds and much mended shirt crawled out of the window almost at
his fingertips, holding a white box of soylent steaks against his chest, and
Andy could only stretch his hands out helplessly. The boy looked at him, saw
nothing, looked away and bending double to hide his burden began to wriggle
along the edge of the crowd against the wall, his thin body forcing a way. Then
only his legs were visible, muscles knotted as if he were fighting a rising
tide, feet straining half out of the auto tire soled sandals. He was gone and
Andy forgot him as he reached the broken window and pulled himself up beside
the patrolman in the torn shirt who had preceded him there. The patrolman swung
his night stick at the clutching arms and cleared a space. Andy joined him and
skillfully sapped a looter who tried to breakout between them, then pushed the
unconscious body and spilled bundles back into the store. Sirens wailed and a
splashing of white spray rose above the mob as the riot trucks began rumbling
their way inward with water nozzles streaming.
CHAPTER 2
Billy Chung managed to work the
plastic container of raided steaks up under his shirt and, when he bent half
double, it were t easily noticeable For a while he could still move, then the
press became too much and he sheltered against the wall and pushed back at the
forest of legs that hammered him and jammed his face against the hot dusty
brink He did not try to move and a knee caught him in the side of the head and
half stunned him and the next thing he was aware of was a cool spray of water
on his back. The riot trucks had arrived and then pressure hoses were breaking
up the crowd. One of the columns of water swept over him, plastered him against
the
wall and went past. The push of the
crowd was gone now and he tremblingly got to his feet, looking around to see d
anyone had noticed his bundle, but no one had The remnants of the mob, some of
them bloody and bruised, all of them soaking wet, streamed past the lumbering
riot trucks. Billy joined them and turned down Irving Place, where there were
fewer people, and he looked desperately around for a hiding place, a spot where
he could have a few moments of privacy, the hardest thing to find in this city
The riot was aver and in a little while somebody would note bum and wonder weal
he had under his sere and he would gel d, but good This warn t his territory,
there weren't even any Chinese in this neighborhood they would spot him, they
would see him. He ran a bit but started to pant heavily and slowed down to a
fast walk There had to be something.
There. Repairs or something against
one of the buildings, a deep hole dug down to the foundation with pipes and a
pool of muddy water at the bottom. He sat dawn next to the broken edge of the
concrete sidewalk, leaned against one of the barriers that ringed the hole,
bent forward and glanced around out of the corners of his eyes. No one looking
at him, but plenty of people near, people coming our of the houses or sitting
on the steps to watch the bedraggled mob move by. Running footsteps and a man
came down the middle of the street holding a large parcel under his arm,
glaring around with his fist clenched. Someone tripped him and he howled as he
went down and the nearest people fell on him clutching for the crackers that
spilled on the ground. Billy smiled, for the moment no one was watching him,
and slid over the edge, going up to his ankles in the muddy bottom. They had
dug around a foot‑thick and corroded iron pipe making a shallow cave into
which he backed. It wasn't perfect but it would do, do fine, only his feet
could be seen from above. He lay sideways on the coolness of the earth and tore
open the box.
Look at that‑look at that, he
said over and over again to himself and laughed as he realized he was beginning
to drool and had to spit away the excess saliva. Soylent steaks, a whole
boxful, each flat and brown and big as his hand. He bit into one, choked and
wolfed it down, forcing crumbling pieces into his mouth with his dirty fingers
until it was so full he could hardly swallow, chewing at the lovely softness.
How long had it been since he had eaten anything like this?
Billy ate three of the soybean and
lentil steaks that way, pausing every now and then between bites and poking his
head cautiously our, brushing the lanky black hair from his eyes as he looked
upward. No one was watching him. He took more out of the box, eating them
slowly now, and only stopped when his stomach was stretched out tautly, and
grumbling at the unusual condition of being stuffed so full. While he licked
the last of the crumbs from his hands he worked on a plan, already feeling
unhappy because he had eaten so many of the steaks. Loot was what he needed and
steaks were loot and he could have stuffed his gut as well with weedcrackers.
Hell. The white plastic box was too obvious to carry and too big to hide
completely under his skid, so he had to wrap the steaks in something. Maybe his
handkerchief. He pulled this our, a dirty and crumpled rag cut from old
sheeting, and wrapped it around the remaining ten steaks, tying the corners so
they wouldn't fall out. When he tucked this under the waistband of his shorts
it did not make too obvious a bulge, though it pressed uncomfortably against
his full stomach. It was good enough.
"What you doing down that hole,
kid?" one of the blowzy women sealed on the nearby steps asked when he
climbed back to the street.
"Blow it out!" he shouted
as he ran for the corner followed by their harpy screams. Kid! He was eighteen
years old even though he wasn't so tall, he was no kid. They thought they owned
the world.
Until he got to
Crowded, hot, filled with a roar of
many voices that hammered at the ears and noisome with the smell of old did,
dust, crowded bodies, a slowly shifting maelstrom of people moving by, stopping
at stalls to finger the ancient suits, dresses, chipped crockery, worthless
ornaments, argue the price of the small tilapia dead with gaping mouths and
stalled round eyes. Hawkers shouted the merits of their decaying wares and
people streamed along, carefully leaving room for the two hard‑eyed
policemen who walked side by side watching everything‑but keeping to the
main pathway that bisected the Square and led to the patched grayness of the
old Army pyramidal tents of the long‑established temporary tent city. The
police stayed out of the narrow paths that twisted away through the jungle of
pushcarts, stands and shelters that jammed the Square, the market where
anything could be bought, anything sold. Billy stepped over the blind beggar
who sprawled across the narrow opening between a concrete bench and the rickety
stall of a seaweed vendor and worked his way inward. He looked at the people
there, not at what they were selling, and finally stopped before a pushcart
loaded with a jumble of ancient plastic containers, mugs, plates and bowls,
with their once‑bright colors scratched and grayed by time.
"Hands off!" The stick
crashed down on the edge of the cad and Billy jerked his fingers away.
"I'm not touching your junk,
" he complained,
"Move on if you're not buying,
'the man said, an Oriental with lined cheeks and thin white hair.
'I'm not buying, fm selling,' Billy
leaned closer and whispered so that only the man could hear. "YOU want
some soylent steaks?"
The old man squinted at him. 'Stolen
goods, I suppose," he said tiredly.
"Come on‑you want them or
not?'
There was no humor in the man's
fleeting smile. "Of worse I want them. How many do you have?"
'Ten
"A D and a half a piece.
Fifteen dollars."
"Shit! I'll eat them myself
first. Thirty D's for the led,
"Don't let greed destroy you,
son. We both know what they are worth, Twenty D's for the lot. Period." He
fished out two worn ten-dollar bills and held them folded in his fingers.
"Let's see what you have.
Billy pushed the stuffed
handkerchief across and the man held it under the cad and looked inside.
"All right;' he said, and still with his hands beneath the cart
transferred them to a square of heavy, wrinkled paper and handed back the
cloth. '9 don't need that"
'The loot now"
The man handed it over slowly,
smiling now that the transaction was finished, "DO you ever come to the
"Are you kidding?" Billy
grabbed for the money and the man released it.
You should. You re Chinese, and you
brought these steaks tome because I'm Chinese too and you knew you could trust
me. That shows you re thinking right ....
"Knock it off, will you,
grandpa." He hit himself in the chest with his thumb. °I'm
"VOU stupid punk‑"
He raised his stick but Billy was already gone.
Things were going to change now, yes
they were) He ale not notice the heat as ha dodged automatically through the
milling crowns, seeing the future ahead and holding tight to the money in his
pocket. Twenty 0's more than he had ever owned at one time in his IRe.7he most
he has ever had before was three‑eighty that he had lifted from the
apartment across the hall the time they had left their window open. It was hard
to get your hands on cash money, and cash money was the only thing that
counted. They never saw any at home. The Welfare ration cares took care of
everything, everything that kept you alive and dust al be enough to hate it.
You needed cash to get on and cash was what he had now. He has bean thinking
about this for a long time.
He turned into the
What do you want, kid? the
dispatcher said, finally looking up, speaking through tight, pursed lips
reluctant to give anything away, "You should. You're Chinese, and you
brought these steaks to me because I'm Chinese too and you knew you could trust
me. That shows you're thinking right . . . ."
"Knock it off, will you.
grandpa." He hit himself in the chest with his thumb. "I'm
"You stupid punk‑"
He raised his stick but Billy was already gone.
Things were going to change now, yes
they were! He did not notice the heat as he dodged automatically through the
milling crowds, seeing the future ahead and holding tight to the money in his
pocket. Twenty D's more than he had ever owned at one time in his life. The
most he had ever had before was three‑eighty that he had lifted from the
apartment across the hall the time they had left their window open. It was hard
to get your hands on cash money, and cash money was the only thing that
counted. They never saw any at home. The Welfare ration cards took care of
everything, everything that kept you alive and just alive enough to hate it.
You needed cash to get on and cash was what he had now. He had been thinking
about this for a long time.
He turned into the
"What do you want, kid?"
the dispatcher said, finally looking up, speaking through tight, pursed lips
reluctant to give anything away, even words. A man in his fifties, tired and
hot, angry at a world that had promised him more.
"Could you use a messenger boy,
mister?"
"Beat it. We got too many kids
already."
"I could use the work, mister,
I'd work any time you say. I got the board money." He took out one of the
ten‑dollar bills and smoothed it on the counter. The man's eyes glared at
it quickly, then jerked away again. "We got too many kids."
The bench creaked and footsteps came
up behind Billy and a boy spoke, his voice thick with restrained anger.
"Is this Chink bothering you, Mr.
Burgger?" Billy thrust the money back into his pocket and held tightly to
it.
"Sit down, Roles," the man
said. "You know my rule about trouble or fighting."
He glared at the two boys and Billy
could guess what the rule was and knew that he wouldn't be working here unless
he did something quickly.
"Thank you for letting me talk
to you, Mr. Burgger," he said, innocently, as he felt back with his heel
and jammed his weight down on the boy's toes as he turned. "I won't bother
you any more‑
The boy shouted and pain burst in
Billy's ear as the fist lashed out and caught him. He staggered and looked
shocked but made no attempt to defend himself.
"All right, Roles," Mr.
Burgger said distastefully. "You're through here, get lost."
"But‑Mr. Burgger . .
." he howled unhappily. "You don't know this Chink . . . ."
"Get out!" Mr. Burgger
half rose and pointed angrily at the gaping boy. "Out!"
Billy moved to one side, unnoticed
and forgotten for the moment, and knew enough not to smile. It finally
penetrated to the boy that there was nothing he could do and he left after
hurling a look of burning malice at Billy while Mr. Burgger scratched on one of
the message boards.
"All right, kid, it looks like
you maybe got a job. What's your name?"
"Billy Chung."
"We pay fifty cents every
telegram you deliver." He stood and walked to the counter holding the
board. "You take a telegram out you leave a ten‑buck board deposit.
When you bring the board back you get ten‑fifty. That clear?"
He laid the board down on the counter
between them and his eyes glanced down to it. Billy looked and read the chalked
words: fifteen cent kickback.
"That's fine with me, Mr.
Burgger."
"All right." The heel of
his hand removed the message. "Get on the bench and shut up. Any fighting,
any trouble, any noise, and you get what Roles got."
"Yes, Mr. Burgger."
When he sat down the other boys
stared at him suspiciously but said nothing. After a few minutes a dark little
boy, even smaller than he, leaned over and mumbled, "How much kickback he
ask?"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't be a chunkhead. You kick
back or you don't work here."
"Fifteen."
"I told you he would do
it," another boy whispered fiercely. "I told you he wouldn't keep it
at ten . . . ." He shut up abruptly when the dispatcher glared in their
direction.
After this the day rolled by with
hot evenness and Billy was glad to sit and do nothing. Some of the boys took
telegrams out, but he was never called. The soylent steaks were sitting like
lead in his stomach and twice he had to go back to the dark and miserable
toilet in the rear of the building. The shadows were longer in the street
outside but the air still held the same breathless heat that it had for the
past ten days. Soon after
"Some of you kids get
lost"
Billy had had enough for the first
day so he left. His knees were stiff from sitting and the steaks had descended
far enough so he began to think about dinner. The same as every other night and
every other year. On the waterfront there was a little breeze from the river
and he walked slowly along
The river was invisible. Secured
together by frayed ropes and encrusted chains the rows of ancient Victory and
time: they would certainly do until
something better was found. But it had been hard to find other quarters and
more ships had been gradually added until the rusty, weed‑hung fleet was
such a part of the city that everyone felt it had been there forever.
Bridges and gangways connected the
ships and occasionally there would be a glimpse of foul, garbage‑filled
water between them. Billy worked his way over to the Columbia Victory, his
home, and down the gangway to
"About time you got in,"
his sister Anna said.
"Everyone's through eating and
you're lucky I saved you anything." She took his plate from a high shelf
and put it on the table. She was only thirty‑seven yet her hair was
almost gray, her back bent into a permanent stoop, her hope of leaving the
family and Shiptown was long since gone. She was the only one of the Chung
children who had been born in
Billy looked down at the damp slices
of oatmeal and the brown crackers and felt his throat close up: the steaks were
still clear in his memory, spoiling him for this. "I'm not hungry,"
he said, pushing it away.
His mother had caught the motion and
turned from the TV set, the first time she had bothered to notice him since he
had come in.
"What is the matter with the
food? Why are you not eating the food? That is good food." Her voice was
thin and high‑pitched with a rasping whine made more obvious because she
spoke in intonated Cantonese. She had never bothered to learn more than a few
words of English and the family never spoke it at home.
"I'm not hungry." He
groped for a lie that would satisfy her. "It's too hot. Here, you eat
it"
"I would never take food from
my children's mouths. If you won't eat it the twins will." While she
talked she kept looking at the TV screen
and the thunder of its amplified
voices almost drowned out hers, throbbing against the shriller screeches of the
seven‑year‑old boys who were fighting over a toy in the corner.
'Here, give it to me. III have just a bite myself first, I give most of my food
to the children.' She put a cracker to her mouth and began to chew it with
quick, rodent like motions. There was little chance that the twins would see
any of it since she was a specialist in consuming crumbs, leftover scraps, odds
and ends; the pudgy roundness of her figure showed that. She took a second
cracker from the dish without moving her eyes from the screen.
The heat and the nausea he was still
feeling choked at Billy s throat. He was suddenly aware of the closeness of the
steel‑walled compartment, his brothers whining voices, the scratchy roar
of the TV, his sister rattling the plates as she cleared up. He went into the
other room, the only other room they had, and pulled the heavy metal door shut
after him. It had been a locker of some kind, it was only six foot square and
was almost completely filled by the bed on which his mother and sister slept. A
window had been made in the hull, just a rectangular opening with the ragged
thirty‑year‑old marks of the cutting torch still clear around the
edge. In the winter they bolted a cover over it, but now he could lean his arms
on the opening and look cross the crowded ships to the distant lights on the
The heat and the nausea he was still
feeling choked at Billy's throat. He was suddenly aware of the closeness of the
steel‑walled compartment, his brothers' whining voices, the scratchy roar
of the TV, his sister rattling the plates as she cleared up. He went into the
other room, the only other room they had, and pulled the heavy metal door shut
after him. It had been a locker of some kind, it was only six foot square and
was almost completely filled by the bed on which his mother and sister slept. A
window had been made in the hull, just a rectangular opening with the ragged
thirty‑year‑old marks of the cutting torch still clear around the edge.
In the winter they bolted a cover over it, but now he could lean his arms on
the opening and look cross the crowded ships to the distant lights on the
war and who had never fought a
battle. Born in 1940, he had grown up on
Like a vanishing memory the
photograph faded from sight in the darkness, then appeared again, dimly seen,
as the small light bulb brightened and dimmed as the current fluctuated. Billy
watched as the light faded even more, until just the filament glowed redly,
then went out. They were cutting the current earlier tonight, or probably
something was wrong again. He lay in the suffocating darkness and felt the bed
grow hot and sodden under his back, and the walls of the iron box closed in on
him until he could stand it no more. His moist fingers groped along the door
until they found the handle and when he went into the other room it was no
better, worse if anything. The flickering greenish light of the TV screen
played over the shining faces of his mother, his sister. his two brothers,
transforming their gape‑jawed and wide‑eyed faces into those of
newly drowned corpses. From the speaker beat the tattoo of galloping hoofs and
the sound of endless six‑shooter gunfire. His mother squeezed mechanically
on the old generator flashlight that had been wired to the set, so that it
could be played when the house current was off. She noticed him when he tried
to go by and held out the generator to him, still contracting mechanically.
"You will squeeze this, my hand
is tired."
"I'm going out. Let Anna do
it"
"You will do what I say,"
she shrilled. "You will obey me. A boy must obey his mother." She was
so angry she forgot to work the generator and the screen went black and the
twins began crying at once, while Anna called to them to be quiet and added to
the confusion. He did not go out‑he fled‑and did not stop until he
was on deck, breathing hoarsely and covered with sweat.
There was nothing to do, no place to
go, the city pressed in around him and every square foot of it was like this
filled with people, children, noise. heat. He gagged over the rail into the
darkness but nothing came up.
Automatically, scarcely aware he was
doing it, he threaded his way through the black maze to the shore then hurried
toward the wide-spaced street lights of
When he turned into the doorway his
heart thudded as he saw that the bench was empty. Mr. Burgger looked up from
his desk and the anger was as fresh on his face as it had been that afternoon.
"It's a good thing you made up
your mind to come back or you just wouldn't have to bother coming back.
Everything is moving tonight, I don't know why. Get this delivered." He
finished scrawling an address on the cover then slipped the gummed‑paper
seal through the hole in the hinged boards and licked it and sealed it shut.
"Cash on the counter." He slapped the board down.
The clip wouldn't unbend and Billy
broke a fingernail when he had to work the money out and unroll one of the
bills and slide it across the scratched wood. He held tight to the other bill,
clutched at the board and hurried out, stopping with his back to the wall as soon
as he was out of sight of the office. There was enough light from the
illuminated sign to read the address:
Michael O'Brien
He knew the address and, though he
had passed the buildings an untold number of times, he had never been inside
the solid cliff of luxury apartments that had been built in 1976 after a
spectacular bit of corruption had permitted the city to turn Chelsea Park over
to private development. They were walled, terraced and turreted in new‑feudal
style, which appearance perfectly matched their function of keeping the masses
as separate and distant as possible. There was a service entrance in the rear,
dimly lit by a wire‑caged bulb concealed in a carved stone cresset, and
he pressed the button beneath it.
"This entrance is closed until
oh‑five hundred hours," a recorded voice clattered at him and he
held the board to his chest in a quick spasm of fear. Now he would have to go
around to the front entrance with its lights, the doorman, the people there: he
looked down at his bare legs and tried to brush away some of the older stains.
He was clean enough now, but there was nothing he could do about the ragged and
patched clothing. Normally he never noticed this because everyone else he met
was dressed the same way, it was just that things were different here, he knew
that. He didn't want to face the people in this building, he regretted that he
had ever worked to get this job. and he walked around the corner towards the
brilliantly lit entrance.
A pond like moat, now just a dry
receptacle for rubbish, was crossed by a fixed walkway tricked out to look like
a drawbridge, complete with rusty chains and a dropped portcullis of spike‑ended
metal bars backed by heavy glass. Walking the brightly lit path of the bridge
was like walking into the jaws of hell. The bulky figure of the doorman was
silhouetted behind the bars ahead, hands behind his back, and he did not move
even after Billy had stopped, just inches away on the other side of the barred
glass, but kept staring down at him coldly with no change of expression. The
door did not open. Not trusting himself to say anything, Billy held up the
message board so the name could be seen on the outside. The doorman's eyes
flicked over it and he reluctantly touched one of the decorative whorls and a
section of bars and glass slid aside with a muffled sigh.
"I got a message here . .
." Billy was unhappily aware of the uncertainty and fear in his voice.
"
A door opened on the far side of the
lobby and there was a rumble of masculine laughter. suddenly cut off as a man
came out and closed the door behind him. He was dressed in a uniform like the
doorman's, deep black with gold buttons, but with only a curl of red braid on
each shoulder rather than the other's resplendent frogging. "What's up,
Charlie?" he asked.
"Kid with a telegram, I never
saw him before." Charlie turned his back on them and resumed his watchdog
position before the door, his duty done.
"The board is good,"
"He's clean," then he
laughed, "except I gotta go wash my hands now."
"All right. kid," the
doorman said without turning, his back still to Billy, "bring it up and
get down here again, quick."
The guard had his back turned too as
he walked away leaving Billy alone in the center of the lobby, in the middle of
the stretch of figured carpet with no sign of what to do or where to go next.
He wanted to ask directions but he couldn't, the automatic contempt and
superiority of the men had disarmed him, driven him down so that all he wanted
to do was find a place to hide. A gliding hiss from the far end of the room
drew his numbed attention and he saw an elevator door slide open in the base of
what he had taken to be a giant church organ. The operator was looking at him
and Billy started forward, the telegram board held before him as though it were
a shield against the hostility of the environment.
"I got a message here for Mr.
O'Brien." His voice quavered and almost cracked. The operator, a boy no older
than he was, produced a half authentic sneer: he was young but was already
working hard at learning the correct staff manners.
"O'Brien. 41‑E, and
that's on the fifth floor in case you don't know anything about apartment
houses." He stood, blocking the elevator entrance, and Billy was uncertain
what to do next.
"Should I . . . I mean, the
elevator . . ."
"You ain't stinking up this
elevator for the tenants. The stairs are down that way."
Billy felt the angry eyes following
him as he walked down the hall and some of the anger caught in him. Why did
they have to act like that? Just working in a place like this didn't mean they
lived here. That would be a laugh‑them living in a place like this. Even
that fat chunk of a doorman. Five flights‑he was panting for breath
before he had reached the second and had to stop and wipe off some of the sweat
when he got to the fifth. The hall stretched away in both directions, with
alcoved doors opening off of it and an occasional suit of armor standing guard
over its empty length. His skin prickled with sweat: the air was breathless and
hot. He started in the wrong direction and had to retrace his steps when he
found out that the numbers were decreasing toward zero. Number 41‑E was
like all the others without a button or knocker, just a small plate with the
gilt script word O'Brien on it. The door opened when he touched it and, after
looking in first, he entered a small, darkly paneled chamber with another door
before him: a sort of medieval airlock. He had a feeling of panic when the door
closed behind him and a voice spoke, apparently from thin air.
"What do you want?"
"A telegram,
"Let me see your board."
It was then he realized that the
voice was coming from a grille above the inner door, next to the glassy eye of
a TV pickup. He held up the board so that it could be seen by the orthicon.
This must have satisfied the unseen watcher because there was the click of the
circuit going dead and shortly after that the door opened before him letting
out a wave of chilled air.
"Let me have it," Michael
O'Brien said, and Billy handed him the board and waited while the man broke the
seal with his thumb and opened the hinged halves.
Though he was in his late fifties,
iron gray, carrying an impressive paunch and a double row of jewels, O'Brien
still bore the marks of his early years on the
"Wait there, I want to make a
copy of this," he said when he came to the end. Billy nodded, happy to
wait as long as possible in the air‑cooled, richly decorated hall.
"Shirl, where the hell is the pad?" O'Brien shouted.
There was a mumbled answer from the
door on the left and O'Brien opened it and went into the room. Billy's eyes
automatically followed him through the lit doorway to the white‑sheeted
bed and the woman lying there.
She lay with her back turned,
unclothed, red hair sweeping across the pillow, her skin a whitish pink with a
scattering of brown freckles across the shoulders. Billy Chung stood unmoving,
his breath choked in his throat: she wasn't ten feet away. She crossed one leg
over the other, accentuating the round swell of buttock. O'Brien was talking to
her but the words came through as meaningless sounds. Then she rolled over
toward the open door and saw him.
There was nothing he could do, he
could not move and he could not turn his eyes away. She saw him looking at her.
The girl on the bed smiled at him,
then reached out a slender arm to the door, her breasts rose full and round,
pink tipped‑the door swung shut and she was gone.
When O'Brien opened the door and
came out a minute later she was no longer on the bed.
"Any answer?" Billy asked
as he took back the message board. Did his voice sound as strange to this man
as it did to him?
"No, no answer," O'Brien
said as he opened the hall door. Time seemed to be moving slowly now for Billy,
he clearly saw the door as it opened, the shining tongue of the lock, the flat
piece of metal on the wall with the hanging wires. Why were these important?
"Aren't you gonna give me a
tip, mister?" he asked, just to occupy a moment more.
"Beat it, kid, before I boot
your chunk."
He was in the hall and the heat hit
him doubly hard after the cool apartment. pressing on his skin and meeting the
spreading warm that suffused the lower part of his body, just the kind of
feeling he had the first time he got near a girl: he rested his head against
the wall. Even in the pictures they passed around he had never seen a girl like
this. All the ones he had banged had been glimpsed briefly in a dim light or
not at all, thin limbs, gray skins, dirty as he, with ragged underclothing.
Of course. A single lock on the
inner door guarded by the burglar alarm above. But the alarm was disconnected,
he had seen the dangling wires. He had learned about things like this when
Sam-Sam had run the Tigers, they had broken into stores and done a couple of
jobs of burglary before the cops shot Sam‑Sam. A sharp jimmy would open
that door in a second. But what did this have to do with the girl? She had
smiled, hadn't she? She could be there waiting when the old bastard went to
work.
It was a lot of crap and he knew it,
the girl wouldn't have anything to do with him. But she had smiled? The
apartment was different, a quick job before the wiring was fixed, he knew the
layout of the building‑if only there was a way of getting by those
chunkheads at the front door. This had nothing to do with the girl, this was
for cash. He went quietly down the stairs, looking carefully before turning the
corner on the ground floor and hurrying on to the basement.
You had to ride your luck. He didn't
meet anyone and in the second room he entered he found a window that also had a
disconnected burglar alarm on it. Maybe the whole building was like that, they
were rewiring it or it had broken and they couldn't fix it, it didn't matter.
The window was covered with dust and he reached up and drew a heart in the film
of dust so he could recognize it from the outside.
"You took along time,
kid," the doorman said when he came up.
"I had to wait while he copied
the message and wrote an answer, I can't help it." He whined the lie with
unsuspected sincerity, it was easy.
The doorman didn't ask to look at
the board. With a pneumatic hiss the portcullis opened and he went across the
empty drawbridge to the dark, crowded, dirty and stifling street.
C H A P T E R 3
Behind the low hum of the air‑conditioner,
so steady a sound that the ear accepted it and no longer heard it, was the
throbbing rumble of the city outside, beating like a great pulse, more felt
than heard. Shirl liked that, liked its distance and the closed‑in and
safe feeling the night and thickness of the walls gave her. It was late,
Mike gave a deep, throaty gargle, a
startling sound when you weren't used to it, but Shirl had heard it often
enough. When he snored like that it meant he was really sound asleep‑maybe
she could take a shower without his knowing it! Her bare feet were noiseless on
the rug and she closed the bathroom door so slowly that it never made a click.
There! She switched on the fluorescents and smiled around at the plast‑marble
interior and the gold‑colored fixtures with highlights glinting
everywhere. The walls were soundproof but if he wasn't really deeply asleep he
might hear the water knocking in the pipes. A sudden fear hit her and she
gasped and stood on tiptoe to look at the water meter. Yes, her breath escaped
in a relaxed sigh, he had turned it on. With water costing what it did Mike
turned it off and locked it during the day, the help had been stealing too
much, and he had forbidden her to take any more showers. But he always took
showers and if she sneaked one once in a while he couldn't tell from the dial.
It was cool and lovely and she
stayed in it longer than she had meant to: she looked guiltily at the meter.
After she had dried herself she used the towel to mop up every drop of water in
the tub and on the walls and floor. then buried the towel in the bottom of the hamper
where he would never see it. Her skin tingled and she felt wonderful. She
smiled to herself as she patted on dusting powder. You're twenty‑three,
Shirl, and your dress size hasn't changed since you were nineteen. Except in
the bust maybe, she was using a bigger bra, but that was all right because men
liked it that way. She took a clean housecoat from the cupboard and slipped it
on.
Mike was still sawing away when she
passed through the bedroom, he seemed to be exhausted these days, probably
tired from carrying around all that weight in this heat. In the year she had
been living here he must have put on twenty pounds, most of it around the
middle it looked like, but it didn't seem to bother him and she tried not to
notice it. She turned on the TV to warm up, then went into the kitchen to make
a drink. The expensive stuff, the beer and the single bottle of whiskey, were
for Mike only, but she didn't mind, she really didn't care what she drank as
long as it tasted nice. There was a bottle of vodka, Mike could get all of that
they needed, and it tasted good mixed with the orange concentrate. If you added
some sugar.
A man's head filled the fifty‑inch
screen mouthing unheard words, looking right out at her: she pulled the gaping
front of her housecoat closed and buttoned it. She smiled at herself when she
did it, as she always did, because even though she knew the man couldn't see
her it made her uncomfortable. The remote‑box was on the arm of the couch
and she curled up next to it with the drink and tapped the button. On the next
channel was an auto race and on the next an old John Barrymore picture that
looked jerky and ancient and she didn't like it. She went through most of the
channels this way until she settled, as she usually did, on Channel 19, the Woman's
Own Channel, which showed nothing but soap‑opera serials, one serial at a
time with all the episodes compacted together into a single great, glutinous
chunk sometimes running up to twenty‑four hours. This was one she hadn't
seen before and when she plugged the earphone into the remote she discovered
why, it was a British serial of some kind. The people all had strange accents
and some of the things they did were a little hard to follow. but it was
interesting enough. A woman had just given birth, sweating and without makeup,
when she tuned in and the woman's husband was in jail but the news had come he
had just escaped, and the man who was the father of the baby‑a blue baby,
they had just discovered‑was her husband's brother. Shirl took a sip of
the drink and snuggled down comfortably.
At
"Good morning, miss," the
elevator boy said, opening the door with a flourish and giving her a smile that
displayed a row of not too good teeth. "Looks like another scorcher
today."
"It's eighty‑two already,
the news said."
"That's not the half of
it." The door closed and they whined down the shaft. "They take that
temperature on top of the building and bet down near the street it's a lot more
than that."
"You're probably right"
In the lobby the doorman Charlie saw
her when the elevator opened and he spoke into his concealed microphone.
"Going to be another hot one," he said when she came up.
"Morning, Miss Shirl," Tab
said, coming out of the guardroom. She smiled, happy to see him as she always
was, the nicest bodyguard she had ever known‑and the only one who had
never made a pass at her. She liked him not because of that but because he was
the kind of man who would never even think of a thing like that. Happily
married with three kids, she had heard all about Amy and the boys, he just
wasn't that kind of man.
He was a good bodyguard though. You
didn't have to see the iron knucks on his left hand to know he could take care
of himself: though he wasn't tall, the width of his shoulders and the swelling
muscles on his arms told their own story. He took the purse from her, buttoning
it into his deep side pocket, and carried the shopping bag. When the door
opened he went out first, bad party manners but good bodyguard manners. It was
hot, even worse than she had expected.
"No weather report from you,
Tab?" she asked, blinking through the heat at the already crowded street.
"I think you've heard enough of
them already, Miss Shirl, I know I must have collected about a dozen on the way
over this morning." He didn't look at her while he talked, his eyes swept
the street automatically and professionally. He usually moved slowly and talked
slowly and this was deliberate because some people expected a Negro to be that
way. When trouble began it usually ended an instant later, since he firmly
believed it was the first blow that counted and if you did that correctly there
was no need for a second one, or more.
"After anything special
today?" he asked.
"Just shopping for dinner and I
have to go to Schmidt's."
"Going to take a cab crosstown
and save your energy for the battle?"
"Yes‑I think I will this
morning." Cabs were certainly cheap enough, she usually walked just
because she liked it, but not in this heat. There was a waiting row of pedicabs
already, with most of the drivers squatting in the meager shade of their rear
seats. Tab led the way to the second one in line and steadied the back so that
she could climb in.
"What's the matter with
me?" the first driver asked angrily.
"You got a flat tire, that's
what's the matter with you," Tab said quietly.
"What's the matter with
me?" the first driver asked angrily.
"You got a flat tire, that's
what's the matter with you," Tab said quietly.
"It's not flat, just a little
low, you can't‑"
"Shove off!" Tab hissed
and raised his clenched fist a few inches: the sharpened iron spikes gleamed.
The man climbed quickly into his saddle and pedaled off down the street. The
other drivers turned away and said nothing. "Gramercy Market," he
told the second driver.
The cab driver pedaled slowly so
that Tab could keep up without running, yet the man was still sweating. His
shoulders went up and down right in front of Shirl and she could see the
rivulets of perspiration running down his neck and even the dandruff on his thin
hair: being this close to people bothered her. She turned to look at the
street. People shuffling by, other cabs moving past the slower‑moving
tugtrucks with their covered loads. The bar on the corner of
Around the entrance were the
weedcracker stalls with their hanging rows of multicolored crackers reaching
high overhead, brown, red, blue‑green.
"Three pounds of green,"
she told the man at the stand where she always shopped, then looked at the
price card. "Another ten cents a pound!"
"That's the price I gotta pay,
lady, no more profit for me." He put a weight on the balance scale and
shook crackers onto the other side.
"But why should they keep
raising the price?" She took a broken piece of cracker from the scale and
chewed it. The color came from the kind of seaweed the crackers were made from
and the green always tasted better to her, less of the iodiney flavor than the
others had.
"Supply and demand, supply and
demand." He dumped the crackers into the shopping bag while Tab held it
open. "The more people there is the less to go around there is. And I hear
they have to farm weed beds farther away. The longer the trip the higher the
price." He delivered this litany of cause and effect in a monotone voice
like a recording that has been played many times before.
"I don't know how people
manage," Shirl said as they walked away, and felt a little guilty because
with Mike's bankroll she didn't have to worry. She wondered how she would get
along on Tab's salary, she knew just how little he earned. "Want a cracker?"
she asked.
"Maybe later, thanks." He
was watching the crowd and deftly shouldered aside a man with a large sack on
his back who almost ran into her.
A guitar band was slowly working its
way through the crowded market, three men strumming homemade instruments and a
thin girl whose small voice was lost in the background roar. When they came
closer Shirl could make out some of the words, it had been the hit song last
year, the one the El Troubadors sang .
. . . on earth above her . . . As
pure a thought as angels are. . . to know her was to love her.
The words couldn't possibly fit this
girl with her hollow chest and scrawny arms, not ever. For some reason it made
Shirl uncomfortable.
"Give them a dime," she
whispered to Tab, then moved quickly to the dairy stand. When Tab came after
her she dropped a package of oleo and a small bottle of soymilk‑Mike
liked it in his kofeeinto the bag.
"Tab, will you please remind me
to bring the bottles back‑this is the fourth one now! And with a deposit
of two dollars apiece I'll be broke soon if I don't remember."
"I'll tell you tomorrow, if
you're going shopping then."
"I'll probably have to. Mike is
having some people in for dinner and I don't know how many yet or even what he
wants to serve."
"Fish, that's always
good," Tab said, pointing to the big concrete tank of water. "The
tank is full."
Shirl stood on tiptoe and saw the
shoals of tilapia stirring uneasily in the obscured depths.
"
"Will you have them
tomorrow?" Shirl asked. "I want them fresh."
"All you want, honey, got more
coming tonight"
It was hotter and there was really
nothing else that she needed here, so that left just one more stop to make.
"I guess we better go to
Schmidt's now," she said and something in her voice made Tab glance at her
for a moment before he returned to his constant surveillance of the crowd.
"Sure, Miss Shirl, it'll be
cooler there."
Schmidt's was in the basement of a
fire‑gutted building on
"Good morning, Judge,"
Shirl said. Judge Santini and O'Brien saw a good deal of each other and she had
met him before.
"Why, a good morning to you,
Shirl." He handed a small white package to his bodyguard, who slipped it
into his pocket. "That is I wish it was a good morning but it is too hot
for me, I'm afraid, the years press on. Say hello to Mike for me."
"I will, Judge, good‑by."
Tab handed her purse to her and she
went down and knocked on the door. There was a movement behind the tiny window
of the peephole, then metal clanked and the door swung open. It was dark and
cool. She walked in.
"Well if it ain't Miss Shirl,
hiya honey," the man at the door said as he swung it shut and pushed home
the heavy steel bolt that locked it. He settled back on the high stool against
the wall and cradled his double‑barreled shotgun in his arms. Shirl
didn't answer him, she never did. Schmidt looked up from the counter and smiled
a wide, porcine grin.
"Why hiya, Shirl, come to get a
nice little something for Mr. O'Brien?" He planted his big red hands
solidly on the counter and his thick body, wrapped in blood‑spattered
white cloth, half rested on the top. She nodded but before she could say
anything the guard called out.
"Show her some of the
sweetmeat, Mr. Schmidt, I'll bet she goes for that"
"I don't think so, Andy, not
for Shirl." They both laughed loudly and she tried to smile and picked at
the edge of a sheet of paper on the counter.
"I'd like steak or a piece of
beef, if you have any," she said, and they laughed again. They always did
this, knowing how far they could go without causing trouble. They knew about
her and Mike and never did or said anything that would cause trouble with him.
She had tried to tell him about it once. but there was no one thing she could
tell him that they did that was wrong, and he had even laughed at one of their
jokes and told her that they were just playing around and not to worry, that
you couldn't expect party manners from meatleggers.
"Look at this, Shirl."
Schmidt clanked open the box door on the wall behind him and took out a small
flayed carcass. "Good leg of dog, nicely hung, good and fat too."
It did look good, but it was not for
her so there was just no point in looking. "It's very nice, but you know
Mr. O'Brien likes beef."
"Harder to get these days,
Shirl." He moved deeper into the box. "Trouble with suppliers,
jacking up the price, you know how it is. But Mr. O'Brien has been trading here
with me for ten years and as long as I can get it I'm going to see he gets his
share. How's that?" He came out and kicked the door shut, holding up a
small piece of meat with a thin edging of white fat.
"It looks very good."
"Little over a half pound, big
enough?"
"Just right" He took it
from the scale and began to wrap it in pliofilm. "That'll set you back
just twenty‑seven ninety."
"Isn't that . . . I mean more
expensive than last time?" Mike always blamed her when she spent too much
on food, as if she were responsible for the prices, yet he still insisted on
eating meat.
"That's how it is, Shirl. Tell
you what I'll do though, give me a kiss and I'll knock off the ninety cents.
Maybe even give you a piece of meat myself." He and the guard laughed
uproariously at this. It was just a joke, like Mike said, There was nothing she
could say: she took the money from her purse.
"Here you are, Mr. Schmidt,
twenty . . . twenty‑five . . . twenty-eight." She took the tiny
slate from her purse and wrote the price on it and placed it next to the money.
Schmidt looked at it, then scratched an initial S under it with the piece of
blue chalk he always used. When Mike complained about the price of the meat she
would show this to him, not that it ever helped.
"Dime back," he smiled and
slid the coin across the counter. "See you again soon, Shirl," he
called out as she took up the package and started for the door.
"Yeah, soon," the guard
said as he opened the door just wide enough for her to slide through. As she
passed him he ran his hand across the tight rear of her dress and the closing
of the door cut off their laughter.
"Home now?" Tab asked.
taking the package from her.
"Yes‑I guess so, a cab
too, I guess."
He looked at her face and started to
say something, then changed his mind. "Cab it is." He led the way to
the street.
After the cab ride she felt better,
they were slobs but no worse than usual and she wouldn't have to go back there
until next week. And, as Mike said, you didn't expect party manners from
meatleggers. They and their little‑boy dirty jokes from grammar school!
You almost had to laugh at them, the way they acted. And they did have good
meat, not like some of the others. After she cooked the steak for Mike she
would fry some oatmeal in the fat, it would be good. Tab helped her out of the
cab and picked up the shopping bag.
"Want me to bring this
up?"
"You better‑and you could
put the empty milk bottles in it. Is there any place you could leave them in
the guardroom so we wouldn't forget them tomorrow?"
"Nothing to it, Charlie has a
locked cabinet that we use, I can leave them there."
Charlie had the door open for them
and the lobby felt cooler after the heat of the street. They didn't talk while
they rode up in the elevator: Shirl rummaged through her purse for the key. Tab
went down the hall ahead of her and opened the outer door but stopped so
suddenly that she almost bumped into him.
"Will you wait here a second,
please, Miss Shirl?" he said in a low voice, placing the shopping bag
silently against the wall.
"What is it. . .?" she
started, but he touched his finger to his lips and pointed to the inner door.
It was open about an inch and there was a deep gouge in the wood. She didn't
know what it meant but it was trouble of some kind, because Tab was in sort of
a crouch with his fist with the knucks raised before him and he opened the door
and entered the apartment that way.
He wasn't gone long and there were
no sounds, but when he came back he was standing up straight and his face was
empty of all expression. "Miss Shirl," he said, "I don't want
you to come in but I think it would be for the best if you just took a look in
the bedroom."
She was afraid now, knowing
something was terribly wrong, but she followed him obediently, through the
living room and into the bedroom.
It was strange, she thought that she
was just standing there, doing nothing when she heard the scream, until she
realized that it was her own voice, that she was the one who was screaming.
C H A P T E R 4
As long as it had been dark, Billy
Chung found the waiting bearable. He had huddled in a corner against the cool
cellar wall and had almost dozed at times. But when he noticed the first
grayness of approaching dawn at the window he felt a sudden sharp spasm of fear
that steadily grew worse. Would they find him hiding here? It had seemed so
easy last night and everything had worked out so well. Just the way it had been
when the Tigers had pulled those jobs. He had known just where to go to buy an
old tire iron, and no questions asked, and just a dime more to have the end
sharpened. Getting into the moat around the apartment buildings had been the
only tricky part, but he hadn't been seen when he had dropped over the edge and
he was sure no one had been looking when he had jimmied open the cellar window
with the tire iron. No, if he had been seen they would have grabbed him by now.
But maybe in the daylight they would be able to spot the jimmy marks on the
window? He shivered at the thought and was suddenly conscious of the loud
thudding of his heart. He had to force himself to leave the shadowed corner and
to work his way slowly along the wall until he was next to the window, trying
to see through the dustfilmed glass. Before he had closed the window behind him
he had rubbed spit, and soot from the ledge. into the marks the tire iron had
made: but had it worked well enough? The only clear spot on the window was the
heart he had drawn in the dust and by moving his head around he looked through
it and saw that the splintered grooves were obscured. Greatly relieved, he
hurried back to his corner, but within a few minutes his fears returned,
stronger than ever.
Full daylight was streaming through
the window now‑how long would it be before he was discovered? If anyone
came in through the door all they had to do was look his way and they would see
him: the small pile of old and cobwebbed boards behind which he cowered could
not hide him completely. Shivering with fear, he pushed back against the
concrete wall so hard that its rough surface bit through the thin fabric of his
shirt.
There was no way to measure this
kind of time. For Billy each moment seemed endless‑yet he also felt that
he had spent a lifetime in this room. Once footsteps approached. then passed
the door, and during those few seconds he found out that his earlier fear had
been only a small thing. Lying there, shaking and sweating at the same time, he
hated himself for his weakness, yet could do nothing about it. His nervous
fingers picked at an old scab on his shinbone until it tore away and the wound
began to bleed. He pressed his rag of a handkerchief over it and the seconds
crept slowly by.
Getting himself to leave the cellar
proved to be even harder than staying. He had to wait until the people in the
apartment upstairs went out for the day‑or did they go out? Another stab
of fear. He had to wait but he could only estimate the time by looking at the
angle of the sun through the clouded window and by listening to the sound of
traffic in the street outside. By waiting as long as he could, then putting it
off a little longer at the thought of the corridors outside, he reached the
point when he felt that it was safe to leave. The jimmy went inside the
waistband of his shorts where it couldn't be seen, and he brushed off as much
dust as he could before turning the handle on the door.
Voices and the sound of hammering came
from some distant part of the cellar, but he saw no one on the way to the
stairs. As he climbed the third flight he heard rapid footsteps coming down
toward him, and he just managed to go back to the floor below and hide in the
corridor until they passed. This was the last alarm and a minute later Billy
was on the fifth floor looking at the golden lettering of O'Brien once again.
"I wonder if maybe she's still
home?" he whispered half aloud and smiled to himself. "She's trouble‑you
want cash," he added, but his voice was hoarse. There was a clear and
insistent memory of those round breasts, rising toward him.
When the outer door was opened it
sounded some signal inside the apartment, that was what had happened last
night. This was all right, he had to be sure no one was inside before he tried
to break in. Before his nerve failed completely he pushed the door open and
stepped inside, closing it again behind him and leaning his back against it.
Someone might still be home. He felt
his face grow damp at the thought and looked at the TV pickup, then swiftly
away. If she asks me I'll say something about
It remained silent. He tried to
guess how long a minute was, then counted to sixty and knew that he had counted
too fast and counted it again. "Hello," he said, and just in case the
TV thing wasn't working he knocked on the door, timidly at first, then more
loudly as his confidence grew.
"No one home?" he called
as he took out the tire‑iron jimmy and slipped the sharpened end into the
jamb of the closed door just below the handle. When it had been pushed in as
far as it would go he pulled hard with both hands. There was a small cracking
sound and the door swung open. Billy stepped through, almost on tiptoe, ready
to turn and run.
The air was cool, the apartment dim
and silent. Ahead, at the end of the long hall, he could see a room and part of
a dark TV set. Just at his left hand was the closed door of the bedroom, the
bed where she had been lying was just beyond it. Maybe she was still there,
asleep, he would go in and not wake her at once but . . . he shivered. Shifting
the tire iron to his left hand he slowly opened the door.
Rumpled sheets, tangled and empty.
Billy walked by the bed and didn't look at it again. What else had he expected?
A girl like that wouldn't want someone like him. He cursed and pried open the
top drawer in the larger dresser, splintering and cracking it with the iron. It
was filled with smooth underclothes, pink and white and softer than he had ever
felt when he ran his hand over them. He threw them on the floor.
One by one he treated all the other
drawers the same way, hurling their contents about, but putting aside those
items of clothing he knew could be sold for a high price in the flea market. A
sudden banging brought back the fear that had been displaced by anger for the
moment, and he stood frozen. It took a long moment before he recognized it as
water in a pipe somewhere in the wall. He relaxed a bit, was in better control
now and, for the first time, noticed the jewelry box on the end table.
Billy had it in his hand and was
looking at the pins and bracelets and wondering if they were real and how much
he could get for them when the bathroom door opened and Mike O'Brien walked
into the room.
For a moment he did not see Billy,
he just stopped and gaped at the ruin of the dresser and the scattered
clothing. He was wearing his dressing gown, spattered with dark spots of water,
and was drying his hair with a towel. Then he saw Billy, standing rigid with
terror, and hurled the towel away.
"You little bastard!" Mike
roared. "What the hell are you doing here!"
He was like a mountain of death
approaching, with his great face flushed from the shower and reddened even more
by rage. He stood two heads taller than Billy and there was muscle under the
fat on his meaty arms, and all he wanted to do was break the boy in two.
Mike reached out with both hands and
Billy felt the wall against his back. There was a weight in his right hand and
he swung in panic, lashing out wildly. He hardly realized what had happened
when Mike fell at his feet, not uttering a sound: there was just the heavy thud
of his body hitting the floor.
Michael J. O'Brien's eyes were open,
open wide and staring, but they were not seeing. The tire iron had caught him
on the side of the temple, the sharp point cracking through the thin bone there
and going on into his brain, killing him instantly. There was very little blood
since the tire iron remained, a projecting black handle stuck fast in the
wound.
It was just by chance, a combination
of circumstances, that Billy was not caught or recognized when he was leaving
the building. He fled in blind panic and did not meet anyone on the stairs, but
he missed a turning and found himself near the service entrance. A new tenant
was moving in and at least a score of men, dressed in the same sort of ragged
garments he wore, were carrying in furniture. The single uniformed attendant on
duty was watching the people who entered the building and paid no attention at
all when Billy walked out behind two of the others.
Billy was almost to the waterfront
before he realized that in his flight he had left everything behind. He leaned
his back to a wall, then slid slowly down until he squatted on his heels
panting with exhaustion, wiping the sweat from his eyes so he could see if anyone
had followed him. No one was taking any notice of him, he had escaped. But he
had killed a man‑and all for nothing. He shuddered. in spite of the heat,
and gasped for air. Nothing, it had all been for nothing.
C H A P T E R 5
"Just like that? You want us to
drop whatever we're doing and come running, just like that?" Lieutenant
Grassioli's angry question lost some of its impact when he ended it with a deep
belch. He took a jar of white tablets from the top drawer of his desk, shook
two of them out into his hand and looked at them distastefully before putting
them into his mouth. "What happened over there?" The words were
accompanied by a dry, grating sound as he chewed the tablets.
"I don't know, I wasn't
told." The man in the black uniform stood in an exaggerated position of
attention, but there was the slightest edge of rudeness to his words. "I'm
just a messenger, sir, I was told to go to the nearest police station and
deliver the following message. 'There has been some trouble. Send a detective at
once.'
"Do you people in Chelsea Park
think you can give orders to the police department?" The messenger didn't
answer because they both knew that the answer was yes and it was better left
unspoken. A number of very important private and public individuals lived in
these buildings. The lieutenant winced at the quick needle of pain in his
stomach. "Send Rusch here," he shouted.
Andy came in a few moments later.
"Yes, sir?"
"What are you working on?"
"I have a suspect, he may be
the paper hanger who has been passing all those bum checks in
"Put him on ice. There's a
report here I want you to follow up."
"I don't know if I can do that,
he's . . ."
"If I say you can do it‑do
it. This is my precinct, not yours, Rusch. Go with this man and report to me
personally when you come back." The belch was smaller this time, more of a
punctuation than anything else.
"Your lieutenant has some
temper," the messenger said when they were out in the street.
"Shut up," Andy snapped
without looking at the man. He had had another bad night and was tired. And the
heat wave was still on; the sun almost unbearable when they left the shadow of
the expressway and walked north. He squinted into the glare and felt the
beginning of a headache squeeze at his temples. There was trash blocking the
sidewalk and he kicked it angrily aside. They turned a corner and were in
shadow again, the crenelated battlements and towers of the apartment buildings
rose like a cliff above them. Andy forgot the headache as they walked across
the drawbridge; he had only been inside the place once before, just in the
lobby. The door opened before they reached it and the doorman stepped aside to
let them in.
"Police," Andy said,
showing his badge to the doorman. "What's wrong here?"
The big man didn't answer at first,
just swiveled his head to follow the retreating messenger until he was out of
earshot. Then he licked his lips and whispered: "It's pretty bad." He
tried to look depressed but his eyes glittered with excitement. "It's . .
. murder . . . someone's been killed."
Andy wasn't impressed; the City of
"This is the one," the
doorman said, opening the hall door of
"That's all," he said to
the disappointed doorman, "I'll take it from here." He walked in and
at once noticed the jimmy grooves on the inner doorjamb. looked beyond them to
the long length of hall where the two people sat on chairs backed to the wall.
A full bag of groceries leaned against the nearest chair.
They were alike in their expressions
with fixed round eyes, shocked at the sudden impact of the totally unexpected.
The girl was an attractive redhead, nice long hair and a delicate pink
complexion. When the man got quickly to his feet Andy saw that he was a
bodyguard, a chunky Negro.
"I'm Detective Rusch, 12‑A
Precinct."
"My name is Tab Fielding, this
is Miss Greene‑she lives here. We just came back from shopping a little
white ago and I saw the jimmy marks on the door. I came in by myself and went
in there." He jerked his thumb at a nearby closed door. "I found him.
Mr. O'Brien. Miss Greene came in a minute later and saw him too. I looked
through the whole place but there was no one else here. Miss Shirl‑Miss
Greene‑stayed here in the hall while I went to call the police, we've
been here ever since. We didn't touch anything inside.
Andy glanced back and forth at them
and suspected the story was true; it could be checked easily enough with the
elevator boy and the doorman. Still, there was no point in taking chances.
"Will you both please come in
with me."
"I don't want to," the
girl said quickly, her fingers tightening on the sides of the chair. "I
don't want to see him like that again."
"I'm sorry. But I'm afraid I
can't leave you out here alone."
She didn't argue any more, just
stood up slowly and brushed at the wrinkles in her gray dress. A very good‑looking
girl, Andy realized as she walked by him. The bodyguard held the door open and
Andy followed them both into the bedroom. Keeping her face turned toward the
wall, the girl went quickly to the bathroom and closed the door behind her.
"She'll be all right," Tab
said, noticing the detective's attention. "She's a tough enough kid but
you can't blame her for not wanting to see Mr. O'Brien, not like that."
For the first time Andy looked at
the body. He had seen a lot worse. Michael O'Brien was still as impressive in
death as he had been in life: sprawled on his back, arms and legs spread wide,
mouth agape and eyes open and staring. The length of iron projected from the
side of his head and a thin trickle of dark blood ran down the side of his neck
to the floor. Andy knelt and touched the bared skin on his forearm; it was very
cool. The air‑conditioned room would have something to do with that. He
stood and looked at the bathroom door.
"Can she hear us in
there?" he asked.
"No, sir. It's soundproofed,
the whole apartment is."
"You said she lives here. What
does that mean?"
"She is was Mr. O'Brien's girl.
She's got nothing to do with this, no reason to have anything to do with it. He
was her cracker and marge "' Realization hit and his shoulders slumped.
"Mine too. We both gotta look for a new job now." He retired into
himself, looking with great unhappiness at a suddenly insecure future.
Andy glanced around at the
disordered clothing and the splintered dresser. "They could have had a
fight before she went out today, she might have done it then."
"Not Miss Shirl!" Tab's
fists clenched tight. "She's not the kind of person who could do this sort
of thing. When I said tough I meant she could roll with things, you know, get
along with the world. She couldn't of done this. It would have to be before I
met her downstairs, I wait for her in the lobby, and she came down today just
like she always does. Nice and happy, she couldn't of acted like that if she
had just come from this." He pointed angrily at the mountainous corpse
that lay between them.
He didn't say so but Andy agreed
with the bodyguard. A good-looking bird like this one didn't have to kill
anyone. What she did she did for D's and if a guy gave her too much trouble
she'd just walk out and find someone else with money. Not murder.
"What about you, Tab, did you
knock the old boy off?"
"Me?" He was surprised,
not angry. "I wasn't even up in the building until I came back with Miss
Shirl and found him." He straightened up with professional pride.
"And I'm a bodyguard. I have a contract to protect him. I don't break
contracts. And when I kill anyone it's not like that‑that's no way to
kill anyone."
Every minute in the air‑conditioned
room made Andy feel better. The drying sweat was cool on his body and the
headache was almost gone. He smiled. "Off the record‑strictly‑I
agree with you. But don't quote me until I make a report. It looks like a break
and entry, O'Brien walked in on whoever was burglaring the place and caught
that thing in the side of his head." He glanced down at the silence
figure. "Who was he‑what did he do for a living? O'Brien's a common
name."
"He was in business," Tab said
flatly.
"You're not telling me much,
Fielding. Why don't you run that through again."
Tab glanced toward the closed door
of the bathroom and shrugged. "I don't know exactly what he did‑and
I have enough brains not to bother myself about it. He had something to do with
the rackets, politics too, I know he had a lot of topbrass people from City
Hall coming here‑"
Andy snapped his fingers. 'O'Brien‑he
wouldn't be Big Mike O'Brien?"
"That's what they called
him."
"Big Mike . . . well, there's
no loss then. In fact we could lose a few more like him and not miss any of
them."
"I wouldn't know about
that." Tab looked straight ahead, his face expressionless.
"Relax. You're not working for
him any more. Your contract has just been canceled."
"I been paid to the end of the
month. I'll finish my job."
"It was finished at the same
time as the guy on the floor. I think you better look after the girl
instead."
"I'm going to do that."
His face relaxed and he glanced at the detective. "It's not going to be
easy for her."
"She'll get by," Andy said
flatly. He took out his notepad and stylo. "I'll talk to her now, I need a
complete report. Stick around the apartment until I see her and the building
employees. If their stories back you up there'll be no reason to keep
you."
When he was alone with the body,
Andy took the polythene evidence bag from his pocket and worked it down over
the iron without touching it. then pulled the weapon free of the skull by
holding on to it through the bag, as low down as possible; it came away easily
enough and there was only a slow trickle of blood from the wound. He sealed the
bag, then took a pillowcase from the bed and dropped the bag and tire iron into
this. There would be no complaints now if he carried the bloody iron in the
street‑and if he worked it right he could get to keep the pillowcase. He
spread a sheet over the body before knocking on the bathroom door.
Shirl opened the door a few inches
and looked out at him. "I want to talk to you," he said, then
remembered the body on the floor behind him. "Is there another room‑?"
"The living room, I'll show
you."
She opened the door all the way and
came out. once more walking close to the wall without looking down at the
floor. Tab was sitting in the hall, and he watched them silently as they
passed.
"Make yourself
comfortable," Shirl said. "I'll be with you in just a moment." She
went into the kitchen.
Andy sat on the couch. it was very
soft, and put his notepad on his knee. Another air‑conditioner hummed in
the window and the floor-to‑ceiling curtains were closed almost all the
way, so that the light was dim and comfortable. The television set was a
monster. There were pictures on the walls, they looked like real paintings,
books, a dining table and chairs in some kind of red wood. Very nice for
someone.
"Do you want a drink?"
Shirl called out from the kitchen, holding up a tall glass. "This is
vodka."
"I'm on duty, thanks all the
same. Some cold water will do fine."
She brought the two glasses in on a
tray and, instead of handing his glass to him, pressed it against the side of
the couch near his hand. When she let go the glass remained there, defying
gravity. Andy pulled at it and it came free with a slight tug; he saw that
there were rings of metal worked into the glass, so there must be magnets
concealed under the fabric. Very elegant. For some reason this annoyed him and,
after drinking some of the cold, flavorless water, he put the glass on the
floor by his foot.
"I would like to ask you some
questions," he said, making a tick mark on the notepad. "What time
did you leave the apartment this morning?
"Just
"Did you lock the door behind
you?"
"It's automatic, it locks
itself, there's no way to leave it open unless you block it with
something."
"Was O'Brien alive when you
left?"
She looked up at him angrily.
"Of course! He was asleep, snoring. Do you think that I killed him?"
The anger in her face turned to pain as she remembered what was lying in the
other room: she took a quick gulp from her drink.
Tab's voice came from the doorway.
"When I touched Mr. O'Brien's body it was still warm. Whoever killed him
must have done it just a little while before we came in
"Go sit down and don't come in
here again," Andy said sharply, without turning his head. He took a sip of
the ice water and wondered what he was getting excited about. What difference
did it make who had polished off Big Mike? It was a public service. The odds
were all against this girl having done it. What motive? He looked at her
closely and she caught his eye and turned away, pulling her skirt down over her
knees as she did.
"What I think doesn't
matter," he said, but the words didn't even satisfy him. "Look, Miss
Greene, I'm just a cop doing my job. Tell me what I want to know so I can write
it down and give it to the lieutenant, so he can make a report. Personally, I
don't think that you had anything to do with this killing. But I still have to
ask the questions."
It was the first time he had seen
her smile and he liked it. Her nose wrinkled and it was a broad friendly grin.
She was a cute kid and she would make out, oh yes, she would make out with
anyone who had the D's. He looked back at his notepad and slashed a heavy line
under Big Mike.
Tab closed the door behind Andy when
he left, then waited a few minutes to be sure he wasn't coming back. When he
went into the living room he stood so that he could watch the hall door and
would know the moment it was opened.
"Miss Shirl, there's something
you should know."
She was on her third large drink,
but the alcohol did not seem to be having any effect. "What is that?"
she asked tiredly.
"I'm not trying to be personal
or anything, and I don't know anything about Mr. O'Brien's will . . ."
"You can put your mind at rest.
I've seen it and everything goes to his sister. I'm not mentioned in it‑and
neither are you."
"I wasn't thinking about
myself," he said coldly, his face suddenly hard. She was sorry at once.
"Please, I didn't mean it that
way. I'm just being‑I don't know, bitchy. Everything happening at once
like this. Don't be angry at me, Tab‑please . . . ."
"I guess you were being a
little bitchy." He smiled for a moment before he dug into his pocket.
"I figured it would be something like that. I have no complaints about Mr.
O'Brien as an employer, but he took care of his money. Didn't throw it around,
that's what I mean. Before the detective came I went through Mr. O'Brien's
wallet. It was in his jacket. I left a few D's there but I took the rest‑here."
He pushed his hand out with a folded wad of bills in it. "It's yours,
yours by right.
"I couldn't . . ."
"You have to. Things are going
to be rough, Shirl. You're going to need it more than his family. There's no
record of it. It's yours by right.
He put the money on the end table
and she looked at it. "I suppose I should. That sister of his has enough
without this. But we better split it‑‑"
"No," he said flatly, just
as the dull buzz of the announcer signaled that someone had opened the outer
door from the hall.
"Department of Hospitals "
a voice said and Tab could see two men in white uniforms on the TV screen inset
near the door. They were carrying a stretcher. He went to let them in.
C H A P T E R 6
"How long you gonna be,
Charlie?"
"That's my business‑you
just hold the fort until I get back," the doorman grunted, and looked the
uniformed guard over with what he liked to think was a military eye. "I
seen a lot better‑looking gold buttons in my time."
"Have a heart, Charlie, you
know they're just plastic. They'll fall to pieces if I try to rub on
them."
In the loosely organized hierarchy
of employees in Chelsea Park, Charlie was the unquestioned leader. It wasn't a
matter of salary‑this was probably the smallest part of his income‑but
a matter of position and industry. He was the one who saw the tenants most often
and he lost nothing by this advantage. His contacts outside the buildings were
the best and he could get anything the residents wanted for a price. All the
tenants liked him and called him Charlie. All the employees hated him and he
had never heard what they called him.
Charlie's basement apartment came
with the job, though the management would have been more than a little
surprised at the number of improvements that had been made. An ancient air
conditioner wheezed and hammered and lowered the temperature at least ten
degrees. Two decades of cast‑off and restored furniture contributed a
note of mixed color, while an impressive number of locked cabinets covered the
walls. These contained a large collection of packaged food and bottled drink
none of which Charlie touched himself, but instead resold at a substantial
markup to the tenants. Not the least of the "That's enough of that,"
Charlie said and slapped the boy again, but this time hard enough to leave a
red print on the white skin. "Just make sure the door is locked behind you
when you go, and keep your mouth shut on the job." He went out.
The street was a lot hotter than he
had thought it would be, so he whistled for a cab. This morning's work should
net him enough to pay for a dozen cabs. Two empty pedicabs raced for his
business and he sent the first one away because the driver was too runty and
thin: Charlie was in a hurry and he weighed 240 pounds.
"
"In this weather?" the driver
grunted, standing on the pedals and lurching the creaking machine into motion.
"You want to kill me, general?"
"Die. It won't bother me. I'll
give you a D for the trip."
"You want me to die by
starving, maybe? That much won't take you as far as
They haggled the price most of the
trip, twisting their way through the crowded streets, shouting to be heard
above the unending noise of the city, a sound they were both so used to that
they weren't even aware of it.
Because of the power shortage and
lack of replacement parts there was only one elevator running in the
With his shoulder‑length white
hair Judge Santini bore a strong resemblance to an Old Testament prophet. He
didn't sound like one.
Crap, that's what it is, crap. I pay
a goddamn fortune for flour just so I can get a good bowl of pasta and what do
you turn it into?" He pushed the plate of spaghetti away distastefully and
dabbed the sauce from his lips with the large napkin he had tucked into his
shirt collar.
"I did the best I could,"
his wife shouted back. She was small and dark and twenty years younger than he.
"You want somebody to make spaghetti for you by hand, you should have
married a contadina from the old country with broken arches and a mustache. I
was born right here in the city on
The shrill ring of the telephone cut
through her words and silenced her instantly. They both looked at the
instrument on the desk, then she turned and hurriedly left the room, closing
the door behind her. There weren't many calls these days and what few came
through were always important and about business she did not want to hear. Rosa
Santini enjoyed all the luxuries that life provided, and what she didn't know
about the judge's business wasn't going to bother her.
Judge Santini stood, wiped his mouth
again and laid the napkin on the table. He didn't hurry, not at his age he
didn't, but neither did he dawdle. He sat down at the desk, took out a blank
notepad and stylo and reached for the phone. It was an old instrument with the
cracked handpiece held together by wrappings of friction tape, while the cord was
frayed and spliced.
"Santini speaking," he
said and listened carefully, his eyes widened. "Mike‑Big Mike‑my
God!" After this he said little, just yes and no, and when he hung up his
hands were shaking.
"Big Mike," Lieutenant
Grassioli said, almost smiling: even a mindful twinge from his ulcer didn't
depress him as it usually did. "Someone did a good day's work." The
bloodstained jimmy lay on the desk before him and he admired it as though it
were a work of art. "Who did it?"
"The chances are that it was a
break and entry that went wrong," Andy said, standing on the other side of
the desk. He read from his notepad, quickly summing up all the relevant
details. Grassioli grunted when he finished and pointed to the traces of
fingerprint powder on the end of the iron.
"What about this? Prints any
good?"
"Very clear, lieutenant. Thumb
and first three fingers of the right hand."
"Any chance that the bodyguard
or the girl polished the old bastard off?"
"I'd say one in a thousand,
sir. No motive at all‑he was the one who kept them both eating. And they
seemed to be really broken up, not about him I don't think, but about losing
their meal ticket."
Grassioli dropped the jimmy back
into the bag and handed it across the desk to Andy. "That's good enough.
We'll have a messenger going down to BCI next week so send the prints along
then and a short report on the case. Get the report on the back of the print
card‑it's only the tenth of the mouthpiece and snapped, "Come back
here, Rusch," then turned his attention to the phone. the bodyguard to go
with it‑but the hell with that, there's not enough time. File and forget
it and get back to work."
While Andy was making a note on his
pad the phone rang: the lieutenant picked it up. Andy wasn't listening to the
conversation and was halfway to the door when Grassioli covered the mouthpiece
and snapped, "Come back here, Rusch," then turned his attention to
the phone.
"Yes, sir, that's right,"
he said. "There seems no doubt that it was a break and entry, the killer
used the same jimmy for the job. A filed-down tire iron." He listened for
a moment and his face flushed. "No, sir, no we couldn't. What else could
we do? Yes, that's SOP. No, sir. Right away, sir. I'll have someone get on it
now, sir."
"Son of a bitch," the
lieutenant added, but only after he had hung up the receiver. "You've done
a lousy job on this case, Rusch. Now get back on it and see if you can do it
right. Find out how the killer got into the building‑and if it really was
break and entry. Fingerprint those two suspects. Get a messenger down to
Criminal Identification with the prints and have them run through, I want a
make on the killer if he has a record. Get moving."
"I didn't know Big Mike had any
friends?"
"Friends or enemies, I don't
give a damn. But someone is putting the pressure on us for results. So wrap
this up as fast as possible."
"By myself, lieutenant?"
Grassioli chewed the end of his
stylo. "No, I want the report as soon as possible. Take Kulozik with
you." He belched painfully and reached into the drawer for the pills.
Detective Steve Kulozik's fingers
were short and thick and looked as though they should be clumsy: instead they
were agile and under precise control. He held Shirl's right thumb with firm
pressure and rolled it across the glazed white tile, leaving a clear and
unsmudged print inside the square marked R THMB. Then one by one, he pressed
the rest of her fingers to the ink pad and then to the tile until all the
squares were full.
"Could I have your name,
miss?"
"Shirl Greene, that's spelled
with an a on the end." She stared at the black‑stained tips on her
fingers. "Does this make me a criminal now, with a record?"
"Nothing like that at all, Miss
Greene." Kulozik carefully printed her name with a thin grease pencil in
the space at the bottom of the tile. "These prints aren't made public,
they're just used in conjunction with this case. Could I have your date of
birth?"
"
"I think that's all we need
now." He slid the tile into a plastic case along with the ink pad.
Shirl went to wash the ink from her
hands, and Steve was packing in the fingerprint equipment when the door
announcer buzzed.
"Do you have her prints?"
Andy asked when he came in.
"All finished."
"Fine, then all that's left is
to get the prints from the bodyguard, he's waiting downstairs in the lobby. And
I found a window in the cellar that looks like it was pried open, better check
that for latent prints too. The elevator operator will show you where it
is."
"On my way," Steve said,
shouldering the equipment case.
Shirl came out as Steve was leaving.
"We have a lead now, Miss Greene," Andy told her. "I found a
window in the basement that has been pried open. If there are any fingerprints
on the glass or frame and they match the ones found on the jimmy, it will be
fairly strong evidence that whoever did the killing broke into the building
that way. And we'll compare the jimmy marks with the ones on the door here. Do
you mind if I sit down?"
"No," she said, "of
course not"
The chair was soft and the murmuring
air conditioner made the room an island of comfort in the steaming heat of the
city. He leaned back and some of the tension and fatigue drained away: the door
announcer buzzed.
"Excuse me," Shirl said
and went to answer it. There was a murmur of voices in the hallway behind him
as he flipped the pages in his notepad. The plastic cover was buckled on one of
the sheets and some of the lettering was fading, so he went over it again with
his stylo, pressing hard so that it was sharp and black.
"You get outta here, you dirty
whore!"
The words were screamed in a hoarse
voice, rising shrilly like a scraped fingernail on glass. Andy climbed to his
feet and jammed the notepad into his side pocket. "What's going on out
there?" he called.
Shirl came in, flushed and angry,
followed by a thin gray‑haired woman. The woman stopped when she saw Andy
and pointed a trembling finger at him. "My brother dead and not even
buried yet and this one is carrying on with another man . . ."
"I'm a police officer,"
Andy said, showing her his buzzer. "Who are you?"
She drew herself up, a slight
movement that did nothing to increase her height: years of bad posture and
indifferent diet had rounded her shoulders and hollowed her chest. Scrawny arms
dangled from the sleeves of the much worn, mudcolored housedress. Her face,
filmed now with sweat, was more gray than white, the skin of a photophobic city
dweller: the only coloring in it appeared to be the grime of the streets. When
she spoke her lips opened in a narrow slit, delivered the words like metal
stampings from a press, then closed instantly afterward lest they deliver one
item more than was needed. Only the watery blue eyes held any motion or life,
and they twitched with anger.
"I'm Mary Haggerty, poor
Michael's sister and only living relation by blood. I've come to take care of
Michael's things, he's left them all to me in his will, the lawyer told me
that, and I have to take care of them. That whore'll have to get out, she's
taken enough from him..."
"Just a minute." Andy
broke into the shrill babble of words and her mouth snapped shut while she
breathed rapidly through flared righteous nostrils. "Nothing can be
touched or taken from this apartment without police permission, so you don't
have to worry about your possessions."
"You can't say that with her
here," she squawled and turned on Shirl. "She'll steal and sell
everything that's not nailed down. My good brother..."
"Your good brother!" Shirl
shouted. "You hated his guts and he hated yours, and you never came near
this place as long as he was alive."
"Shut up!" Andy broke in,
coming between the two women. He turned to Mary Haggerty. "You can go now.
The police will let you know when the things in this apartment are
available."
She was shocked. "But‑you
can't do that. I have my rights. You can't leave that whore here alone."
Andy's patience was cracking.
"Watch your language, Mrs. Haggerty. You've used that word enough. Don't
forget what your brother did for a living."
Her face went white and she took a
half step backward. "My brother was in business, a businessman," she
said weakly.
"Your brother was in the
rackets, and that means girls among other things." Without her anger to
hold her erect she slumped, deflated, thin and bony: the only round thing in
her body was her abdomen, swollen from years of bad diet and bearing too many
children.
"Why don't you go now," he
said, "We'll get in touch with you as soon as possible."
The woman turned and left without
another word. He was sorry that he had lost his temper and said more than he
should, but there was no way to take back the words now.
"Did you mean that‑what
you said about Mike?" Shirl asked, after the door had closed. In a plain
white dress and with her hair pulled back she looked very young, even innocent,
despite the label Mary Haggerty had given to her. The innocence seemed more
realistic than the charges.
"How long did you know
O'Brien?" Andy asked, fending the question off for the moment.
"Just about a year, but he
never talked about his business. I never asked, I always thought it had
something to do with politics, he always had judges and politicians visiting
him."
Andy took out his notebook.
"I'd like the names of any regular visitors, people he saw in the last
week."
"Now you are asking the questions‑and
you haven't answered mine." Shirl smiled when she said it, but he knew she
was serious. She sat down on a straight‑backed chair, her hands folded in
her lap like a schoolgirl.
"I can't answer that in too
much detail," he said. "I don't know that much about Big Mike. About
all I can tell you for certain is that he was some sort of a contact man
between the syndicate and the politicians. Executive level I guess you would
call it. And it has been thirty years at least since the last time he was in
court or behind bars."
"Do you mean‑he was in
jail?"
"Yes, I checked on it, he's got
a criminal record and a couple of convictions. But nothing recently, it's the
punks who get caught and sent up. Once you operate in Mike's circle the police
don't touch you. In fact they help you‑like this investigation."
"I don't understand . . ."
"Look. There are five, maybe
ten killings in
"No, I won't tell anyone. What
happens next?"
"I ask you a few more
questions, leave here. write up a report‑and that will be the end of it.
Lots of other work is piling up behind me and the department has already put
more time into the investigation than it can afford."
She was shocked. "Aren't you
going to catch the man who did it?"
"If the fingerprints are on
file, we might. If not‑we haven't got a chance. We won't even try. Aside
from the reason that we have no time, we feel that whoever did Mike in
performed a social service."
"That's terrible!"
"Is it? Perhaps." He
opened his notepad and was very official again. He had finished with the
questions by the time Kulozik came back with latent prints from the cellar
window and they left the building together. After the cool apartment the air in
the street hit like the blast from an open furnace door.
C H
A P T E R 7
It was after
"Not every word of the report
if you please, Judge," the man at the head of the table said. `Our time is
limited and just the results will be all we need." If anyone there knew
his real name they were careful not to mention it. He was now called Mr. Briggs
and he was the man in charge.
"Surely, Mr. Briggs, that will
be easy enough," Judge Santini said, and coughed nervously behind his
hand. He never liked these sessions at the
"Here is what it boils down to.
Big Mike was killed instantly by a blow on the side of the head, done with a
sharpened tire iron that was also used to break into the apartment. Marks made
on a jimmied‑open basement window match the ones on the door and they
both fit the jimmy, so it looks as though whoever did it got in
that way. There were clear
fingerprints on the iron and on the basement window. the same prints. So far
the prints appear to be of a person unknown, they do not match any of the
fingerprints on file in the Bureau of Criminal Identification, nor are they the
prints of O'Brien's bodyguard or girl friend, the ones who found the
body."
"Who do the fuzz think done
it?" one of the listeners asked from around his cigar.
"The official view is-ah, death
by misadventure you might say. They think that someone was burgling the
apartment and Mike walked in and surprised him, and Mike was killed in the
struggle."
Two men started to ask questions but
shut up instantly when Mr. Briggs began to speak. He had the gloomy, serious
eyes of a hound dog, with the matching sagging lower lids and loose dewlaps on
his cheeks. The pendant jowls waggled when he talked.
"What was stolen from the
apartment?"
Santini shrugged. "Nothing,
from what they can tell. The girl claims that nothing is missing and she ought
to know. The room was taken apart, but apparently the burglar was jumped before
he finished the job and then he ran in a panic. It could happen."
Mr. Briggs pondered this, but he had
no more questions. Some of the others did and Santini told them what was known.
Mr. Briggs considered for a while then silenced them with a raised finger.
"It appears that the killing
was accidental, in which case it is of no importance to us. We will need
someone to take over Mike's work‑what is it, Judge?" he asked,
frowning at the interruption.
Santini was sweating. He wanted the
matter settled so he could go home, it was after
"There is one thing more I
ought to tell you. Perhaps it means something, perhaps not, but I feel we
should have all the information in front of us before we-"
"Get on with it, Judge,"
Mr. Briggs said coldly.
"Yes, of course. It's a mark
that was on the window. You must understand that all the basement windows are
coated with dust on the inside and that none of the others were touched. But on
the window that was jimmied open, through which we can presume the killer
entered the building, there was a design traced in the dust. A heart."
"Now what the hell is that
supposed to mean?" one of the listeners growled.
"Nothing to you, Schlacter,
since you are an American of German extraction. Now I am not guaranteeing that
it means anything, it may just be a coincidence, meaningless. it could be
anything. But just for the record, just to get it down. the Italian word for
heart is cuore."
The atmosphere in the room changed
instantly, electrified. Some of the men sat up and there was a rustle of
shifting bodies. Mr. Briggs did not move, though his eyes narrowed.
"Cuore," he said slowly. "I don't think he has enough guts to
try and move into the city."
"He's got his hands full in
"Maybe. But he's half out of
his head I hear. On the LSD. He could do anything . . . .
Mr. Briggs coughed and they were all
quiet on the instant. "We are going to have to look into this," he
aid. "Whether Cuore is trying to move into our area or whether someone is
trying to stir up trouble and blaming it on him: either way we want to find
out. Judge, see to it that the police continue the investigation."
Santini smiled but his fingers were
knotted tightly together under the table. "I'm not saying no. mind you,
not saying it can't be done, just that it would be very difficult. The police
are very shorthanded, they don't have the personnel for a full‑scale
investigation. If I try to pressure them they'll want to know why. I'll have to
have some good answers. I can have some people work on this, make some calls,
but I don't think we can get enough pressure to swing it."
"You can't get enough pressure,
Judge," Mr. Briggs said in his quietest voice. Santini's hands were
trembling now. "But I never ask a man to do the impossible. I'll take care
of this myself. There are one or two people I can personally ask to help out. I
want to know just what is happening here."
C H
A P T E R 8
Through the open window rolled the
heat and stench, the sound of the city, a multivoiced roar that rose and fell
with the hammered persistence of waves breaking on a beach: an endless thunder.
In sudden punctuation against this background of noise there came the sound of
broken glass and a jangled metallic crash: voices rose in shouts and there was
a long scream at the same instant.
"What? What . . .?"
Solomon Kahn grumbled, stirring on the bed and rubbing his eyes. The bums, they
never shut up, never let you grab a little nap. He got up and shuffled to the
window, but could see nothing. They were still shouting‑what could have
made the noise? Another fire escape falling off? That happened often enough,
they even showed it on TV if there was a gruesome picture to go with it. No, probably
not, just kids breaking windows again or something. The sun was down behind the
buildings but the air was still hot and foul.
"Some lousy weather," he
muttered as he went to the sink. Even the boards in the floor were hot on the
soles of his bare feet. He sponged off some of the sweat with a little water,
then turned the TV on to the Music‑Time station. A jazz beat filled the
room and the screen said
"For this the Army gave me a
fine fifteen‑grand education as an aviation mechanic," he said,
patting the stove. "Finest investment they ever made." The stove had
started life as a gas burner, which he had adapted for tank gas when they had
closed off the gas mains, then had installed an electric heating element when
the supplies of tank gas had run out. By the time the electric supplies became
too erratic‑and expensive‑to cook with, he had installed a pressure
tank with a variable jet that would burn any inflammable liquid. It had worked
satisfactorily for a number of years, consuming kerosene, methanol, acetone and
a number of other fuels, balking only slightly at aviation gas while sending
out a yard‑long steamer of flame that had scorched the wall before he
could adjust it. His final adaptation had been the simplest‑and most
depressing. He had cut a hole in the back of the oven and run a chimney
outdoors through another hole hammered through the brick wall. When a solid‑fuel
fire was built on the rack inside the oven, an opening in the insulation above
it let the heat through to the front ring.
"Even the ashes stink like
fish," he complained as he shoveled out the thin layer of powdery ash from
the previous day. These he threw out the window in an expanding gray cloud and
was gratified when he heard a cry of complaint from the window on the floor
below. "Don't you like that?" he shouted back. "So tell your
lousy kids not to play the TV at full blast all night and maybe I'll stop
dumping the ashes."
This exchange cheered him, and he
hummed along with The Nutcracker Suite which had replaced the nameless jazz
composition‑until a burst of static suddenly interrupted the music,
drowning it out. He mumbled curses under his breath as he ran over and hammered
on the side of the TV set with his fist. This had not the slightest effect. The
static continued until he reluctantly turned the TV off. He was still muttering
angrily when he bent to fire up the stove.
Sol placed three oily gray bricks of
seacoal on the rack and went over to the shelf for his battered Zippo lighter.
A good lighter that, bought in the PX when?‑must be fifty years ago. Of
course most of the parts had been replaced since that time, but they didn't
make lighters like this any more. They didn't make lighters at all any more.
The seacoal spluttered and caught, burning with a small blue flame. It stank‑of
fish‑and so did his hands now: he went and rinsed them off. The stuff was
supposed to be made of cellulose waste from the fermentation vats at the
alcohol factory, dried and soaked with a low‑grade plankton oil to keep
it burning. Rumor had it that it was really made of dried and pressed fish guts
from the processing plants, and he preferred this to the official version, true
or not.
His miniature garden was doing well
in the window box. He plucked the last of the sage and spread it out on the
table to dry, then lifted the plastic sheeting to see how the onions were
doing. They were coming along fine and would be ready for pickling soon. When
he went to rinse off his hands in the sink he looked quizzically at his beard
in the mirror.
"It needs trimming, Sol,"
he told his image. "But the light is almost gone so it can wait until
morning. Still it wouldn't hurt none to comb it before you dress for
dinner." He ran a comb through his beard a few times, then tossed the comb
aside and went to dig a pair of shorts out of the wardrobe. They had started
life many years earlier as a pair of Army suntan trousers, and since then had
been cut down and patched until they bore little resemblance to the original
garment. He was just pulling them on when someone knocked on the door.
"Yeah," he shouted, "who is it?"
"Alcoves s Electronics,"
was the muffled answer.
"I though you died or your
place burned down," Sol said. throwing the door open. "It's only been
two weeks since you said you would do a rush job on this set‑which I paid
for in advance."
"That's the way the electron
hops," the tall repairman said calmly, swinging his valise‑sized
toolbox onto the table. "You got a gassy tube, some tired components in
that old set. So what can I do? They don't make that tube any more, and if they
did I couldn't buy it, it would be on priority." His hands were busy while
he talked, hauling the TV down to the table and starting to unscrew the back.
"So how do I fix the set? I have to go down to the radio breakers on
"My heart bleeds for you,"
Sol said, watching suspiciously as the repairman took the back off the set and
extracted a tube.
"Gassy," the man said,
looking sternly at the radio tube before he threw it into his toolbox. From the
top tray he took a rectangle of thin plastic on which a number of small parts
had been attached, and began to wire it into the TV circuit. "Everything's
makeshift," he said. "I have to cannibalize old sets to keep older
ones working. I even have to melt and draw my own solder. It's a good thing
that there must have been a couple of billion sets in this country, and a lot
of the latest ones have solid state circuits." He turned on the TV and
music blared across the room. "That will be four D's for labor."
"Crook!" Sol said. "I
already gave you thirty-five D's . . . ."
"That was for the parts, labor
is extra. If you want the little luxuries of life you have to be prepared to
pay for them."
"The repairs I need," Sol
said, handing over the money. "The philosophy I do not. You're a
thief."
"The repairs I need," Sol
said, handing over the money. "The philosophy I do not. You're a
thief."
"I prefer to think of myself as
an electronic grave robber," the man said, pocketing the bills. "If
you want to see the thieves you should see what I pay to the radio breakers."
He shouldered his toolbox and left.
It was almost
"Your chunk is really
dragging," Sol said.
"So would yours if you had a
day like mine. Can't you turn on a light, it's black as soot in here." He
slumped to the chair by the window and dropped into it.
Sol switched on the small yellow
bulb that hung in the middle of the room, then went to the refrigerator. "No
Gibsons tonight, I'm rationing the vermouth until I can make some more. I got
the coriander and orris root and the rest, but I have to dry some sage first,
it's no good without that." He took out a frosted pitcher and closed the
door. "But I put some water in to cool and cut it with some alky which
will numb the tongue so you can't taste the water, and will also help the
nerves."
"Lead me to it!" Andy
sipped the drink and managed to produce a reluctant smile. "Sorry to take
it out on you, but I had one hell of a day and there's more to come." He
sniffed the air. "What's that cooking on the stove?"
"An experiment in home
economics‑and it was free for the taking on the Welfare cards. You may
not have noticed but our food budget is shot to pieces since the last price
increase." He opened a canister and showed Andy the granular brown
substance inside. "It is a new miracle ingredient supplied by our
benevolent government and called ener‑Gand how's that for a loathsomely
cute name? It contains vitamins, minerals, protein, carbohydrates . . . ."
"Everything except
flavor?"
"That's about the size of it. I
put it in with the oatmeal, I doubt if it can do any harm because at this
moment I am beginning to hate oatmeal. This ener‑G stuff is the product
of the newest wonder of science, the plankton whale."
"The what?"
"I know you never open a book‑but
don't you ever watch TV? They had an hour program on the thing. A conversion of
an atomic submarine, cruises along just like a whale and sucks in plankton, all
the microscopic sea things that you will be very surprised to find out the
mighty whales live on. All three whales that're left. The smallest life forms
supporting the biggest, there's a moral there someplace. Anyway‑the
plankton gets sucked in and hits a sieve and the water gets spit out and the
plankton gets pressed into little dry bricks and stored in the sub until it is
full up and can come back and unload. Then they futz around with the bricks of
plankton and come up with ener‑G."
"Oh, Christ, I bet it tastes
fishy."
"No takers," Sol sighed,
then served up the oatmeal.
They ate in silence. The ener‑G
oatmeal wasn't so bad as they had expected, but it wasn't very good, either. As
soon as he was finished Sol washed the taste of it out of his mouth with the
alcohol-and‑water mixture.
"What's this you said about
more work to come?" he asked. "They have you doing a double shift
today?"
Andy went back to the window: there
was a bit of air stirring the damp heat now that the sun had set. "Just
about, I'm going on special duty for a while. You remember the murder case I
told you about?"
"Big Mike, the gonif? Whoever
chopped him did a service to the human race."
"My feelings exactly. But he's
got political friends who are more interested in the case than we are. They
have some connections, they pulled a few strings and the commissioner himself
called the lieutenant and told him to get a man on the investigation full time
and find the killer. It was my name on the report so I caught the assignment.
And Grassy, oh. he is a sweet bastard, he didn't tell me about it until I was
signing out. He gave me the job then and a strong suggestion that I get on to
it tonight. Like now," he said, standing and stretching.
"It'll be a good deal, won't
it?" Sol asked, stroking his beard. "An independent position, your
own boss, working your own hours, being covered with glory."
"That isn't what I'll be
covered with unless I come up with an answer pretty fast. Everyone is watching
and they are putting on the pressure. Grassy told me I had to find the killer
soonest or I would be back in uniform on a beat in Shiptown."
Andy went into his room and unlocked
the padlock on the bottom drawer of the dresser. He had extra rounds of
ammunition here, some private papers and equipment, including his issue flashlight.
It was the squeeze‑generator type and it worked up a good beam when he
tested it.
"Where to now?" Sol asked
when he came out. "Going to stake out the joint?"
"It's a good thing you're not a
cop, Sol. With your knowledge of criminal investigation crime would run rampant
in the city‑"
"It's not doing so bad, even
without my help."
"‑and we'd all be
murdered in our beds. No stake out. I'm going to talk to the girl."
"Now the case gets interesting.
Am I allowed to ask what girl?"
"Kid name of Shirl. Really
built. She was Big Mike's girl friend, living with him, but she was out of the
apartment when he got bumped."
"Do you maybe need an
assistant? I'm good at night work."
"Cool off, Sol, you wouldn't
know what to do with it if you had it. She plays out of our league. Put some
cold water on your wrists and get some sleep."
Using the flashlight, Andy avoided
the refuse and other pitfalls of the dark stairwell. Outside. the crowds and
the heat were unchanged, timeless, filling the street by day and by night. He
wished for a rain that would clear them both away, but the weather report
hadn't offered any hope. Continued no change.
Charlie opened the door at Chelsea
Park with a polite "Good evening, sir." Andy started toward the
elevator, then changed his mind and walked on past it to the stairs. He wanted
to have a look at the window and the cellar after dark. to see it the way it
had been when the burglar came in. If he had entered the building that way. Now
that he had been assigned to actually try and find the killer he had to go into
all the details of the case in greater depth, to try to reconstruct the whole
thing. Was it possible to get to the window from outside without being seen? If
it wasn't then it might be an inside job and he would have to go through the
staff and the tenants of the building.
He stopped, silently, and took out
his gun. Through the half‑open door of the cellar ahead he saw the
flickering beam of a flashlight. This was the room where the jimmied window
was. He walked forward slowly, putting his feet down on the gritty concrete
floor with care so that they made no noise. When he entered he saw that someone
was against the far wall. playing a flashlight along the row of windows. A dark
figure outlined against the yellow blob of light. The light moved to the next
window. hesitated and stopped on the heart that had been traced in the dirt
there. The man leaned over and examined the window, so intent in his study that
he did not hear Andy cross the floor and come up behind him.
"Just don't move‑that's a
gun in your back," Andy said as he jabbed the man with his revolver. The
flashlight dropped and broke: Andy cursed and pulled out his own light and
squeezed it to life. The beam hit full on an old man's face, his mouth open in
terror, his skin suddenly as pale as his long silvery hair. The man sagged
against the wall, gasping for air, and Andy put his gun back into the holster,
then held the other's arm as he slid slowly down the wall to a sitting position
on the floor.
"The shock . . . suddenly . .
." he muttered. "You shouldn't do that. . . who are you?"
"I'm a police officer. What's
your name‑and what were you doing down here?" Andy frisked him
quickly: he wasn't armed.
"I'm a . . . civil official . .
. my identification is here." He struggled to produce his wallet and Andy
took it from him and opened it.
"Judge Santini," he said,
flashing the light from the identification card to the man's face. "Yes,
I've seen you in court. But isn't this a funny place for a judge to be?"
"Please, no impertinence, young
man." The first reaction had passed and Santini was in control again.
"I consider myself knowledgeable in the laws of this sovereign state, and
I cannot recall any that apply to this particular situation. I suggest that you
do not exceed your authority . . . ."
"This is a murder investigation
and you may have been tampering with evidence, Judge. That's authority enough
to run you in."
Santini blinked into the glare of
the flashlight and could just make out his captor's legs: they were in tan
pants, not a blue uniform. "You are Detective Rusch?" he asked.
"Yes, I am," Andy said,
surprised. He lowered the light so that it was no longer shining in the judge's
face. "What do you know about this?"
"I shall be happy to tell you,
my boy, if you will allow me off the floor and if we could find a more
comfortable spot for our chat. Why don't we visit Shirl‑you must have
made Miss Greene's acquaintance? It will be a bit cooler there, and once
arrived I will be happy to tell you all that I know."
"Why don't we do that?"
Andy said, helping the old man to his feet. The judge wasn't going to run away‑and
he might have some official connection with the case. How else had he known
that Andy was the detective who had been assigned to the investigation? This
looked more like political interest than police interest and he knew enough to
tread warily here.
They took the elevator up from the
basement and Andy's scowl wiped the curious look from the operator's face. The
judge seemed to be feeling better, though he leaned on Andy's arm down the
length of the hall.
Shirl opened the door for them.
"Judge‑is something wrong?" she asked, wide‑eyed.
"Nothing, my dear, just a touch
of the heat, fatigue, I'm not getting any younger, not at all." He straightened
up, concealing well the effort this required, and moved away from Andy to
lightly take her arm. "I met Detective Rusch outside. he was good enough
to come up with me. Now. if I could be allowed a little closer to the cool
breath of that air‑conditioner and permitted to rest a moment. . ."
They went down the hall and Andy followed.
The girl was really good to look at,
dressed like something out of a TV spectacular. Her dress was made of a fabric
that shone like woven silver‑yet appeared to be soft at the same time. It
was sleeveless, cut low in the front and even lower in the back. all the way
down to her waist, Andy saw. Her hair was brushed straight to her shoulders in
a shining russet wave. The judge looked at her too, out of the corner of his
eye, as she guided him to the sofa.
"We're not disturbing you, are
we, Shirl?" he asked. "You're dressed up tonight. Going out?"
"No," she aid, "I was
just staying home by myself. If you want the truth‑I'm just building up
my own morale. I've never worn this dress before, it's something new, nylon, I
think, with little specks of metal in it." She plumped a pillow and pushed
it behind Judge Santini's head. "Can't I get something cool for you to
drink? And you too, Mr. Rusch?" It was the first time she had appeared to
notice him, and he nodded silently.
"A wonderful suggestion."
The judge sighed and settled back. "Something alcoholic if possible."
"Oh, yes‑there are all
kinds of things in the bar, I don't drink them." When she went to the
kitchen Andy sat close to Santini and spoke in a quiet voice.
"You were going to tell me what
you were doing in the cellar‑and how you know my name."
"Simplicity itself‑"
Santini glanced toward the kitchen, but Shirl was busy and couldn't hear them.
"O'Brien's death has certain, shall we say, political ramifications, and I
have been asked to follow the progress being made. Naturally I learned that you
had been assigned to the case." He relaxed and folded his hands over his
round belly.
"That's an answer to one half
of my question," Andy said. "Now, what were you doing in the
cellar?"
"It's cool in here, almost
chill you might say after being outside. Quite a relief. Did you notice the
heart that had been drawn in the dust on the cellar window?"
"Of course. I was the one who
found it"
"That is most interesting. Did
you ever hear of an individual‑you should have, he has a police record‑by
the name of Cuore?"
"Nick Cuore? The one who has
been muscling into the rackets in
"The very one. Though 'muscling
in' is not quite correct, 'in charge' would be more accurate. He has taken over
there, and is such an ambitious man that he is even casting his eyes in the
direction of
"What is all this supposed to
mean?"
"Cuore is a good Italian word.
It means heart," Santini said as Shirl came into the rooming carrying a
tray.
Andy took the drink with an
automatic thank you, scarcely aware of the other's conversation. He understood
now why all the pressure was being brought to bear upon this case. It wasn't a
matter of pity, no one seemed to really care that O'Brien was dead, it was the
why of his killing that really counted. Had the murder been a brutal accident
as it appeared to be? Or was it a warning from Cuore that he was expanding into
Cuore in order to cover himself?
Once you entered the maze of speculation the possibilities expanded until the
only way the truth could be uncovered was by finding the killer. The interested
parties had pulled a few strings and his full‑time assignment had been
the result. A number of people must be reading his reports and waiting
impatiently for an answer.
"I'm sorry," he said,
aware that the girl had spoken to him. "I was thinking of something else
and I didn't hear you."
"I just asked you if the drink
was all right. I can get you something else if you don't like that"
"No, this is fine," he
said, realizing that he had been holding his glass all this time, just staring
at it. He took a sip, and then a second one. "In fact it's very good. What
is it?"
"Whiskey. Whiskey and
soda."
"It's the first time I ever
tasted it." He tried to remember how much a bottle of whiskey cost. There
was almost none being made now because of the grain shortage and each year the
stored supplies grew smaller and the price increased. At least two hundred D's
a bottle, probably more.
"That was very refreshing
Shirl," Santini said, placing his empty glass against the arm of his chair
where it remained, "and you have my most heartfelt thanks for your kind
hospitality. I'm sorry I must run along now,
Of course, Judge‑what is
it?"
Santini took an envelope from his
side pocket and opened it, fanning out the handful of photographs that it
contained. From where he sat all Andy could see was that they were pictures of
different men. Santini handed one over to Shirl.
"It was tragic," he said,
"tragic what happened to Mike. All of us want to help the police as much
as we can. I know you do too,
Shirl, so perhaps you'll take a look
at these pictures, see if you recognize any of these people."
She took the first one and looked at
it, frowning in concentration. Andy admired the judge's technique for talking a
lot and really saying nothing‑yet getting the girl's cooperation.
"No, I can't say I have ever
seen him before," she said.
"Was he ever a guest here, or
did he meet Mike while you were with him?"
"No, I'm sure of that, he's
never been here. I thought you were asking if I had ever seen him on the street
or anything."
"What about the other
men?"
"I've never seen any of them.
I'm sorry I can't be of any more help."
"Negative intelligence is still
intelligence, my dear."
He passed the photographs to Andy,
who recognized the top one as Nick Cuore. "And the others?" he asked.
He passed the photographs to Andy,
who recognized the top one as Nick Cuore. "And the others?" he asked.
"Associates of his,"
Santini said as he rose slowly from the deep chair.
"I'll keep these awhile,"
Andy said.
"Of course. You may find them
valuable."
"Must you go already?"
Shirl protested. Santini smiled and started for the door.
"Indulge an old man, my dear.
Much as I enjoy your company, I must keep sensible hours these days. Good
night, Mr. Rusch‑and good luck."
"I'm going to make myself a
drink," Shirl said after she had shown the judge out. "Can I liven up
that one for you? If you're not on duty, that is."
"I'm on duty. and I have been
for the last fourteen hours, so I think it is about time that duty and drink
mixed. If you won't report me?"
"I'm no ratfink!" She
smiled, and when they sat opposite each other he felt better than he had for
weeks. The headache was gone, he was cool and the drink tasted better than
anything he remembered.
"I thought you were through
with the investigation," Shirl said. "That's what you told me."
"I thought so then, but things
have changed. There is a lot of interest in getting this case solved. Even
people like Judge Santini are concerned."
"All the time I knew Mike I
never realized he was so important."
"Alive, I don't think he was.
It is his death that is important, and the reasons‑if any‑for
it"
"Did you mean that, what you
said this afternoon about the police not wanting anything moved from this
apartment?"
"Yes, for the present. I'll
have to go through everything, particularly the papers. Why do you ask?"
Shirl kept her eyes on her glass,
clutching it tightly with both hands. "Mike's lawyer was here today, and
everything is pretty much like his sister said. My clothes, my personal
belongings are mine, nothing else. Not that I expected anything more. But the
rent has been paid here until the end of August " she looked up squarely
at Andy, "and if the furniture is left here I can stay on until
then."
"Do you want to do that?"
"Yes," she said, nothing
more.
She's all right, Andy thought. She's
not asking any favors, no tears or that kind of thing. Just spreading her cards
on the table. Well, why not? It doesn't cost me anything. Why not?
"Consider it done. I'm a very
slow apartment searcher, and an apartment this big will take until exactly
"That's wonderful!" she
said, jumping happily to her feet. "And it deserves another drink. To tell
you the truth, I wouldn't feel right about. you know, selling anything from the
apartment. That would be stealing. But I don't see anything wrong with
finishing off the bottles. That's better than leaving them for that sister of
his."
"I agree completely," Andy
said, lying back in the soft embrace of the cushions, watching her delicate and
attractive wiggle as she took the glasses into the kitchen. This is the life,
he thought, and grinned crookedly to himself, the hell with the investigation.
At least for tonight. I'm going to drink Big Mike's booze and sit back on his
couch and forget everything about police business for just one night.
"No, I come from
"I wasn't born here
either," he said, and took a sip of the drink. "We came from
"Then you're a cowboy!"
"Not that kind of a ranch,
fruit trees, in the
"I never kept an album,"
Andy said.
"It's the sort of things girls
do." She sat on the couch next to him, turning the pages. In the front
were photographs of children, ticket stubs, programs, but he was only slightly
aware of them. Her warm bare arm pressed against his and when she leaned over
the album he could smell the perfume in her hair. He had drunk an awful lot, he
realized vaguely, and he nodded his head and pretended to be looking at the
album. All he was really aware of was her.
"It's after two, I better get
going."
"Don't you want some more kofee
first?" she asked.
"No thanks." He finished
the cup and carefully set it down. "I'll be around in the morning, if that
will be all right with you." He started toward the door.
"The morning is fine," she
said, and put her hand out. "And thanks for staying here this
evening."
"I should be thanking you for
the party, remember I never tasted whiskey before."
He meant to shake hands, that was
all, to say good night. But for some reason he found her in his arms, his face
against her hair and his hands pressed tight to the soft velvet skin of her
back. When he kissed her she returned the kiss fiercely and he knew everything
would be all right.
Later, lying on the crisp expanse of
the bed, he could feel the touch of her warm body at his side and the light
stir of her sleeping breath on his cheek. The hum of the air‑conditioner
seemed to make the night more quiet, covering and masking all the other sounds.
He had had too much to drink, he realized now, and smiled up at the darkness.
So what? If he had been sober he might never have ended up where he was. He
might feel sorry in the morning, but at the present moment this felt like the
best thing that had ever happened to him. Even when he tried to feel guilty he
couldn't: his hand tightened possessively on her shoulder and she stirred in
her sleep. The curtains were parted slightly and through the opening he could
see the moon, distant and friendly. This is all right, he said, this is all
right, over and over again to himself.
The moon burned in through the open
window, a piercing eye in the night, a torch in the breathless heat. Billy
Chung had slept a little, earlier, but one of the twins had had a nightmare and
wakened him and he had lain there wide awake ever since. If only the man hadn't
been in the bathroom . . . Billy rolled his head back and forth, biting at his
lower lip, feeling the sweat beading his face. He hadn't meant to kill him, but
now that he was dead Billy didn't care. He was worried about himself. What
would happen when they caught him? They would find him, that's what the police
were for, they would take the tire iron out of the dead man's head and go over
it in their laboratory the way they did and find the man who had sold it to him
. . . . His head rolled from side to side on the sweat‑dampened pillow
and a low, almost voiceless moan was forced between his teeth.
C H
A P T E R 9
"That's not much of a shave you
got there, Rusch," Grassioli said in his normal, irritated tone of voice.
"It's no shave at all,
lieutenant," Andy said, looking up from the sheaf of report on the desk.
The lieutenant had noticed him while he was passing the detective squadroom on
the way to the clerical office: Andy had hoped to sign in and leave the
precinct without meeting him. He thought fast. "I'm running down some
leads over near Shiptown this afternoon, I didn't want to be too obvious. There
probably isn't one razor in that whole neighborhood." That sounded good
enough. The truth was he had come in late this morning, direct from Chelsea
Park, and never had a chance to shave.
"Yeah. What's the progress on
the case?"
Andy knew better than to remind the
lieutenant that he had been working on it only since the previous evening.
"I've found out one positive
thing that relates to it" He looked around. but there was no one else
within earshot, and he continued in a lower voice.
"I know why the pressure has
been put on the department"
Why?ŧ
The lieutenant flipped through the
pictures of Nick Cuore and his henchmen while Andy explained the significance
of the heart on the window and the identity of the men who were interested in
the murder.
"All right," Grassioli said
when he had finished, "don't write a damn thing about this in any reports,
unless you find anything leading to Cuore, but I want you to tell me everything
that happens. Now get going, you wasted enough time around here."
It was a record‑breaker. Day after
day had passed, but the heat stayed the same. The street outside was a tube of
hot, foul air, unmoving and so filled with the stench of dirt and sweat and
decay that it was almost unbreathable. Yet, for the first time since the heat
wave had set in, Andy did not notice it. The previous night was an overwhelming
though still unbelievable presence, impossible to put out of his mind. He tried
to, he had work to do, but Shirl's face or body would slip around the edges of
memory and, despite the heat, he would once again feel the sensation of
suffused warmth. This wouldn't do! He smashed his right fist into his open palm
and had to smile at the startled looks of the nearby people in the crowd. There
was work to do, a lot of it, before he could see her again.
He turned into the alleyway that ran
between the locked row of garages behind Chelsea Park and the edge of the moat,
leading to the service entrance to the buildings. There was a rumble of wheels
behind him and he stepped aside to let a heavy tugtruck pass, a square, boxlike
body mounted on old auto wheels, guided by the two men who pulled it. They were
bent almost double and aware of nothing except their fatigue. As they plodded
by, just a few feet from him, Andy could see how the traces cut into their necks,
gouging into the permanent ulcers on their shoulders that stained their shirts
wet with pus.
Andy walked slowly behind the
tugtruck, stopping while he was still out of sight of the entrance, then
leaning over the edge of the moat. Filth and rubbish littered the concrete
bottom below, and there were wide gaps between the granite blocks where the
cement had fallen away. It would be easy enough to climb down the wall after
dark, there were no revealing lights nearby. Even in the daytime an intruder
would only be noticed by someone glancing out of the closest windows. No one
was watching when Andy let himself over the edge and clambered slowly to the
bottom: it was like going into an oven here, with the heat trapped by the high
walls. He ignored it as best he could and walked along the inner wall until he
found the window with the heart on it, it was very easy to spot and would
probably be as easily seen at night as well. There was a ledge just below the
row of cellar windows and he found he could lever himself up onto it‑and
it was wide enough to stand on. Yes, it was very possible to jimmy open the
window standing here: the murderer could have broken into the building this
way. Sweat dripped from his chin and made dark spots on the concrete of the
ledge, the heat was getting to him.
"What do you think you're doing
there! You're going to get your head broken!" The voice shouted down at
him and he straightened and looked up at the drawbridge that crossed the moat,
at the doorman standing there, shaking his fist. He recognized Andy and his
voice changed abruptly. "Sorry‑I didn't see it was you, sir.
Anything I can do to help?"
"Yes‑get me out of here.
Do any of those windows open?"
"Just move along a bit, the
next one over your head, it's a lobby window." The doorman vanished and a
few moments later the window creaked open and his wide face stuck out.
"Give me a lift," Andy
said. "I'm half cooked." He took the doorman's hand and scrambled up.
The lobby was dim and cool after the sun‑blasted heat of the moat. He wiped
at his face with his handkerchief. "Is there any place where we can talk‑where
I can sit down?"
"In the guardroom, sir, just
follow me."
There were two men there: the one in
building uniform jumped to his feet when they came in. The other was Tab.
"Get on the door,
Tab glanced at the detective.
"Sure, Charlie," he said, and followed the guard out.
"We got some water here,"
the doorman said. "Want a glass?"
"Great," Andy said,
dropping into a chair. He took the plastic beaker and drained half of it, then
slowly sipped the rest. Facing him was a graytinted window that looked out into
the lobby: he couldn't remember seeing any window there on the way in.
"One‑way glass?" he asked.
"That's right. For the
residents' protection. It's a mirror on the other side."
"Did you see where I was in the
moat?"
"Yes, sir, it looked like you
were just outside the cellar window, the one that got jimmied open."
"I was. I came down the other
side of the moat, from the back alley, crossed it and climbed up by the window.
If it was nighttime do you think you would have seen me there?"
Well . . ."
"A plain yes or no will do. I'm
not trying to trap you into anything."
"The building management,
they're already doing something about the security, it's mostly the trouble
with the alarm system. No, I don't think I would have seen you at night, sir,
not down there in the dark."
"I didn't think so. Then you
believe that someone could have entered the building that way, unseen?"
Charlie's small, piggish eyes were
half closed, looking around for aid. "I suppose," he admitted
finally. "the killer could have got in that way."
"Good. And that particular
cellar room is the right one to come in through. Easy to get near the window, a
broken alarm on the frame, everything just right. Whoever broke in could have
marked the window with that heart so he could find it again from the outside.
Which means he had to have been in the building first, probably casing
it."
"Maybe." Charlie admitted,
and smiled slightly. "And maybe he made the mark there after he got in,
just to fool you into believing it was an inside job."
Andy nodded. "You're thinking,
Charlie. But either way it could have been marked from the inside first, and I
have to operate on that principle. I'll want a list of all the present
employees, all the new ones and all those who have left here in the last couple
of years, a list of tenants and former tenants. Who would have a thing like
that?"
"The building manager, sir, he
has an office right upstairs. Would you like me to show you where it is?"
"In one minute‑I need
another glass of water first."
Andy stood facing the inner door of
the O'Brien apartment, pretending to be busy with the list of names he had
obtained from the building manager. He knew that Shirl might be looking at him
in the door TV and he tried to appear preoccupied and busy. When he had left
that morning she had been asleep and he had not talked to her since the
previous night‑not that they had done much talking then, either. It
wasn't that he was embarrassed, it was just that the whole thing still had an
air of unreality about it. She belonged here and he didn't, and if she
pretended that nothing had happened, or didn't mention it‑could he? He
didn't think he would. She was a long time answering the door, maybe she wasn't
home? No, the bodyguard, Tab, was downstairs, which meant she was still in the
building. Was something wrong? Had the killer come back? That was a stupid
thing to think, yet he hammered loudly on the panel.
"Don't break it down," she
said as she opened it. "I was cleaning and I didn't hear the door."
Her hair was tied up in a turban and her feet were bare. A lot of her was bare
since she was wearing just a pale green halter and shorts. She looked
wonderful.
"I'm sorry, I didn't
know," he said seriously.
"Well, it's not very
important," she laughed, "don't look so sad." She leaned forward
and gave him a quick warm kiss on the mouth.
Before he could react she had turned
away and gone down the hall. The shorts were very short, and very, very round.
As the door clicked behind him he realized suddenly that he was quite happy.
The air was wonderfully cool.
"I'm almost finished,"
Shirl said, and there was the sudden whine of a small motor. "It'll just
take me a second then I'll clean this mess away." When he came into the
living room he saw that she was running a vacuum cleaner over the rug.
"Why don't you take a shower?" she called over the sound of the
machine. "Mary O'Brien Haggerty will be getting the water bill so you
shouldn't care."
A shower! he thought excitedly.
"Since I've met Mary Haggerty I'll be glad to send her the bill," he
shouted, and they both laughed.
As he went through the bedroom he
remembered that this was the room where O'Brien had been killed‑he hadn't
thought about that at all last night. Poor O'Brien, he must have been a real
bastard while he was still alive, since there didn't seem to be a single person
who missed him or really felt moved by his death. Including Shirl. What had she
thought about him? It didn't matter now. He dropped his clothes on the floor
and tested the water with his hand.
There was a razor with a new blade
in the cabinet and he hummed happily to himself while he washed the gray
whiskers out of it, then lathered his face. For some reason wearing a dead
man's shoes didn't bother him in the least. In fact he greatly enjoyed it. The
razor slid smoothly over his skin.
All the cleaning apparatus had
vanished by the time he had dressed and gone into the living room again, and
Shirl had her hair down and what looked like fresh makeup on. Though she was
still wearing the shorts and top, for which he breathed a silent thanks. He had
never seen a prettier‑no, a more beautiful girl in his whole life. He
wished he could tell her that, but it wasn't the kind of thing he found it easy
to say aloud.
"How about something cold to
drink?" she asked.
"I'm supposed to be working‑are
you trying to corrupt me?"
"You can have a beer, I put
some in the fridge. There are almost twenty bottles to finish and I don't
really like it." She turned in the doorway and smiled. "Besides, you
are working. You're interviewing me. Aren't I an important witness?"
The first sip of the cold beer cut a
track of pleasure down his throat. Shirl sat down across from him and sipped at
a cold kofee. "How is the case going, or is that an official secret?"
"Nothing secret, it goes slow
like all cases. You shouldn't let the TV fool you, police work isn't at all
like that. It's mostly dull stuff, a lot of walking around, making notes,
writing reports‑and hoping a stoolie will bring you the answer."
"I know what that is‑a
stool pigeon! There aren't really stool pigeons, are there?"
"If there weren't we would be
out of business. Most of our pinches are made on tips from stoolies. Most
crooks are stupid and have big mouths and when they start talking there is
usually someone around to listen. I hope someone talks this time‑because
it looks like a next to impossible case if they don't."
"What do you mean?"
He sipped some more beer: it was
wonderful stuff. "There are over thirty‑five million people in this
town, and any one of them could have done it. I'll start running down all the
former building employees and questioning them, and I'll try to find out where
the tire iron came from. but long before I'm finished the people on top are
going to stop worrying about O'Brien and I'll be off the case and that will be
that"
"You sound sort of
bitter."
"You're right‑I am.
Wouldn't you be if you had a job you wanted to do, and liked doing. yet you
were never allowed to do? We're over our heads with work and have been ever
since I came on the force. Nothing is ever finished, no cases are ever followed
up, people really do get away with murder every day and no one seems to mind.
Unless there is some kind of political reason, like with Big Mike, and then no
one rally cares about him, it's just their own hides that they are worrying
about."
"Couldn't they just hire some
more policemen?"
"With what? There's no money in
the city budget, almost all of it goes for Welfare. So our pay is low, cops
take bribes, and‑you don't want to hear a lecture about my
troubles!" He drained the rest of the beer from the glass and she jumped
to her feet.
"Here, let me get you
another."
"No, thanks, not on an empty
stomach."
"Haven't you eaten at
all?"
"Grabbed a piece of
weedcracker, I didn't have time for anything more."
"I'll fix us some lunch. How
about beefsteak?"
"Shirl, stop it‑you'll
give me heart failure."
"No, I mean it. I bought a
steak for Mike, the other morning of . . . that day. It's still in the
freezer."
"I can't remember the last time
I had beef‑in fact it has been a long time since I have seen a piece of
soylent." He stood and took both of her hands. "You're taking very
good care of me, you know?"
"I like to," she said, and
gave him another of those quick kisses. His hands were on the roundness of her
hips when she turned and walked away.
She's a funny girl, he thought to
himself, and touched his tongue to the trace of lipstick on his lips.
Shirl wanted to eat in the living
room at the big table, but there was a table built into the kitchen, under the
window, and Andy could see no reason why they couldn't sit right there. It was
a steak all right, a monster piece of meat as big as his hand, and he felt the
saliva flow in his mouth when she slid it onto his plate.
"Fifty‑fifty," he
said, slicing it in half and putting one piece on the other plate.
"I usually just fry some
oatmeal in the juices.. .:'
"We'll have that for dessert.
This is the start of a new era, equal rights for men and women." She
smiled at him and slid into her chair without another word. Damn, he thought,
for another look like that I'd give her the whole thing.
There was seacress with it, weedcrackers
to sop up the gravy and another bottle of cold beer from which she allowed him
to pour her a small glass. The meat was indescribably good and he cut it into
very small pieces, savoring each one slowly. He could not remember having eaten
as well in his entire life. When he had finished he sat back and sighed with
contentment. It was good, yet it was almost too good, and he knew it wouldn't
last: he felt a little gnaw of irritation as the words dead man's shoes flicked
through his mind.
"I hope you didn't mind, but I
was more than a little drunk last night." It sounded crude and he was
sorry the instant he had said it.
"I didn't mind at all. I
thought you were very sweet"
"Sweet! He laughed to himself.
"I've been called a lot of things, but never that before. I thought you
were angry at me ever since I came back."
"I've been busy, that's all,
the place was a mess and you were hungry. I think I know what you need."
She moved swiftly around the table
and was on his lap, the whole womanly warm length of her and her arms were
around his neck. It was a kiss, the kind he remembered, and he discovered that
her halter was closed on the front by two buttons which he opened and pressed
his face against the smooth fragrance of her skin.
"Let's go inside," she said
huskily.
She lay next to him afterward,
relaxed and without shame, while his fingers traced the outline of her splendid
body. The occasional sounds that pierced the sealed window and closed curtains
only emphasized the twilight solitude of the bedroom. When he kissed the corner
of her mouth she smiled dreamily, her eyes half closed.
"Shirl . . ." he said, but
could not continue. He had no practice in voicing his emotions. The words were
there, but he could not say them aloud. Yet the way his hands moved on her skin
conveyed his meaning more clearly than words could: her body trembled in
response and she moved closer to him. There was a hoarseness in her voice, even
though she whispered.
"You're really good in bed,
different‑do you know that? You make me feel things that I have never
felt before." His muscles tightened suddenly and she turned to him."
Are you angry at that? Should I make believe that you are the only man I ever
slept with?"
"No: of course not. It's none
of my business and doesn't affect me." The tautness of his body put the
lie to his words.
Shirl rolled on her back and looked
at the motes of dust glinting in the beam of light that came through the crack
between the curtains. "I'm not trying to excuse anything, Andy, just to
tell you. I grew up in one of those real strict families, I never went out or
did anything and my father watched me all the time. I don't think I minded very
much, there was just nothing to do. that's all. Dad liked me, he probably
thought he was doing what was right for me. He was retired. they made him
retire when he was fifty‑five, and he had his pension and the money from
the house, so he just sat around and drank. Then, when I was twenty, I entered
this beauty contest and won first prize. I remember I gave my prize money to my
father to take care of and that's the last time I saw him. There was one of the
judges, he had asked me for a date that night, so I went out with him, then I
went to live with him."
Just like that? Andy said to
himself, but he didn't say it aloud. He smiled at himself: what rights did he
have?
"You're not laughing at
me?" she asked, touching her finger to his lips, a hurt in her voice.
"Good God, no! I was laughing
at myself because‑if you must know‑I was being a little jealous.
And I have no right to be."
"You have every right in the
world," she said, kissing him slowly and lingeringly. "For me at
least, this is very different. I haven't known that many men, and they were all
men like Mike. I was just sort of there, I felt . . . ."
"Shut up," he said.
"I don't care." He meant it. "I just care about you here and now
and not another thing in the world."
C H
A P T E R 10
Andy was almost to the bottom of his
list, and his feet hurt.
It would be impossible to check
every person who had gone in or out O'Brien's apartment during the previous
week, but he had to at least try the most obvious leads. Any visitor to the
building could have discovered the disconnected burglar alarm in the cellar,
but only someone who had been in the apartment could have seen that this alarm
had been cut off as well. There had been a short circuit eight days before the
murder, and the alarm on the door had been disconnected until it could be
fixed. The killer, or some informant, could easily have seen this if he had
been in the apartment. Andy had made a list of possibilities and was checking
them out. They were all negative. No meter readers had visited the apartment,
and all the deliveries had been made by men who had been coming there for
years. Negative, all the way down the line.
A long counter divided the office
and at the far end of it was a bench on which three boys were sitting. A fourth
boy stood at the counter talking to the dispatcher. None of them was Chinese.
The boy at the counter took a message board from the man there and went out.
Andy walked over, but before he could say anything the man shook his head
angrily.
Andy looked at the sullen fatigue
and the deep lines cut into the man's face by the perpetually pulled‑down
corners of his mouth, and at the clutter of boards and chalk and washable
teletype tape on the desk before him, the peeling gold paint on the little sign
that said Mr. Burgger. All the years of bitterness were clear to see in the
clutter of the desk and the hatred in his eyes. It would take patience to get
any cooperation from this man. Andy flashed his badge.
"Police business," he
said. "You're the man I want to talk to, Mr. Burgger."
"I haven't done anything,
there's nothing for you to talk to me about."
"No one's accusing you. It's
information I need to aid an investigation . . . ."
"I can't help you. I don't have
any police information."
"Let me decide that. Is
Burgger hesitated, then nodded
slowly and reluctantly as though he were being forced to reveal a state secret.
"Do you have any Chinese
messenger boys?"
"No."
"But you have had at least one
Chinese boy working for you?"
"No." He scratched on a
board, ignoring Andy.
Perspiration beaded the top of his
bald head and collected in droplets on the strands of gray hair. Andy didn't
enjoy putting on pressure, but he could do it when he had to.
"We have laws in this state,
Burgger," he said in a low, toneless voice. "I can drag you out of
here right now and take you over to the station and throw you into the can for
thirty days for interfering with an officer. Do you want me to do that?"
"I haven't done anything!"
"Yes you have. You've lied to
me. You said you never had a Chinese kid working here."
Burgger squirmed in his seat, pulled
two ways by the conflict between his fear and his desire to remain uncommitted.
Fear won.
"There was a Chinese kid,
worked just one day, never came back."
"What day was that?"
The answer came reluctantly.
"Monday of this week."
"Did he deliver any
telegrams?"
"How the hell should I
know?"
"Because that's your job,"
Andy said, putting a snap into his words again. "What telegrams did he
deliver?"
"He sat around all day, I
didn't need him. It was his first day, I never send a new kid out the first
day, let them get used to the bench first so they don't get ideas. But we had a
rush that night. I had to use him. Just once."
"Where to?"
"Look, mister, I can't remember
every telegram I send out. This is a busy office and besides, we don't keep
records. A telegram is received, delivered, accepted, that's the end of
it."
"I know all that, but this
telegram is important. I want you to try and remember where it went. Was it to
"Wait, I think that was it. I
remember I didn't want the kid to go to Chelsea Park, they don't like new kids
there, just the regulars, but there was no one else in, so I had to use
him."
"Now we're getting
someplace," Andy said, taking out his notepad. "What's the kid's
name?"
"Some Chink name, I forget now.
He was only here that one day and never came back."
"What did he look like
then?"
"Like a Chink kid. It's not my
job remembering what kids look like." He was sinking back into his sullen
hatred.
"Where did he live?"
"Who knows? Kid comes in and
puts up his board money, that's all I know. Not my job"
"Nothing seems to be your job,
Burgger. I'll be seeing you again. Meanwhile try to remember what the kid
looked like, I'll want some more answers from you."
The boys stirred on the bench when
Andy went out and Burgger flashed them a look of pure hatred.
It was a thin lead, but Andy was
cheerful: at least he had something to talk to Grassy about. Steve Kulozik was
also in the lieutenant's office when he went in, and they nodded to each other.
"How's the case?" Steve
asked.
"You can do your gossiping on
your own time," Grassioli broke in: the tic in his eye was going fine
today, "You better have come up with something by now, Rusch. this is a
case, not a holiday and a lot of brass up and down the line are getting peed
off."
Andy explained about the
disconnected burglar alarm and the timing necessary for anyone to have visited
the apartment. He quickly ran through the unproductive interviews he had had
until he came to the
"So what does it add up
to?" the lieutenant asked, both hands clasped on his stomach, over the
spot where the ulcer was.
"The kid might have been
working for someone. Messenger boys have to put up ten D's board money‑and
how many kids have that kind of loot? The kid could have been brought in, maybe
from
"Sounds pretty slim, but it's
about the only lead you've managed to come up with. What's the kid's
name?"
"No one knows."
"Well, what the hell!"
Grassioli shouted. "You come up with this fancy damned complicated theory
and where does it go if you can't find the kid? There are millions of kids in
this city‑so how do we find the right one?"
Andy knew when to be silent. Steve
Kulozik had been leaning his bulk against the wall, listening while Andy
explained. "Could I say something, lieutenant?" he asked.
"What do you want?"
"Let's just for a minute think
of this whole case as being inside this precinct. The kid could have come from
"What are you trying to say,
Kulozik? Get to the goddamn point."
"I was just about to,
lieutenant," Steve said imperturbably. "Let's say the kid or his boss
comes from Shiptown. If they do we may have fingerprints on them. It was before
my time, but you were here in seventy-two, weren't you, lieutenant, when they
brought all the Formosa refugees in after General Kung's invasion got its ass
blown off on the mainland?"
"I was here. I was a rookie
then."
"Didn't they fingerprint
everybody, kids and all? Just in case some Commie agent slipped in with them
before the airlift?"
"It's along shot," the
lieutenant said. "They were all fingerprinted and so were all the kids for
a couple of years after that just in case they might defect. Those cards are
all down in the cellar here. That's what you were thinking about, wasn't
it?"
"That's right sir. Go through
them and see if the prints from the murder weapon can be matched up with one of
the cards. It's a long shot, but it doesn't hurt to try."
"You heard him, Rusch,"
Grassioli said, pulling over a stack of reports. Get the weapon prints and get
down there and see if you can find anything."
"Yes, sir," Andy answered,
and he and Steve went out together. "Big buddy you are," he told
Steve as soon as the door had closed. "I should be knocking off soon and
instead you got me buried in the cellar, and I'll probably be there all
night."
"It's not that bad," Steve
said complacently. "I had to use the file once, all the prints are coded
so you can get to the ones you want fast. I'd help you except my brother‑in‑law
is coming to dinner tonight"
"The one you hate so
much?"
"That's the one. But he's
working on one of the fishing trawlers now, and he's going to bring a fish he
stole. Fresh fish. Doesn't your mouth water?"
"Just for a bite out of your
hide, you ratfink. I hope you get a bone stuck in your throat."
The fingerprint files were not in
quite the same condition that Steve had described. Others had used them since
and whole groups of cards were filed out of sequence and one entire boxful had
been spilled and afterward had just been jammed back in at random. Though the
basement was cooler than the rest of the building the air was filled with dust and
felt almost too thick to breathe. Andy worked until
It was going on
There was no doubt at all. These
prints were the same as the ones that had been found on the window and on the
tire iron.
"'Chung, William,"' he
read. "'Born 1982, Shiptown Infirmary . . .'
He stood up so fast that he knocked
the chair over. The lieutenant would be home by now, maybe in bed, and would be
in a filthy humor if he was wakened. That didn't matter.
This was it.
C H
A P T E R 11
Far out in the river a boat whistle
blew, two times, then two times again, and the sound echoed from the steel
flanks of the ships until it had no source or direction and became a mournful
wail that filled the hot night. Billy Chung rolled back and forth on his lumpy
mattress, wide awake after hours of lying there staring into the darkness.
Against the far wall the twins breathed hoarsely in their sleep. The whistle
sounded again, beating at his ears. Why hadn't he just grabbed the stuff and
got out of the apartment? He could have done it faster. Why did the big bastard
have to come in just then? It was right he should have been killed, anyone as
stupid as that. It had been self‑defense, hadn't it? He had been attacked
first. The same memory repeated itself again like an endless circle of film in
a projector: the iron bar swinging up, the look on the fat red face. The sight
of the iron sticking out of his head and the thin trickle of blood. Billy
writhed, tossing his head from one side to the other, his fingers pulling at
the damp skin on his chest.
Was every night going to be like
this? With the heat and the sweat and the memories, over and over again? If he
hadn't come into the bedroom just then . . . Billy groaned, then cut off the
sound before it left his throat. He sat up and put his palms to his eyes,
pressing hard until the jagged redness of their pressure filled the darkness
before him. What about the dirt, should he use it now? He had bought it for a
time like this, it had cost two D's, maybe now was the right time. They said
you couldn't get hooked on it, but everybody lied.
Feeling his way in the darkness, he
ran his hand up the armored cable on the steel wall to the disused junction
box. The dirt was still there: his fingers pressed against the scrap of
polythene it was wrapped in. Should he use it now? The whistle throbbed through
the heat again and he found that he had dug his fingernails into the sides of
his legs. His shorts were against the wall where he had thrown them and he
pulled them on and reached down the little packet and went and opened the
passageway door as quietly as he could. His bare feet were silent on the warm
metal deck.
All of the portholes and windows
were open, blind black eyes in the rust‑streaked walls. People were
sleeping there, on all sides, in every cabin and compartment. Billy climbed to
the top deck and the blind eyes still gaped at him. The last ladder led up to
the bridge, once sealed and in‑violate before two generations of children
had patiently picked away at the covers and shattered the locks. Now the door
was gone, the frames and glass long vanished from the windows. During the day
this was a favorite playground for the swarming children of the Columbia
Victory, but it was deserted and silent now, the only reminder of their presence
the sharp smell of urine in the corners. Billy went in.
Only the most solid of the nautical
fittings remained: a steel chart table welded to one wall, the ship's
telegraph, the steering wheel with half of its spokes missing. Billy carefully
opened the packet of dirt on the chart table and poked his finger into the gray
dust that was barely visible in the starlight. What did they call it? LSD? It
was cut anyway, whatever it was, that's why they called it dirt. They mixed
dirt or something with it to stretch it. You had to take all of it, dirt and
all. to get enough LSD into you so you could feel it. He had watched Sam‑Sam
and some of the other Tigers sniff it, but he had never done it himself. How
had they done it? He lifted the crumpled plastic and held it to his nose,
sealing one nostril with his thumb, then inhaled strongly. The only sensation
was an outrageous tickling and he pinched his nose shut tightly so he wouldn't
sneeze all the stuff away. When the irritation died down he snuffed the remaining
powder into his other nostril and threw the scrap of thin plastic to the floor.
There was no sensation, nothing at
all, the world was the same and Billy knew that he had been cheated. Two D's
shot, gone for nothing. He leaned out of the glassless, frameless window and
tears mixed with the perspiration on his face. He cried and thought about that
for a while and thought how glad he was it was dark and no one could see him
crying, not him, eighteen years old. Under his fingers the rough metal of the
window opening had the feel of miniature mountain peaks and valleys. Jagged,
smooth, soft, hard. He leaned close and stroked with his fingertips and the
pleasure of the touch sent shivers of love running the length of his spine. Why
had he never noticed this before? Bending, he put out his tongue and the sweet‑sour‑iron‑dirt
taste was so wonderful, and when he let the sharp front edges of his teeth
touch the metal it felt as though he had bitten off apiece of steel half as big
as the bridge.
A ship's whistle filled the world
with its sound, somewhere out on the river or close by, and he knew that it was
more than a whistle, it was music, high. low and all around him and he opened
his mouth wide so that he could taste it better. Was it his ship that had
sounded the whistle? The dark outlines of spars, masts, wires, funnels,
aerials, guys, stays, boats, moved on all sides of him, dancing black patterns
against the other blackness of the sky. They were all sailing, of course, he
had always known they would and this was the time. He signaled the engine room
and grabbed the wheel‑the wood of the handles so filling and round as
tumescent organs, one for each hand!‑turning and steering and sending the
ship through the heaving forest of black skeletons.
And the crew worked too, good crew.
He whispered orders to them because they were so good they could hear his
orders even if he only thought them, not said them, and he wiped at his
streaming nose. They were down below on the decks doing all the good things a
good crew did while he guided the ship up here for all of them. They whispered
as they toiled and two of them just below the bridge leaned together and he
heard one ask "Everyone in position?" which was good to hear, and
another said "Yes, sir," which was good to hear and he could see some
of his men moving on the decks and others at the gangplanks and others going
below. In his hands the wheel felt strong and big and he kept it turning slowly
back and forth guiding his ship through the other ships.
Lights. Voices. Below. People. On
deck.
"He's not in the apartment,
lieutenant"
"The bastard got away when he
heard you coming."
"Maybe, sir. but we had men at
all the hatch ways and stairs. And on the connections to the other ships. He
must still be on board. His mother said he went to bed same time as everyone
else."
"Well find him. You got half
the damned force to catch one kid. So catch him."
"Yes, sir."
Catch him. Catch who? Why, catch
him, of course. He knew who the people were down there, police, and they wanted
him. They had found him the way he knew they would. But he didn't want to go
with them. Not when he was feeling like this. Did the dirt make him feel like
this? Wonderful dirt. He would have to get more dirt. He didn't know a lot of
things, he knew a lot of things, one thing he knew the cops didn't have dirt or
give you dirt. No dirt?
The handrail creaked and heavy feet
clanged up the stair to the bridge. Billy climbed onto the steel table and out
through the side window on the other side, reached up and grabbed and pulled
himself up and out. It was easy. And it felt good too.
"What a stink," a voice
said, then louder out of the window below, "He's not up here,
lieutenant."
"Keep looking. Cover the ship,
he has to be here someplace."
The night air was warm enough and
when he ran it felt solid enough to hold him up and he thought of walking over
to the next ship, then he came to the funnel and this looked better. Bolted‑on,
curved steel rods rose up the side of the funnel making a ladder, and he climbed
them.
"Did you hear something up
there?"
One last rod and there was the top
and the shouting black oval mouth of the smokestack black against the blackness
beyond. He could go no farther, except inside, and he waved his arm over the
nothingness and his foot slipped and for an instant he tottered and began to
swim down the long black tunnel, then his hand struck against a bar inside:
rough, rusted, coated with crumbling greasy darkness. Up and over he climbed
until he half crouched on the bar and held the edge of the metal that formed
the smokestack and looked up at the stars. He could notice them now that the
voices were only a murmur far away like waves, and he had never seen stars like
these before. Were there new stars? They were all different colors, colors he
couldn't remember ever having seen before.
His legs were cramped and his
fingers stiff where they held the metal and he could no longer hear voices. At
first he could not stand and he thought he might drop down the endless dark
tunnel below him, and now it didn't seem as good an idea as it had seemed
before. By forcing, he finally straightened his legs and crawled over the metal
of the top and found the rungs that climbed the smoothness of the painted
metal.
When you are born on the ships and
live on the ships, they are as a normal a world as streets, or any other. Billy
knew that if you climbed out to the tip of the bow and hung and jumped you
could land on the stern of the next ship along. And there were other ways of
getting from ship to ship that avoided the gangways and walkways and he used
them, even in the dark, without conscious thought, working his way toward
shore. He was almost there when he became aware of the pain in his bare feet
where he had walked along a rusted steel hawser and filled the soles with the
sharp, rusty needles of wire ends. He sat and tried to get some of them out by
touch. While he was sitting there, leaning against the rail, he began to
shiver.
Memory was clear. He knew what he
had heard and done, but only now was the true import beginning to penetrate.
The police had found him and tracked him down, and it was only an accident that
he had been topside and avoided them.
They were looking for him and they
knew who he was!
The sky was gray behind the dark
silhouette of the city when he reached the waterfront, far uptown toward the
end of the row of hips. There seemed to be people near
He jumped to the dock and ran toward
the row of sheds, a small soot‑smeared figure, bare‑footed and
afraid. The shadows swallowed him up.
C H A P T E R 12
The heat wave had gripped the city
for such a long time that it was not mentioned any more, just endured. When
Andy rode up in the elevator the operator, a thin, tired‑looking boy, leaned
against the wall with his mouth open, sweating into his already sodden uniform.
It was just a few minutes past seven in the morning when Andy opened the door
of
"It's been days‑"
she said and came willingly into his arms while he kissed her. He forgot the
plastic bundle under his arm and it dropped to the floor. "What's
that?" she asked, drawing him inside.
"Raincoat, I have to take it on
duty in an hour, it's supposed to rain today."
"You can't stay now?"
"Don't I wish I could!" He
kissed her soundly again and groaned, only half in humor. "A lot has been
happening since I saw you last."
"I'll make some kofee, that
won't take long. Come and tell me in the kitchen."
Andy sat and looked out of the
window while she put the water up. Dark clouds filled the sky from horizon to
horizon, so heavy that they seemed to be just above the rooftops of the
buildings. "Have you found the Chung boy?" she asked.
"No. He might be at the bottom
of the river for all we know. It's been over two weeks since he got away from
us on the ship, and we haven't found a trace of him since. We even got a paper
priority and had identikit pictures printed with his fingerprints and
description, then sent them around to all the precincts. I brought copies to
"Do you think you'll catch
him?"
Andy shrugged and blew on the cup of
kofee she handed him. "There's no way to tell. If he can stay out of
trouble, or get out of town, we'll never see him again. It'll just be a matter
of luck now, one way or the other. I wish we could convince City Hall of
that."
"Then‑you're still on the
case?"
"Half and half, worse luck. The
pressure is still on to find the kid, but Grassy managed to convince them that
I could do just as well part time, running down whatever leads there are, and
they agreed. So I'm supposed to be half time on this case and half time on
squad duty. Which, if you know Grassy, means I'm full time on squad duty and
the rest of the time I'm looking for Billy Chung. I'm getting to hate that kid.
I wish he had been drowned and I could prove it."
Shirl sat down across from him and
sipped her kofee. "So that's where you have been the past days."
"That's where I've been. On
duty and up at Kensico Reservoir for two days. with no time to stop by here or
even send you a message. I'm on day duty now and have to sign in by eight, but
I had to see you first. Today's the thirtieth. What are you going to do,
Shirl?"
She just shook her head in silence
and stared down at the table, the look of unhappiness sweeping across her face
as soon as he had spoken. He reached over and took her hand but she did not
notice, nor did she try to pull it away.
"I don't like talking about it
either," he said. "These past weeks have been, well . . ." He
switched the subject. he could not express all that he felt, not at this time,
so suddenly. "Has O'Brien's sister bothered you again?"
"She came back but they
wouldn't let her in the building. I said I didn't want to see her and she
caused a scene. Tab told me all the building staff enjoyed it very much. She
wrote a note, said she would be here tomorrow since it is the last day of the
month, to take everything away. I guess she can do that. Wednesday is the first,
so the lease is up at
"Do you have any plans about
where . . . what you are going to do?" It sounded stiff and unnatural the
way he said it, but he could not do any better.
Shirl hesitated, then shook her head
no. "I haven't been thinking about it at all," she said. "With
you here it was like a holiday and I just kept putting off worrying about it
from one day to the next."
"It was a holiday, all right! I
hope we didn't leave any beer or liquor for the Dragon Lady?"
Not a spoonful!"
They laughed together. "We must
have drunk a fortune in booze," Andy said. "But I don't regret a drop
of it. What about the food?"
"Just some weedcrackers left‑plus
enough other things to make one big meal. I have tilapia in the freezer. I was
hoping that we could eat it together, sort of a finishing‑off party or a
housecooling party, instead of a housewarming party."
"I can do it if you don't mind
eating late. It could even be
"That's fine by me, it might be
more fun that way."
When Shirl was happy every inch of
her showed it. He had to smile when she did. New highlights seemed to glisten
in her hair and it was as though happiness were a substance that flowed through
her and radiated in all directions. Andy felt it and was buoyed up by it, and
he knew if he didn't ask her now he never would be able to.
"Listen, Shirl" He took
both her hands in his and the warmth of her touch helped a good deal.
"Will you come with me? You can stay at my place. There's not much room,
but I'm not home much to get in the way. It's all yours for as long as you
like." She started to say something but he hushed her with his finger to
her lips. "Wait a second before you answer. There are no strings attached.
This is temporary‑for as long as you want it. It's nothing like Chelsea Park,
just a crummy walk‑up, half a single room, and . . ."
"Will you be quiet!" she
laughed. "I've been trying to say yes for hours now and you seem to be
trying to talk me out of it."
"What . . .?"
"I don't want anything in this
world except to be happy, and I've been happier these weeks with you than I
ever was at any time in my life before. And you can't frighten me with your
apartment, you should see where my father lives, and I was there until I was
nineteen."
Andy managed to get around the table
without knocking it over and was hugging her to him. "And I have to be in
the precinct in fifteen minutes," he complained. "But wait for me
here, it could be any time after six, but it's sure to be late. We'll have the
party, and afterward we'll move your stuff. Do you have very much?"
"It'll all fit in three
suitcases."
"Perfect. We'll carry it, or we
can use a cab. I have to get going." His voice changed. became almost a
whisper. "Give me a kiss." She did, warmly, sharing his feelings.
It took a heroic effort to leave,
and before he went he ran through all the possible excuses he might give for
being late, but he knew that none of them would satisfy the lieutenant. When he
came into the lobby he was aware for the first time of a thundering, drumming
noise and saw the doorman, Tab, and four of the guards crowded around the front
door, looking out. They made way for him when he came over.
"Now just look at that,"
Charlie said. "That should change things."
The far side of the street was
almost invisible, cut off by a falling curtain of water. It poured down on the
roofs and sidewalks, and the gutters were already filled with a rushing, debris‑laden
torrent. Adults huddled in the doorways and halls for protection, but the
children saw this as a holiday and were running and screaming, sitting on the
curb and kicking their legs in the filthy stream.
"Soon as the storm sewers block
up, that water'II be a couple of feet deep. Drown a few of those kids,"
Charlie said.
"Happens every time,"
"Could I see you a moment,
please?" Tab said, tapping Andy on the arm and walking off to one side.
Andy followed him, shrugging into the sticking folds of his raincoat.
"Tomorrow's the thirty‑first,"
Tab said. He reached out and held the coat while Andy struggled his hand into
the sealed‑together arm of the coat.
"I guess you'll be looking for
another job then," Andy said, thinking about Shirl and the hammering rain
outside.
"That's not what I meant,"
Tab said, and as he talked he turned away to look out of the window. "It's
Shirl, she'll be leaving the apartment tomorrow, she'll have to. I heard that
the old bat sister of Mr. O'Brien's has hired a tugtruck, she's moving all the
furniture out first thing in the morning. I wish I knew what Shirl was going to
do."
His arms were folded across his
chest and he brooded out at the falling rain with the solidity of a carved
statue.
It's none of his business, Andy
thought. But he has known her a lot longer than I have.
"Are you married, Tab?" he
asked.
Tab glanced at him out of the
corners of his eyes and snorted. "Married man, happily married and three
kids and I wouldn't change if you offered me one of those TV queens with the
knockers big as fire hydrants." He looked closely at Andy, then smiled.
"Nothing there for you to worry about. I just like the kid. She's just a
nice kid, that's all. I'm worried what's going to happen to her."
There's no secret, Andy thought,
realizing this wasn't the first time the question would be asked.
"She's going to be staying with
me," he said. "I'm coming over later tonight to help her move."
He glanced at Tab, who nodded seriously.
"That's very good news. I'm
glad to hear that. I hope things work out okay, I really do."
He turned back to look at the rain
and Andy looked at his watch and saw that it was almost eight and hurried out.
The air was cool, cooler than the lobby, the temperature must have dropped ten
degrees since the rain had begun. Maybe this was the end of the heat wave: it
had certainly lasted long enough. There were already a few inches of water in
the moat and the surface was dimpled and ringed by the falling drops. Before he
had crossed the drawbridge to the street he felt the water run into his shoes:
his pants legs were sopping and his wet hair was plastered to his head. But it
was cool and he didn't mind, and even the thought of the perpetually annoyed
Grassioli didn't seem to bother him too much.
It rained the rest of the day,
which, in every other way, was like any other day. Grassioli chewed him out
twice personally, and included him in a general berating of the entire squad.
He investigated two holdups, and another that was combined with felonious
assault that would soon be changed to manslaughter or murder, since the victim
was rapidly dying from a knife wound in his chest. There was more work piled up
than the squad could get through in a month, and new cases coming in all the
time while they plodded away at the backlog. As he had expected he didn't leave
at six, but a phone call took the lieutenant away at
"You'll ruin your eyes looking
at that thing all the time," he told Sol when he came in. The old man lay
on the bed propped up by pillows, watching a war film on TV. Cannon fire
thundered scratchily from the speaker.
"My eyes were ruined before you
were born, Mr. Wiseguy, and I can still see better than ninety‑nine per
cent the fogies my age. Still working union hours, I see."
"Find me a better job and I'll
quit," Andy said, turning on the light in his room and digging through the
bottom drawer. Sol came in and sat on the edge of the bed.
"If you're looking for your
flashlight," he said, "you left it on the table the other day. I
meant to tell you, I put it in your top drawer there, under the shirts."
"You're better than a mother to
me."
"Yeah, well, don't try to
borrow no money, son."
Andy put the flash in his pocket and
knew that he would have to tell Sol now. He had been putting it off and he
wondered why it bothered him. After all, this room was all his, they shared
food rations and meals because it made things easier, that was all. It was just
a working arrangement.
"I've got someone coming to
stay with me for a while, Sol. I'm not sure how long."
"It's your room, buddy‑boy.
Do I know the guy?"
"Not exactly. Anyway it's not a
guy
"Hoo‑ha! That explains it
all." He snapped his fingers. "Not the chick, Big Mike's girl, the
one you been seeing?"
"Yes, that's the girl. Her
name's Shirl."
"A fancy name, a fancy
girl," Sol said, heaving to his feet and going toward the door. "Very
fancy. Watch out you don't get your fingers burned, buddy‑boy."
Andy started to say something but
Sol was out of the room and closing the door behind himself. A little harder
than necessary. He was looking at the TV again when Andy left and did not
glance away from it or say anything.
It had been a long day and Andy's
feet hurt and his neck hurt and his eyes burned: he wondered why Sol was being
sore. He had never met Shirl‑so what did he have to complain about?
Tramping crosstown through the slowly falling rain, he thought about Shirl and
without realizing it, began to whistle. He was hungry and he was tired and he
wanted to see her very much. The turrets and spires of Chelsea Park rose before
him through the rain and the doorman nodded and touched his cap to Andy as he
hurried across the drawbridge.
Shirl opened the door for him and
she was wearing the silver dress, the same one that she had been wearing that
first night, with a tiny white apron tied over it. There was a silver clip
holding her copper hair in place and a matching silver bracelet on her right
arm, and rings on both her hands.
"Don't get me wet," she
said, leaning over to kiss him. "I've got all my good things on for the
party."
"And I look like a bum,"
he said, peeling off the dripping raincoat.
"Nonsense. You look like you've
had a hard day in the office or whatever you call that place where you work.
You need a party. Hang that thing in the shower and dry your hair before you
catch a cold, then come into the living room. I have a surprise."
"What is it?" he called
after her receding back.
"If I told you it wouldn't be a
surprise," she said with devastating female logic.
Shirl had the apron off and was waiting
for him in the living room, standing proudly by the dining table. Two tall
candles reflected highlights from the silverware, china plates and crystal
glasses. A white tablecloth hung in thick folds. "And that's not
all," Shirl said, pointing to the end table where the neck of a bottle
projected from a silver bucket.
Andy saw that the bottle had wires
over the top and around the neck, and that the bucket was full of ice cubes and
water. He took out the bottle and held the label to the light so that he could
read it aloud.
French wine Champagne‑a rare,
selected, effervescent beverage of great vintage. Artificially colored,
flavored, sweetened and carbonated."' He placed it carefully back into the
bucket. "We used to have wine in
"I did not! I bought that
today, special for this party. Mike's liquor man came around, he's from
"It must have cost a fortune
"Not as bad as you think. I
sold him back all the empty bottles and he gave me a special price. Now open
it, for goodness' sake, and let's try it."
Andy wrestled with the wire over the
cork. He had seen them open bottles like this on TV, but it looked a lot easier
than it really was. He worked it off finally and there was a satisfactory bang
that shot the cork across the room, while Shirl caught the foaming wine in the
glass that she held ready, just as the liquor man had instructed her.
"Here's to us," she said,
and they raised their glasses.
"This is very good, I've never
tasted anything like it before."
"You've never tasted anything
like this dinner before, either," she said and hurried to the kitchen.
"Now sit down and sip your wine and look at TV, it'll only be a few
minutes more."
The first course was lentil soup,
but with a richer and better flavor than usual. Meat stock, Shirl explained,
she had saved it from the steak. There was a white sauce on the broiled
tilapia, which were scattered with green flecks of cress and served with
dumplings of weedcracker meal and a seacress salad. The wine went with
everything and Andy was sighing with contentment and a pleasurable sense of
unaccustomed fullness when Shirl brought in kofee and dessert, a flavored agar‑agar
gelatine with soymilk on it. He groaned, but he had no trouble eating it.
"Do you smoke tobacco?"
she asked as she cleared the table.
He leaned back in the chair, eyes
half closed and utterly relaxed. "Not on a cop's salary, I don't. Shirl,
you are an absolute genius in the kitchen. I'll be spoiled if I eat too much of
your cooking."
"Men should be spoiled, it
makes them easier to live with. It's too bad you don't smoke, because I found
two cigars left in a box that Mike had hidden away, he saved them for special
guests."
"Take them to the flea market,
you'll get a good price."
"No, I couldn't do that, it
doesn't seem right"
Andy sat up. "If you want to do
something, I know that Sol used to smoke, he's the guy I told you about, who
lives in the adjoining room. It might cheer him up. He's a pretty good friend
of mine."
"That's a wonderful idea,"
she said, sensing the edge of concern in Andy's words. Whoever this Sol was,
she wanted him to like her, living right in the next room like that. "I'll
put them into my suitcase." She carried the loaded tray into the kitchen.
When the dishes were cleaned she
went to finish her packing in the bedroom, and called Andy in to help her get
the last case down from the top shelf. She had to change for the street and he
helped her with the zipper on her dress and this had just the effect she hoped it
would have.
It was after
"Did you forget anything?"
Andy asked.
"I don't think so, but I'll
have a last look around."
"Shirl, when you came here,
moved in, I mean, did you bring any towels or bed linen or anything like that
with you?" He pointed toward the rumpled bed and seemed uncomfortable
about something.
"No, nothing like that, I just
had a bag with some clothes in it."
"I was just hoping that you
owned some of these sheets. You see-well, I only have one, and it's getting
old, and they cost a fortune these days, even used ones."
She laughed. "You sound like
you're planning to spend a lot of time in bed. Now that you reminded me. I
remember, two of these sheets are mine." She opened her bag and began
swiftly to fold and pack them away. "He owed me at least this much."
Andy carried the suitcases into the
hall and rang for the elevator. Shirl stood for a moment, watching as the
apartment door closed, then hurried after him.
"Doesn't he ever sleep?"
Andy asked as they crossed the lobby toward Charlie, who stood at his post by
the front door.
"I'm not sure," Shirl
said. "He always seems to be around when something is happening."
"Hate to see you leaving, Miss
Greene," Charlie said as they came up. "I can take the keys to the
apartment now, if you want me to."
"You better give her a
receipt," Andy said as she handed the keys over.
"Be happy to," Charlie
said imperturbably, "if I had anything to write on."
"Here, put it in my
notepad," Andy said. He looked over the doorman's shoulder and saw Tab
coming out of the guard room.
"Tab‑what are you doing
here at this time of night?" Shirl asked.
"Waiting for you. I heard you
were leaving and I thought I'd give you a hand with your bags."
"But it's so late."
"Last day of the job. Got to
finish it off right. And you don't want to be seen walking around this time of
the night with suitcases. Plenty of people will cut your throat for less."
He picked up two of the bags and Andy took the third.
"Hope someone does bother
me," she said. "A high‑priced bodyguard and a city detective‑just
to walk me a couple of blocks."
"We'd wipe the street with
them," Andy said, taking back his notebook and leading the way through the
door Charlie held open.
When they went out the rain had
stopped and stars could be seen through holes in the clouds. It was wonderfully
cool. She took each of the men by an arm and led the way down the street, out
of the pool of light in front of Chelsea Park and into the darkness.
C H
A P T E R 13
It had been strange climbing the
stairway in the dark, sweeping the light over the sleeping figures on the
stairs while Andy carried the bags up behind her. His friend Sol had been asleep,
and they had gone quietly through his room into Andy's. The bed was just big
enough for both of them and she had been tired and curled up with her head on
his shoulder and slept so soundly that she didn't even know it when he had
gotten up, dressed and left. She awoke to see the sun streaming through the
window onto the foot of the bed and, when she kneeled with her elbows on the
windowsill, she smelt the clean, fresh‑washed air: the only time the city
was ever like this was after a rainstorm. With all the dust and soot washed
away it was wonderfully clear. and she could see the sharp-edged buildings of
Just what you would expect from a
bachelor, neat enough‑but as empty of charm as an old shoe. There was a
thin patina of dust on everything, but that was probably her fault since Andy
certainly had not been spending much time here of late. If she could get some
paint somewhere, a coat of it wouldn't do that dresser any harm. It couldn't
have been more gouged and nicked if it had been in a landslide. At least there
was a full‑length mirror, cracked but still good, and a wardrobe to hang
her things in. There was nothing to complain about, really, a little
brightening up and the room would be nice. And get rid of those million spider
webs on the ceiling.
A water tank with a faucet was on
the partition wall next to the door, and when she turned it on, a thin brownish
stream tinkled into the basin that was fixed on brackets beneath it. It had the
sharp chemical smell that she had almost forgotten, since all the water in
Chelsea Park was run through expensive filters. There didn't seem to be any
soap here but she splashed water on her face and rinsed her hands, and was
drying them on the tattered towel that hung next to the tank when a clanking,
squealing sound came through the partition in front of her. She couldn't
imagine what it possibly could be, though it was obviously coming from the room
next door where Sol lived. Something of his was making the noise, and it hadn't
started until after he heard her moving around and running the water, which was
nice of him. It also meant that, as far as sound went, this room had as much
privacy as a birdcage. Well, that couldn't be helped. She brushed her hair, put
on the same dress she had worn the night before, then added just a touch of
makeup. When she was ready she took a deep breath and opened the door.
"Good morning‑" she
said, and could think of nothing else to say, but just stood there in the
doorway, trying not to gape. Sol was sitting on a wheelless bicycle. going
nowhere‑but going at a tremendous rate, his gray hair flying in all
directions and his beard bobbing up and down on his chest as he pedaled. His
single garment was a pair of ancient and much‑patched shorts. The
squealing sound came from a black object at the rear of the bicycle. "Good
morning!" she called again, louder this time, and he glanced up at her and
his pedaling slowed to a stop. "I'm Shirl Greene," she said.
"And who else could you
be," Sol said coldly, climbing down from the bike and wiping the sweat
from his face with his forearm.
"I've never seen a bicycle like
that before. Does it do something?" She wasn't going to fight with him, no
matter how much he wanted to.
"Yeah. It makes ice." He
went to put his shirt on.
At first she thought it was one of
these deep jokes, the kind she never understood, then she saw that wires led
from the black motor-like thing behind the bike to a lot of big batteries on
top of the refrigerator.
"I know," she said, happy
at her discovery. "You're making the fridge go with the bike. I think
that's wonderful." His only answer was a grunt this time, no remarks, so
she knew she was making headway. "Do you like kofee?"
"I wouldn't know. It's been so
long since I tasted any."
"I've got a half a can in my
bag. If we had some hot water we could make some." She didn't wait for an
answer but went into the other room and got the can. He looked at the brown
container for a moment, then shrugged and went to fill a pot with water.
"I bet it tastes like
poison," he said as he put the pot on the stove. First he turned on the
hanging light in the middle of the room and studied the glowing filament in the
bulb. then nodded begrudgingly. "Just for a change we got some juice
today, so let's hope it lasts long enough to boil a half inch of water."
He switched on the electric heating element of the stove.
"I've only been drinking kofee
the last couple of years," Shirl said, sitting in the chair by the window.
"They tell me it doesn't taste a thing like real coffee, but I wouldn't
know."
"I can tell you. It
don't."
"Have you ever tasted real
coffee? More than once?" She had never met a man yet who didn't enjoy
telling about his experiences.
"Taste it? Honeybunch, I used
to live on it. You're a kid. you've got no idea how things used to be in the
old days. You drank three, four cups, maybe even a whole pot of coffee and
never even thought about it. I was even coffee poisoned once, my skin turned
brown and everything, because I used to drink up to twenty cartons a day. A
champion coffee drinker, I could of won medals."
Shirl could only shake her head in
admiration, then sipped at the kofee. It was still too hot. "I just
remembered," she said, jumping up from the chair and going into the other
room. She was back in a moment and gave the two cigars to Sol. "Andy said
I should give these to you, that you used to smoke them."
Sol's air of masculine superiority
fell away and he almost gaped. "Cigars?" was all he could say.
"Yes. Mike had a box of them,
but there were just these two left. I don't know if they are any good or
not."
Sol groped for memory of the cigar
ritual that had once controlled a judgment of this kind. He sniffed
suspiciously at the end of one. "Smells like tobacco at least." When
he held it to his ear and pinched the smaller end there was a decided crackling
sound. "Aha! Too dry. I might have known. You got to take care of cigars,
keep them in the right climate. These are all dried out. They should have been
in a humidor. They can't be smoked this way."
"Do you mean they're no good?
We'll have to throw them away?" It was a terrible thought.
"Nothing like that, relax. I'll
just take a box, put a wet sponge in it along with these stogies and wait
three, four days. One thing about cigars, if they dry out you can bring them
back to life just like Lazarus, or better maybe, he couldn't have been smelling
too good after being buried four days. I'll show you how to take care of
these."
Shirl sipped her kofee and smiled.
It was going to be all right. Sol just hadn't liked the idea of someone coming
to stay with Andy, it must have upset him. But he was a nice guy and had some
funny stories and a funny, sort of old‑fashioned way of talking, and she
knew that they were going to get along.
"This stuff doesn't taste too
bad," Sol said, "if you can forget what real coffee tastes like. Or
Virginia ham, or roast beef, or turkey. Boy, could I tell you about turkey. It
was during the war and I was stationed at the ass‑end of
There was the sound of running
footsteps in the hall and someone rattled the knob so loudly that the door
shook. Sol quietly slipped open the table drawer and took out a large meat cleaver.
"Sol, are you there?" Andy
called from the hall, shaking the handle again. "Open up."
Sol threw the cleaver onto the table
and hurried over to unlock the door. Andy pushed in, sweating and breathing
hard, closing the door behind him and talking in a low voice despite his
urgency.
"Listen, fill the water tanks
and all the jerry cans. And fill whatever else we have that will hold water.
Maybe you can plug the sink, then you can put water in that too. Fill as many
jerry cans as you can at our water point, but if they begin to notice you
coming back too often, go to the other one on
"What's it all about?"
"Christ, don't ask questions,
just do it! I shouldn't be telling you this much‑and don't let on I did
or we'll all be in trouble. I have to get back before they find me
missing." He went out as fast as he came in, the slammed door an echo to
his receding footsteps.
"What was all that about?"
Shirl asked.
"We'll find out later,"
Sol said, kicking into his sandals. "Right now we get moving. This is the
first time Andy has ever pulled anything like this and I'm an old man‑scare
easy. There's another jerry can in your room."
They were the only ones who appeared
concerned in any way and Shirl wondered what Andy could have possibly meant.
There were only two women waiting in line at the corner water point, and one of
them only wanted to fill a quart bottle. Sol helped to carry the filled jerry
cans. but Shirl insisted on taking them up the stairs. "Work some of the
fat off my hips," she said. "I'll bring down the empties and you can
get back in line while I pour out the others."
The line was a little longer now,
but there was nothing unusual about it, this was the time when most people
started to show up to make sure they had their water before the point closed at
"You must be thirsty,
Pop," the patrolman on duty said when they reached the head of the line
again. "Ain't you been around before?"
"So what's your trouble?"
Sol snapped, pointing his beard at the cop. "All of a sudden you're being
paid to count the house? Maybe I like to take a bath once in a while so I don't
stink like some people I could mention, but I won't . . . ."
"Take it easy, grandpa."
. . . I'm not your grandpa, shmok,
since I haven't committed suicide yet, which I would if I was. All of a sudden
cops got to count how much water people need?"
The policeman retreated a yard and
half turned his back. Sol filled the containers, still grumbling, and Shirl
helped carry them to one side to screw the lids back on. They had just finished
when a police sergeant pulled up on a sputtering motorbike.
"Lock this point up," he
said. "It's closed for the day."
The women who were waiting to fill
their containers screamed at him and pushed forward around the spigot, getting
in each other's way and trying to get some water before it was closed down. The
patrolman fought his way through the shouting crowd to turn the valve handle.
Even before he touched it the water hiccoughed, died to a thin trickle, then
stopped, He glanced at the sergeant.
"Yeah, that's the
trouble," the sergeant said. "There's a . . . broken pipe, they had
to shut down. It'll be all right tomorrow. Now break this up."
Sol looked wordlessly at Shirl as
they picked up the jerry cans, then turned away. Neither of them had missed the
hesitancy in the sergeant's voice. This was something more than a broken pipe.
They carried the containers slowly up the stairs, careful not to spill a drop.
C H
A P T E R 14
Even though the cops knew who he was
and were after him, luck was on his side, that's what Billy Chung kept telling
himself. Sometimes he would forget it for a while and the shakes would come
back and he would have to start thinking all about the luck again. Hadn't the
cops come when he was out of the apartment - wasn't that luck? And he had
gotten away without being seen, that was luck too. What if he had to leave
everything behind? He had put his shorts on, and just the day before he had
sewed all his money into them because he was afraid of losing it out of his
shoe. So he had the loot, and loot was all you really needed. He had run, but
he had run smart, going to the flea market in
When he woke up he knew that he
couldn't stay here, this would be the first place that the cops would try, he
had to move on. Some of the locals who lived in the street were already
beginning to give him funny looks and he knew if his description was out they'd
finger him in a minute for a couple of D's. He had heard once that there were
some Chinese over on the
It was the rainstorm that made him
decide that he had to find a place to hole up. He had been caught in it and got
soaked and at first it wasn't bad at all, but just at first. Along with
thousands more of the homeless he had sought shelter under the high, soaring
roadways of the Williamsburg Bridge, and even here it wasn't very dry with
every change in the wind blowing in sheets of rain. He was wet and cold the
whole night, he didn't sleep at all, and in the morning he climbed the stairway
to the bridge to get into the sun. Ahead of him the walkway stretched out over
the river and he walked along it to keep warm, into the face of the rising sun.
He had never been this high before and it was completely new, looking down on
the river and the city like this. A gray nuclear freighter was moving slowly
upstream and all the rush of sail and rowboat traffic scurried away before it.
When he looked down he had to hold tight to the railing.
Halfway across he realized that he
was out of Manhattan‑for the first time in his life‑and all he had
to do was keep going and the police would never find him.
Once he was off the bridge the fear
ebbed slowly away‑this was just like
Now that was something. Looked like
a hundred miles of land in there and no people at all, closed up and forgotten.
If he could get in there without the cop seeing him he could hide forever in a
place like that. If there was a way to get in. He kept walking along the wall,
until the solid stone and concrete gave way to a chain‑link fence. rusty
and drooping. More barbed wire topped it, but it was clumped rustily together
and torn away in spots. This was a piece of street where there weren't too many
people. either, just blank walls of old warehouses. It wouldn't be hard getting
over the fence here.
That he wasn't the first person with
this kind of idea was proven a minute later. while he was studying the fence.
There was a stirring of motion on the other side and a man, not much older than
he was, ran into sight. He stopped a minute, looking up and down the street
outside to be sure no one was too close, then bent to the bottom of the wire
fence and pushed a jagged boulder of broken concrete under it. Then, in a
practiced, wriggling motion. he crawled under the fence, pushed away the
supporting chunk of concrete so that the fence dropped down again, rose to his
feet and walked off down the street.
Billy waited until he was out of
sight, then went over to the spot. A shallow impression had been scratched into
the ground at this point, not deep enough to draw attention. but deep enough to
crawl through when the bottom of the fence was propped up. He pulled the
concrete into place as the other had done, looked around‑no one in sight
was paying any attention to him‑and then slipped under. There was nothing
to it. He kicked the concrete away so that the fence fell, then ran quickly to
the shelter of the nearest building.
There was something frightening about
these acres of empty silence: he had never been this alone before, without
others somewhere close by. He walked slowly now, pressed against the sun-warmed
bricks of the building, pausing and peering out cautiously when he came to the
corner. Ahead was a wide, wreckage‑strewn avenue of emptiness. Just as he
started across there was a movement far down the street and he fell back to the
wall as a gray‑uniformed guard passed slowly across. When he was gone,
Billy hurried in the opposite direction, taking shelter in the shadows of the
rusted steel beams of a floating dry dock.
From wreckage to ruin he went on,
looking for some shelter he could crawl into, to hide and sleep. There were
other guards about but they were easy to spot: they stayed on the wider avenues
and never came near the buildings. If he could find a way inside one of the
locked structures he would be safe enough from discovery. One of them looked
promising, a long, low building with a collapsed roof and glassless windows. It
was sided with slabs of asbestos sheeting and many of the panels were cracked
and one of them had been almost completely torn away. He came close and looked
in and could see only darkness. The fallen roof was only a few feet above the
floor, making a dark and silent cavern. This was just what he needed. He yawned
and crawled through the opening. The big chunk of iron caught him in the side
and he screamed in agony.
The darkness filled with red tongues
of pain as he scrambled backward out of the opening, hurling himself to one
side. Something heavy rushed through the air next to his head and crashed into
the wall, cracking and splintering it. Billy stumbled to his feet, away from
the entrance, but no one tried to follow him. There was only silence within the
dark opening as he hobbled away as fast as he could, favoring his side,
glancing back fearfully at the building. When he turned a corner and it was out
of sight he stopped and pulled up his shirt, looking at the scratched rawness
just below his ribs that was already starting to turn black‑and‑blue.
It didn't seem to be more than a bad bruise, but how it hurt.
Something to fight with, that's what
he needed. Not that he was going back to that building‑never!‑he
was just going to need a weapon of some kind in this place. There were
shattered chunks of concrete around and he picked up one that fitted into his
hand, and even had a broken stub of rusty reinforcing rod sticking out of it.
Lots of other people must have had the idea to hide in here, he should have
known that when he saw the guy who came out under the fence. They stayed out of
sight of the guards, that seemed easy enough to do. Then they found a place and
took it over, keeping anyone else out, that's how it would be. There might be a
way into every one of these buildings, and there might be someone hiding in
each one. He shivered as he thought of this and pressed his hand to his sore
side and moved away from the shelter of the building. Maybe he should get out
of here while he was still in one piece? But this was too good a spot to leave.
If he did find a place to hole up it would be perfect, just what he needed. He
should look around some more before he got out. And find something better than
this lump of concrete to fight with. He searched as he walked and realized that,
in spite of the ruined and crumbled landscape, there was nothing lying about
that was small and handy enough to use for a weapon. It was as if many others
had been through here before him, bent on the same mission. Clutching the
concrete tighter, he limped on.
A little later, he wanted to escape
this collapsing and rusted jungle, but he had lost his way and could not get
out. The sun was hot on the top of his head, bouncing up from the cracked
pavement around him. He walked along the brink of a vast and silent dry dock,
empty and forgotten, a canyon of scrap‑littered silence, feeling like an
insect crawling along the edge of the world. Beyond was the oily rush of the
A dismantled ship rested on blocks
at the edge of the water from which it had been reluctantly pulled, its skin
peeled off by the wreckers and its rusting ribs standing like the skeleton of a
dead sea monster. The work had never been finished: the after part of the ship
was almost intact, while some of the deckhouse and the stern were still
untouched. There were no openings at ground level, the ship had been a tanker
and the transverse bulkhead was still in place, but high above were portholes
and a doorway. It wouldn't be hard to climb the framework and Billy wondered if
anyone had been there before him. They might, they might not, there was no way
to tell. He had to rest and the ship made him think of home. He had to try some
place. Carrying the chunk of concrete made climbing difficult, but he still
took it with him.
In front of the deckhouse door there
remained only a jagged‑edged piece of deck, just a few feet wide. Billy
pulled himself up onto this and faced the doorless opening to the cabin,
holding the concrete ready.
"Is anyone there?" he
called softly. The circular openings that had once contained portholes threw
beams of light into the interior, bright spots on the deck that made the surrounding
darkness more intense. "Hello," Billy called again, but there was
only silence.
Reluctantly he advanced through the
doorway and into the blackness of the room. No one struck at him this time.
Nothing moved and he blinked his eyes, dimmed by the bright sunlight outside,
at a dark shape, but it was only a pile of rubbish. There was another pile in
the far corner, and he had to look at it twice before he realized that it was a
man, squatting against the wall with his legs pulled up before him, looking
intently at Billy.
"Put that thing down, the thing
in your hand," the man said in a hushed voice. almost a whisper. He
reached out a long arm and clanged a twisted length of pipe against the
decking. Billy stared at it wide‑eyed, and his side ached. He dropped the
concrete.
"That's very wise," the
man said, "very wise." He stood up jerkily, unfolding like a
carpenter's rule, a tall man with spiderlike arms, thin to the point of
emaciation. When he walked into a beam of sunlight Billy saw that the skin was
stretched tight across his cheekbones and almost hairless skull, while his lips
were drawn back to reveal long yellow teeth. His eyes were round as a child's
and of such a watery blue that they seemed almost transparent. Not empty. but
more like windows to look through‑with nothing to be seen on the other
side. And he kept staring at Billy, swinging the pipe slowly, saying nothing,
his lips pulled away from his teeth in an expression that might have been a
grin, but also might be something else, very different.
When Billy took a slow step back
toward the doorway the end of the pipe twitched out and stopped him. "What
do you want here?" the whisper asked.
"I don't want anything, I'm
going
"What do you want?"
"I was just looking for a place
to lie down, I'm tired, I don't want any trouble."
"What is your name?" the
voice whispered, the eyes never blinked or moved.
"Billy . . ." Why had he
answered so fast! He bit his lip: why had he given his right name?
"Do you have anything to eat,
Billy?"
He started to lie, then thought
better of it. He reached inside his shirt. "Here, I got some weedcrackers.
You want some? They're a little broken."
The pipe dropped to the deck and
rolled away while the man stepped forward with both hands cupped before him,
towering over Billy. "'Cast thy bread upon the waters: for thou shalt find
it after many days.' Do you know where that comes from?" he asked.
"No‑no, I don't,"
Billy said uneasily, dropping the crackers into the outstretched hands.
"I didn't think you
would," the man complained, then sat down with his back to the wall at the
same spot as before. He began to eat with a steady, automatic motion.
"You're a heathen, I imagine, a yellow heathen, though that doesn't
matter. It will to you as to the rest of His creatures. You wish to sleep,
sleep. This place is large enough for two."
"I can get out, you were here
first."
"You are afraid of me, aren't
you?" Billy turned away from the unchanging stare, and the man nodded.
"You should not be, because we are coming very near the end of fear. Do
you know what that means? Do you know the significance of this year, do
you?"
Billy sat silent. He did not know
what to answer. The man finished the last of the crumbs, wiped his hands on his
filthy pants and sighed heavily. "You could not know. Go to sleep, there
is nothing to worry about here. No one will come near to bother you, we have
strict rules of property in our community. Usually it is only strangers, like
you, who trespass, though the others will do it if they think it worthwhile.
But they won't come here, they know I have nothing for them to covet. You may
sleep undisturbed."
It seemed impossible to even
consider sleeping, no matter how tired he felt, not with this strange man
watching him. Billy lay against the wall in the far corner. eyes open and
alert, wondering what he should do next. The man mumbled to himself and
scratched at his ribs inside his thin shirt. A high‑pitched hum whined in
Billy's ear and he slapped at the mosquito. Another bit him on the leg and he
scratched the spot. There seemed to be an awful lot of mosquitoes here. What
should he do? Should he try to leave?
With a sudden start he realized that
he had been asleep and that the sun was low in the west, coming almost directly
in through the open doorway. He sat up in a scramble and looked around, but the
cabin was empty. His side ached terribly.
The clattering, metallic sound came
again, and he realized that this was what had wakened him. It came from
outside. He went as quietly as he could to the doorway and looked down. The man
was climbing toward him. and the length of pipe he carried was scratching on
the metal making the noise that had disturbed him. Billy shrank back as the man
threw the pipe up ahead of him, then hauled himself over the edge and onto the
strip of deck.
"The water points did not open
today," he said, and held out an ancient and dented paint can that he had
brought up with him. "But I found a place where there was still water from
the rain yesterday. Would you like some?" Billy nodded, aware suddenly of
his dry throat, and took the extended can. It was filled halfway with clear
water through which the caked green paint could be seen. The water was very
sweet. "Take more," the man said. "I drank my fill when I was there."
"What is your name?" he
asked as he took the can back.
Was it a trap? This man must
remember his name, he didn't dare give him a different one. "Billy,"
he said.
"You may call me Peter. You can
stay here if you like." He went inside with the can and seemed to have
forgotten the piece of pipe. Billy looked at it suspiciously, not sure of his
ground.
"You left your pipe here,"
he called out.
"Bring it, if you please. I
shouldn't leave it lying around. Just put it there," he said when Billy
brought it in. "I think I have another piece like that around here
someplace, you can take it with you when you leave these quarters. Some of our
neighbors can be dangerous."
"The guards?"
"No, they are of no importance.
Their work is a sinecure, and they have no more wish to bother us than we have
to bother them. As long as they do not see us we are not here, so just stay
away from them. You'll find that they don't look very hard, they can collect
their money without putting themselves in any danger‑so why should they?
Sensible men. Anything worth stealing or removing vanished years ago. The
guards remain only because no one has ever decided what to do with this place
and the easiest solution is just to forget about it. They are living symbols of
the state of decay of our culture, just as this wasteland is a vastly more
important symbol. that is why I am here." He laced his hands about his
shins and leaned forward, resting his bony chin on his knees. "Do you know
how many entrances there are to this place?" Billy shook his head no,
wondering what Peter was talking about.
"Then I will tell you. There
are eight‑and only one is unlocked and in use by the guards. The others
are closed and sealed, seven seals. Does that mean something to you? Seven
seals? No, I can see it does not. But there are other signs, some hidden, some
clear for any eye to see. And more will come and be revealed to us one by one.
Some have been written for centuries, such as the great harlot named
"Here? You mean
"Yes, that is one name, but
there is another that it is called and has been called an no one protests its
use, that is Babylon‑on‑Hudson. So you see that this is the great
harlot and Armageddon will be here, that is why I have come. I was a priest
once, would you believe that?"
"Yes, sure," Billy said
and he yawned, looking around the walls and out the doorway.
"A priest of the Church should
speak the truth and I did and they cast me out for it, and they are the same
ones who tempt the Antichrist into their chambers. The college of cardinals has
advised the Holy Father to withdraw his ban on the destruction of infant life,
and he considers it, when the truth of God's law is all about us. He said be
fruitful and multiply and we have, and He gave us the intelligence to make the
sick well and the weak strong, and that is where the truth lies. The millennium
is here, now, upon us, a populous world of souls awaiting His call. This is the
true millennium. False prophets said it was the year one thousand, but there
are more people here in this single city than there were in the entire world at
that time. Now is the hour. we can see it nearing, we can read the signs. The
world can hold no more, it will crack asunder under the weight of the masses of
people‑but it will not crack until the seven trumpets blast, this New
Year, Century Day. Then we will have the reckoning."
When he stopped, the thin whine of
mosquitoes was loud in the still air and Billy swatted his leg, killing one and
leaving a thick splotch of blood that he brushed away with the heel of his
hand. Peter's arm was in the sun and Billy could see the welts and scabs of old
bites that covered it.
"I've never seen so many
mosquitoes as you got around here," Billy said. "And in the daytime.
I never got bitten in the daytime before." He stood up and prowled about
the refuse‑filled chamber, walking to get away from the droning insects,
kicking at dirt‑stiffened rags and pieces of crumbling wood. In the
center of the rear bulkhead was a heavy steel door, standing open a few inches.
"What's in here?" he asked.
Peter did not hear, or pretended not
to hear, and Billy pushed against the door, but the hinges were rusted into
position and it would not move. "Don't you know what's in here?" he
asked again in a louder voice, and Peter stirred and turned. "No," he
said. "I have never looked."
"It's been closed a long time,
there might be stuff in there we could use, you never can tell. Let's see if we
can open it."
Pushing together, and using the
length of steel pipe as a lever, they managed to move it a few inches more
until the opening was wide enough to slip through. Billy went first and his
foot rattled against something on the deck: he picked it up.
"Look at that, I said we would
find something. I can sell it or just hold on to it for a while." It was a
steel crowbar, over a yard long, abandoned here by some workman years before.
It was coated with rust on the surface, but was still sound. He put the curved
and sharpened end into the opening of the door next to the hinges and threw his
weight onto the other end: the rusty hinges squealed and the door opened all
the way. There was a small platform on the other side with metal steps falling
away from it into the darkness. Billy started down slowly, holding the crowbar
tightly in one hand, the railing in the other, and on the fifth step went up to
his ankle in water. "It's not just dark down there‑it's full of
water," he said.
Peter stepped in and looked, then
pointed up at two bright patches above them. "Apparently the top deck
catches the rain and it drains inside through those holes there. It must have
been collecting for years down here."
"That's where your mosquitoes
are coming from too." The enclosed space was filled with their humming.
"We can close that door and keep them out"
"Very practical," Peter
agreed and looked at the dark surface below them. "It will also save our
going to the water point on the other side of the fence. There is all the water
we could possibly need here, more than we can ever use."
C H
A P T E R 15
"Hello, stranger," Sol
said.
Shirl could hear his voice clearly
through the partition that divided the two rooms. She was sitting at the window
doing her nails: she dropped her manicure set on the bed and ran to the door.
"Andy‑is that you?"
she called out and when she opened the door she saw him standing there, swaying
a little with fatigue. She ran to him and kissed him, and he gave her a brief
kiss in return, then released her and dropped into the car seat by the table.
"I'm wiped out," he said.
"No sleep since‑when was it?‑night before last. Did you get
the water?"
"Filled both the tanks,"
Sol said, "and got the jerry cans filled again before it got shut off. What's
going on with the water? I heard some fancy stories on the TV, but it was so
much bushwa. What aren't they telling?"
"You're hurt!" Shirl
called out, noticing for the first time the torn sleeve of his shirt with an
edge of bandage showing below it.
"It's not much, just a
scratch," Andy said and smiled. "Wounded in the line of duty‑and
by a pitchfork too."
"Chasing the farmer's daughter,
probably. Some story," Sol snorted. "You want a drink?"
"If any of the alky is left you
can cut it a bit with water. I could use it." He sipped at the drink and
sat back in the chair, some of the strain went out of his face but his eyes
were red with fatigue and squinted almost shut. They sat down across from him.
"Don't tell anyone until the official word goes out. but there is a lot of
trouble over the water‑and there's bigger trouble on the way."
"Is that why you warned
us?" Shirl asked.
"Yes, I heard part of it at the
station on my lunch break. The trouble started with the artesian wells and
pumps on
"The farmers been bitching
anyway about the dry summer, I bet they loved this."
"No bets. They must have had it
planned for along time because they jumped the guards on the aqueduct, they had
plenty of guns and explosives, the lot that was stolen from the
"Then‑there's no water at
all for the city?" Shirl asked.
"We'll bring water in, but it's
going to be very thirsty around here for a while. Go easy on the water we have,
make it last. Use it for drinking or cooking, nothing else."
"But we have to wash,"
Shirl said.
"No, we don't." Andy
rubbed at his sore eyes with the heel of his hand. "The plates can be
wiped off with a rag. And as for ourselves‑we just stink."
Andy!"
"I'm sorry, Shirl. I'm being
awful and I know it. But you have to realize that things are just that serious.
We can go without washing for a while, it won't kill us, and when the water is
connected up again we can all have a good scrub. It's something to look forward
to:'
"How long do you think it will
be?"
"There's no way to tell yet.
The repairs will take a lot of concrete and reinforcing rods, these are both on
top priority, mixing machines, things like that. Meanwhile most of the water
will have to come in by railroad tank cars, tank trucks and barges. There is
going to be one hell of a problem with distribution and rationing, you can
count on things getting worse before they get better." He dragged himself
to his feet and yawned deeply. "I'm going to sack out for two hours.
Shirl. Will you wake me up by four at the latest? I have to shave before I
leave."
"Two hours! That's not enough
sleep," she protested.
"I don't think so either‑but
it's all I'm getting. Someone upstairs is still pushing on the O'Brien killing.
An informer in
"Can I stay out here while he's
sleeping, Sol?" she asked. "I don't want to bother him‑but I
don't want to bother you either‑"
"Bother! Since when has a good‑looking
chachka been a bother? Let me tell you, I may look old but that's just because
of my age. Not that I'm saying you ain't safe around me, the years for action
have passed. I get my kicks now just thinking about it, which is cheaper anyway
and you don't have to worry about getting a dose. Bring out your knitting and
I'll tell you about the time I was stationed in
When Shirl went in Andy was sound
asleep, sprawled across the bed fully dressed, he hadn't even taken his shoes
off. She pulled down the curtain and darkened the room, then took her manicure
set off the foot of the bed. There was a hole worn in the sole of his right
shoe and it stared at her like a mournful dusty eye. If she tried to take his
shoes off she knew it would only disturb him, so she went out quietly and
closed the door.
"Batteries need charging,"
Sol said, holding the hydrometer up to the light and squinting at the float
through the glass barrel. "Has Andy corked off yet?"
"He's sound asleep."
"Wait until you try to wake him
up. When he goes off like that you could drop a bomb and if it didn't kill him
he wouldn't hear it. I'll run the batteries up, he'll never know it."
"It's not fair," Shirl
burst out suddenly. "Why should Andy have to do two jobs at the same time
and be the one to get hurt, fighting for the water for the people in the city?
What are all these people doing here? Why don't they go somewhere else if there
isn't enough water?"
"For that there is a simple
answer‑there's no place to go. This whole country is one big farm and one
big appetite. There's just as many people down South as there is up North and,
since there is no public transportation, anyone who tried to walk to the land
of sunshine would starve to death long before he got there. People stay put
because the country is organized to take care of them where they are. They
don't eat well, but at least they eat. It needs a big catastrophe like the
water failures in the
"Well. other countries then.
Everyone came to
"Because if you think you got
problems you should see the other guy. All of
"It's not fair, I still say
that."
"What's fair?" Sol smiled
at her. "Relax. You got your youth, you got your looks, you're eating and
drinking regular. So what's your complaint?"
"Nothing, really." She
smiled back at him. "It's just that I get so angry seeing Andy working all
the time, taking care of people and they don't even know it or care."
"Gratitude you can't expect, a
salary you can. It's a job."
Sol dragged out the wheelless
bicycle and hooked up the wires from the generator to the ranked batteries on
top of the refrigerator. Shirl pulled a chair over to the window and opened her
manicure set on the sill. Behind her the creaking moan of the generator rose to
a high‑pitched whine. She pushed at her cuticle with the orange stick. It
was a nice day, sunny but not hot, and it promised to be a nice fall. There was
the trouble with the water. But that would straighten out. She frowned a little
as she looked out across the roofs and high buildings, only half aware of the
endless background roar of the city, cut through by the nearby shrieks of
children.
Outside of this business with the
water, everything was all right. But it was funny: even though she knew that
things were all right, she still had this little knot of tension, a nagging
feeling of worry that just wouldn't go away.
P A
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C h
a p t e r 1
"Everyone says this is the
coldest October ever, I never seen a colder one. And the rain too, never hard
enough to fill the reservoir. or anything, but just enough to make you wet so
you feel colder. Ain't that right?"
Shirl nodded, hardly listening to
the words, but aware by the rising intonation of the woman's voice that a
question had been asked. The line moved forward and she shuffled a few steps
behind the woman who had been speaking‑a shapeless bundle of heavy
clothing covered with a torn plastic raincoat, with a cord tied about her
middle so that she resembled a lumpy sack. Not that I look much better, Shirl
thought, tugging the fold of blanket farther over her head to keep out the
persistent drizzle. It wouldn't be much longer now, there were only a few dozen
people ahead, but it had taken a lot more time than she thought it would: it
was almost dark. A light came on over the tank car, glinting off its black
sides and lighting up the slowly falling curtain of rain. The line moved again
and the woman ahead of Shirl waddled forward, pulling the child after her, a
bundle as wrapped and shapeless as its mother, its face hidden by a knotted
scarf, that produced an almost constant whimpering.
"Stop that," the woman
said. She turned to Shirl, her puffy face a red lumpiness around the dark
opening of her almost toothless mouth. "He's crying because he's been to
see the doe, thinks he's sick but it's only the kwash." She held up the
child's swollen, ballooning hand. "You can tell when they swell up and get
the black pots on the knees. Had to sit two weeks in the
"
"That's right, I knew it was
you. Stick around and wait for me, we'll walk back together. It's getting late
and plenty of punks would like to grab the water, they can always sell it. Mrs.
Ramirez in my building. she's a spic but she's all right, you know, her family
been in the building since the World War Two, she got a black eye so swole up
she can't see through it and two teeth knocked out. Some punk got her with a
club and took her water away."
"Yes, I'll wait for you, that's
a good idea," Shirl said, suddenly feeling very alone.
"Cards," the patrolman
said and she handed him the three Welfare cards, hers, Andy's and Sol's. He
held them to the light, then handed them back to her. "Six quarts,"
he called out to the valve man.
"That's not right," Shirl
said.
"Reduced ration today, lady,
keep moving, there's a lot of people waiting."
She held out the jerry can and the
valve man slipped the end of a large funnel into it and ran in the water.
"Next," he called out.
The jerry can gurgled when she
walked and was tragically light. She went and stood near the policeman until
the woman came up, pulling the child with one hand and in the other carrying a
five-gallon kerosene can that seemed almost full. She must have a big family.
"Let's go," the woman said
and the child trailed, mewling faintly, at the end of her arm.
As they left the
"Let's have the water,"
the nearest one said, and the distant light reflected from the knife he held
before him.
"No, don't! Please don't!"
the woman begged and swung her can of water out behind her, away from them.
Shirl huddled against the wall and saw, when they walked forward, that they
were just young boys, teen‑agers. But they still had a knife.
"The water!" the first one
said, jabbing his knife at the woman.
"Take it," she screeched,
swinging the can like a weight on the end of her arm. Before the boy could
dodge it caught him full in the side of the head, knocking him howling to the
ground, the knife flying from his fingers. "You want some too?" she
shouted, advancing on the second boy. He was unarmed.
"No, I don't want no
trouble," he begged, pulling at the first one's arm then retreating when
she approached. When she bent to pick up the fallen knife, he managed to drag
the other boy to his feet and half carry him around the corner. It had only
taken a few seconds and all the time Shirl had stood with her back to the hall,
trembling with fear.
"They got some surprise,"
the woman crowed, holding the worn carving knife up to admire it. "I can
use this better than they can. Just punks, kids." She was excited and
happy. During the entire time she had never released her grip on the child's
hand: it was sobbing louder.
There was no more trouble and the
woman went with Shirl as far as her door. "Thank you very much,"
Shirl said. "I don't know what I would have done . . ."
"That's no trouble," the
woman beamed. "You saw what I did to him‑and who got the knife
now!" She stamped away. hauling the heavy can in one hand, the child in
the other. Shirl went in.
"Where have you been?"
Andy asked when she pushed open the door. "I was beginning to wonder what
had happened to you." It was warm in the room, with a faint odor of fishy
smoke, and he and Sol were sitting at the table with drinks in their hands.
"It was the water, the line
must have been a block long. They only gave me six quarts, the ration has been
cut again." She saw his black look and decided not to tell him about the
trouble on the way back. He would be twice as angry then and she didn't want
this meal to be spoiled.
"That's really wonderful,"
Andy said sarcastically. "The ration was already too small‑so now
they lower it even more. Better get out of those wet things, Shirl, and Sol
will pour you a Gibson. His homemade vermouth has ripened and I bought some
vodka."
"Drink up," Sol said,
handing her the chilled glass. "I made some soup with that ener‑G
junk, it's the only way it's edible, and it should be just about ready. We'll
have that for the first course, before‑' He finished the sentence by
jerking his head in the direction of the refrigerator.
"What's up?" Andy asked.
"A secret?"
"No secret," Shirl said.
opening the refrigerator, "just a surprise. I got these today in the
market. one for each of us." She took out a plate with three small soylent
burgers on it. "They're the new ones, they had them on TV, with the smoky‑barbecue
flavor."
"They must have cost a
fortune," Andy said. "We won't eat for the rest of the month."
"They're not as expensive as
all that. Anyway, it was my own money, not the budget money, I used."
"It doesn't make any
difference, money is money. We could probably live for a week on what these
things cost."
"Soup's on," Sol said,
sliding the plates onto the table. Shirl had a lump in her throat so she
couldn't say anything: she sat and looked at her plate and tried not to cry.
"I'm sorry," Andy said.
"But you know how prices are going up‑we have to look ahead. City
income tax is higher, eighty per cent now, because of the raised Welfare
payment, so it's going to be rough going this winter. Don't think I don't
appreciate it . . . ."
"If you do, so why don't you
shut up right there and eat your soup?" Sol said.
"Keep out of this, Sol,"
Andy said.
"I'll keep out of it when you
keep the fight out of my room. Now come on, a nice meal like this, it shouldn't
be spoiled."
Andy started to answer him, then
changed his mind. He reached over and took Shirl's hand. "It is going to
be a good dinner," he said. "Let's all enjoy it."
"Not that good," Sol said,
puckering his mouth over a spoonful of soup. "Wait until you try this
stuff. But the burgers will take the taste out of our mouths."
There was silence after that while
they spooned up the soup, until Sol started on one of his Army stories about
"If I was drunk enough this
would almost taste like meat," Sol announced, chewing happily.
"They are good," Shirl
said. Andy nodded agreement. She finished the burger quickly and soaked up the
juice with a scrap of weedcracker, then sipped at her drink. The trouble on the
way home with the water already seemed far distant. What was it the woman had
said was wrong with the child?
"Do you know what 'kwash'
is?" she asked.
Andy shrugged. "Some kind of
disease, that's all I know. Why do you ask?"
"There was a woman next to me
in line for the water. I was talking to her. She had a little boy with her who
was sick with this kwash. I don't think she should have had him out in the
rain, sick like that. And I was wondering if it was catching."
"That you can forget
about," Sol said. "'Kwash' is short for 'kwashiorkor.' If, in the
interest of good health, you watched the medical programs like I do, or opened
a book, you would know all about it. You can't catch it because it's a
deficiency disease like beriberi."
"I never heard of that
either," Shirl said.
"There's not so much of that,
but there's plenty of kwash. It comes from not eating enough protein. They used
to have it only in
cheap ....
The light bulb flickered, then went
out. Sol felt his way across the room and found a switch in the maze of wiring
on top of the refrigerator. A dim bulb lit up, connected to his batteries.
"Needs a charge," he said, "but it can wait until morning. You
shouldn't exercise after eating, bad for the circulation and digestion."
"I'm sure glad you're here,
doctor," Andy said. "I need some medical advice. I've got this
trouble. You see‑everything I eat goes to my stomach . . . ."
"Very funny, Mr. Wiseguy.
Shirl, I don't see how you put up with this joker."
They all felt better after the meal
and they talked for a while, until Sol announced he was turning off the light
to save the juice in the batteries. The small bricks of seacoal had burned to
ash and the room was growing cold. They said good night and Andy went in first
to get his flashlight: their room was even colder than the other.
"I'm going to bed," Shirl
said. "I'm not really tired, but it's the only way to keep warm."
Andy flicked the overhead light
switch uselessly. "The current is still off and there are some things I
have to do. What is it‑a week now since we had any electricity in the
evening?"
"Let me get into bed and I'll
work the flash for you‑will that be all right?"
"It'll have to do."
He opened his notepad on top of the
dresser, lay one of the reusable forms next to it, then began copying
information into the report. With this left hand he kept a slow and regular
squeezing on the flashlight that produced steady illumination. The city was
quiet tonight with the people driven from the streets by the cold and the rain:
the whir of the tiny generator and the occasional squeak of the stylo on
plastic sounded unnaturally loud. There was enough light from the flash for
Shirl to get undressed by. She shivered when she took off her outer clothes and
quickly pulled on heavy winter pajamas, a much‑darned pair of socks she
used for sleeping in, then put her heavy sweater on top. The sheets were cold
and damp, they hadn't been changed since the water shortage, though she did try
to air them out as often as she could.
"What are you writing up?"
she asked.
"Everything I have on Billy
Chung, they're still after me to find him-it's the most stupid thing I ever
heard of." He slammed the stylo down and paced angrily back and forth, the
flashlight in his hand throwing twisting shadows across the ceiling.
"We've had two dozen killings in the precinct since O'Brien was murdered.
We caught one killer while his wife was still bleeding to death‑but all
of the other murders have been forgotten, almost the same day they happened.
What can be so important about Big Mike? No one seems to know‑yet they
still want reports. So after I put in a double shift I'm expected to keep on
looking for the kid. I should be out tonight, running down another phony
spotting report, but I'm not going to‑even though Grassy will ream me out
tomorrow. Do you know how much sleep I've been getting lately?"
"I know," she said softly.
"A couple of hours a night‑if
that. Well, tonight I'm going to catch up. I have to sign in again by seven in
the morning, there's another protest rally in
"It's bad for everyone this
fall, I've never seen anything like it. First the water, now this thing about a
fuel shortage, I don't understand
it .... "
"That's not what I mean, Shirl‑will
you shine the light on this drawer?" He took out a can of oil and his
cleaning kit, spreading the contents out on a rag on the floor next to the bed.
"It's about you and me personally. Things here aren't up to the standards
you've been used to."
She skirted around mentioning her
stay with Mike just as carefully as he did. It was something they never talked
about. "My father's place is in a neighborhood just like this one,"
she said. "Things aren't that different."
"I'm not talking about
that" He squatted and broke open his revolver, then ran the cleaning brush
back and forth through its barrel. "After you left home things went a lot
better for you, I know that. You're a pretty girl, more than just pretty, there
must have been a lot of guys who were running after you." He spoke
haltingly, looking at his work.
"I'm here because I want to be
here," she said. putting into words what he had not been able to say.
"Being attractive makes things easier for a girl, I know that, but it
doesn't make everything all right. I want . . . I don't know exactly . . .
happiness, I suppose. You helped me when I really needed help and we had more
fun than I ever had before in my life. I never told you before, but I was
hoping you would ask me to come here, we got along so well."
"Is that the only reason?"
They had never talked about this
since the night he had asked her here, and now he wanted to know all about her
feelings without revealing any of his own.
"Why did you ask me here, Andy?
What were your reasons?" She avoided his question.
He clicked the cylinder back into
the gun without looking up at her, and spun it with his thumb. "I like you‑like
you a lot. In fact, if you want to know," he lowered his voice as though
the words were shameful, "I love you."
Shirl didn't know what to say and
the silence lengthened. The dynamo in the flashlight whirred and on the other
side of the partition there was a creaking of springs and a subdued grunt as
Sol climbed into bed.
"What about you, Shirl?"
Andy said, in a low voice so Sol wouldn't hear them. He raised his face for the
first time and looked at her.
"I . . . I'm happy here, Andy,
and I want to be here. I haven't thought much more about it"
"Love, marriage, kids? Have you
thought about those things?" There was a sharp edge to his voice now.
"Every girl thinks about things
like that, but . . :'
"But not with a slob like me in
a broken‑down rat trap like this, is that what you mean?"
"Don't put words into my mouth,
I didn't say that or even think it. I'm not complaining‑except maybe
about the awful hours you're away."
"I have my job to do."
"I know that‑it's just
that I never see you any more. I think we were together more in those first
weeks after I met you. It was fun."
"Spending loot is always fun,
but the world can't be like that all the time."
"Why not? I don't mean all the
time, but just once in a while or in the evenings, or even a Sunday off. It
seems like weeks since we have even talked together. I'm not saying it has to
be romance all the time . . . ."
"I have my job. Just how much
romance do you think there would be in living if I gave it up?"
Shirl found herself close to tears.
"Please, Andy‑I'm not trying to fight with you. That's the last
thing I want. Don't you understand . .
"I understand damn well. If I
was a big man in the syndicate and running girls and hemp and LSD, things might
be different. But I'm just a crummy cop trying to hold things together while
the rest of the bastards are taking them apart."
He stabbed the bullets into the
cylinder while he talked, not looking at her and not seeing the silent tears
that ran down her face. She hadn't cried at the dinner table, but she could not
stop it now. It was the cold weather, the boy with the knife, the water
shortage, everything‑and now this. When she laid the flashlight on the
floor the light faded and almost went out as the flywheel slowed. Before it
brightened again in his hand she had turned her face to the wall and had pulled
the covers up over her head.
She did like Andy, she knew that‑but
did she love him? It was so hard to decide anything when she hardly ever saw
him. Why didn't he understand that? She wasn't trying to hide anything or avoid
anything. Yet her life wasn't with him. it was in this terrible room where he
hardly ever came. living on this street, the people. that boy with the knife
.... She bit into her lip but could not stop crying.
When he came to bed he did not say
anything, and she did not know what she could say. It was warmer with him
there, though she could still smell the gun oil. it must have got on his hands
and he could not wipe it all off, and when he was close she felt much better.
She touched his arm and whispered
"Andy," but by then it was too late. He was sound asleep.
C H
A P T E R 2
"I smell trouble brewing,"
Detective Steve Kulozik said as he finished adjusting the headband in the
fiberglass helmet. He put it on and scowled out unhappily from under the
projecting edge.
"You smell trouble!" Andy
shook his head. "What a wonderful nose you got. They have the whole
precinct, patrolmen and detectives, mixed together, like shock troops. We're
issued helmets and riot bombs at seven in the morning, locked in here without
any orders-and you smell trouble. What's your secret, Steve?"
"A natural talent," the
fat detective said placidly.
"Let's have your attention
here," the captain shouted. The voices and foot shuffling died away and
the ranks of men were silent, looking expectantly toward the far end of the big
room where the captain stood.
"We're going to have some
special work today," the captain said, "and Detective Dwyer here, of
the Headquarters Squad, will explain it to you."
There was an interested stir as the
men in the back rows tried to see past the ranks ahead of them. The
Headquarters Squad were trouble shooters, they worked out of
"Can you men in the rear there
hear me?" Dwyer called out, then climbed onto a chair. He was a broad.
bulky man with the chin and wrinkled neck of a bulldog, his voice a hoarse,
bass rumble. "Are the doors locked, captain?" he asked. "What I
have to say is for these men alone." There was a mumbled reassurance and he
turned back to face them, looking over the rows of uniformed patrolmen and the
drab‑coated detectives in the rear.
"There's going to be a couple
of hundred‑or maybe a couple of thousand‑people killed in this city
by tonight," he said. "Your job is to keep that figure as low as
possible. When you go out of here you better realize that there are going to be
riots and trouble today and the faster you act to break them up the easier it's
going to be for all of us. The Welfare stations won't open today and there
won't be any food issued for at least three days."
His voice rose sharply over the
sudden hum of voices. "Knock that noise off! What are you‑police
officers or a bunch of old women? I'm giving this to you straight so you can
get ready for the worst, not just yak‑yak about it." The silence was
absolute.
"All right. The trouble has
been coming for days now, but we couldn't act until we knew where we stood. We
know now. The city has gone right along issuing full food rations until the
warehouses are almost empty. We're going to close them now, build up a backlog
and open again in three days. With a smaller ration‑and that is
classified and not to be repeated to anyone. Rations are going to stay small
the rest of the winter. don't forget that, whatever you may hear to the
contrary. The immediate cause of the shortage right now is that accident on the
main line north of
"There was a fertilizer
shortage last spring, which means the crop wasn't as good as expected. There
have been storms and flooding. The Dust Bowl is still growing. And there was
that trouble with the poisoned soybeans from the insecticide. You all know just
as much about it as I do, it was on TV. What it adds up to is that a lot of
small things have piled up to make one big trouble. There have been some
mistakes made by the President's Emergency Food Planning Board and you're going
to see some new faces there. So everyone in this town is going to have to
tighten his belt a bit. There is going to be enough for all of us as long as we
can keep law and order. I don't have to tell you what would happen if we had
some real good riots, some fires, big trouble. We can't count on any outside
help because the Army has got plenty of other things to worry about. It's going
to be you men on foot out there that do the job. There isn't one operational
hovercraft left, they've all either got parts missing or broken impeller
blades, and there aren't any replacements. It's up to you. There are thirty‑five
million people here counting on us. If you don't want them to starve to death‑do
your jobs. Now . . . any questions?"
A buzz of whispered talk swept
across the crowded room, then a patrolman hesitantly raised his hand and Dwyer
nodded to him.
"What about the water,
sir?"
"That trouble should be licked
soon. Repairs on the aqueduct are almost finished and the water should be
coming through within a week. But there is still going to be rationing because
of the loss of ground water from the
"I think I heard someone say
'political officer,' but maybe they didn't. Let's say they didn't, but I've
heard it before and you may be hearing it again yourselves. So let's get one
thing straight. The Commies invented that name, and the way they use it means a
guy who pushes the Party line to the troops. sells them a snow job, a lot of
crap. But that's not the way we work it in this country. Maybe I'm a political
officer. but I'm leveling with you, telling you all the truth so you can get
out there and do your job knowing just what has to be done. Any more
questions?"
His big head looked around the room
and the silence lengthened: no one else was asking the question, so Andy
reluctantly raised his hand.
"Yes?" Dwyer said.
"What about the markets,
sir?" Andy said, and the nearby faces turned toward him. "There's the
flea market in
"That's a good question,
because they are going to be our sore spots today. A lot of you will be on duty
in or near those markets. We are going to have trouble at the warehouses when
they don't open, and there will be trouble in
There were no more questions.
Detective Dwyer left before they had been given their assignments and they did
not see him again. The rain had almost stopped when they went out, but had been
replaced by a heavy cold mist that swept in from the lower bay. There were two
canvas‑covered trucks waiting at the curb, and an old city bus that had
been painted a dull olive drab. Half of its windows were boarded up. "Put‑cher
fares in the box," Steve said as he followed Andy into the bus. "I
wonder where they resurrected this antique from?"
"
"I counted them, if that's what
you mean," Steve said, swinging heavily into one of the cracked plastic
seats next to Andy. They both had their satchels of bombs on their laps so
there would be room to sit. Andy opened his and took out one of the green canisters.
"Read that," he said,
"if you can read."
"I been to Delehanty's,"
Steve grunted. "I can read Irish as well as American. 'Grenade,
pressurized‑riot gas‑MOA‑397 . . .' "
"The fine print, down at the
bottom."
. . . sealed
"I hope not. From what our
political officer said it sounds like we might need them today."
"Nothing'll happen. Too wet for
riots."
The bus shuddered to a halt on the
corner where Broadway passed
Behind them the door creaked shut
and the bus pushed slowly away through the crowds. They streamed by on all
sides, jostling and bumping into each other without being aware of it, a
constantly changing but ever identical sea of people. An eddy formed naturally
around the two detectives, leaving a small cleared area of wet pavement in the
midst of the crowd. Police were never popular, and policemen in helmets,
carrying yard‑long, lead‑filled riotclubs, were to be avoided even
more. The cleared space moved with them as they crossed
"Almost eight," Andy said,
his eyes moving constantly over the people around them. "That's when the
Welfare stations usually open. I suppose the announcement will go on TV at the
same time."
They went slowly toward
"Hubcaps, hubcaps, I got all
the best," a merchant droned as they passed, a small man who was almost
lost in the raveling folds of an immense overcoat, his shaved head projecting
above the collar like a vulture's from a ruff of matted feathers. He rubbed his
dripping nose with cracked knuckles and appeared to be a little feebleminded.
"Get'cher hubcaps here, officer, all the best, make good bowls, pots, soup
pots, night pots, make good anything . . . . They passed out of earshot.
By
"Did you hear that?" Andy
asked, and they both turned toward the market. Above the rising hum of voices
there was an angry shout, followed by others. "Let's take a look,"
Andy said, pushing into one of the narrow paths that threaded through the
market.
A shouting crowd was jammed solid
between the stalls and pushcarts, blocking their way, and only stirred without
moving aside when they blew their whistles. The clubs worked better, they
rapped at the barricades of ankles and legs and a reluctant opening was made
for them. At the center of the mob were three crumb stands, one of them knocked
off its legs and half overturned, with bags of weedcrumbs dribbling to the
ground.
"They been jacking the
price!" a thin‑faced harridan screamed.
"Against the law jacking the
price. They asking double for crumbs."
"No law says, we can ask what
we want," a stall owner shouted back, clearing the area in front of him
with wild swings of an old connecting rod. He was ready to defend with his life
his stock of broken bits of weedcracker. Weedcrumbs, the cheapest and most
tasteless nourishment ever consumed by man.
"You got no rights, crumby,
those prices don't go!" a man called out, and the crowd heaved and surged.
Andy blasted on his whistle.
"Hold on!" he shouted above the voice of the mob. "I'll settle
this just hold on." Steve stood and faced the angry crowd, swinging his
club before him, as Andy turned to the stall owner and talked in a low voice.
"Don't be stupid. Ask a fair price and sell your stock out . . . ."
"I can ask any price I want.
There ain't no law‑" he protested and broke off when Andy slammed
his club against the side of the stall.
"That's right‑there's no
law unless the law is standing right here. Do you want to lose everything,
including your own stupid head? Fix a price and sell out, because if you don't
I'm just going to walk away from here and let these people do whatever they
want."
"He's right, AI," the
crumby from the next stall said, he had sidled over to listen to Andy.
"Sell out and get out, they gonna walk all over us if we don't. I'm
knocking the price back."
"You're a jerk‑look at
the loot!" AI protested.
"Balls! Look at the hole in my
head if we don't. I'm selling."
There was still a lot of noise, but
as soon as the crumbies started selling at a lower price there were enough
people who wanted to buy so that the unity of the crowd broke up. Other shouts
could be heard, on the
"This'll keep here," Steve
said. "Let's get circulating."
Most of the stalls were locked now
and there were gaps between them where the pushcart owners had closed up and
moved shop. A tattered woman was sprawled, sobbing, in the wreckage of her
beanwich stall, her stock, cooked beans pressed between weedcrackers, looted
and gone.
"Lousy cops," she choked
out when they passed. "Why didn' you stop them, do something? Lousy
cops." They went by without looking at her, out into
"Do you hear that, coming
north?" Steve asked. "Sounds like singing or shouting."
The surging of the crowd became more
directed, taking on a unity of movement heading uptown. Each moment the massed
chanting grew louder, punctuated by the stentorian rasp of an amplified voice.
Two, four, six, eight‑Welfare
rations come too late.
Three, five, seven, nine‑Medicare
is still behind."
"It's the Elders," Andy
said. "They're marching on
"They picked the right day for
it‑everything is happening today."
As the crowd pressed back to the
curb the first marchers appeared, preceded by a half‑dozen uniformed
patrolmen, their clubs swinging in easy arcs before them. Behind them was the
first wave of the elderly legion, a gray‑haired, balding group of men led
by Kid Reeves. He limped a bit as he walked, but he stayed out in front,
carrying a compact, battery‑operated bull horn: a gray metal trumpet with
a microphone set into the end. He raised it to his mouth and his amplified
voice boomed over the noise of the crowd.
"All you people there on the
curbs, join in. March with us. Join this protest, raise your voices. We're not
marching for ourselves alone, but for all of you as well. If you are a senior
citizen you are with us in your heart because we're marching to help you. If
you are younger you must know that we are marching to help your mother and
father, to get the help that you yourself will need one day . . . .
People were being pushed in from the
mouth of
"Stop there, stop!"
Reeves's amplified shout boomed out. "You are interfering with this march.
a legal march. . . ." The newcomers pushed against him and a heavy‑set
man. streaked with blood on the side of his head, grabbed for the bull horn.
"Give me that!" he ordered and his words were amplified and mixed
with Reeves's in a thunderous jumble.
Andy could clearly see what was
happening, but could do nothing to stop it since the crowd had separated him
from Steve and carried him back against the quaking row of stalls.
"Give it to me!" the voice
bellowed again, over‑ridden by a scream from Reeves as the bull horn was
twisted violently from his hands.
"They're trying to starve
us!" the amplified sound hammered across the crowd: white faces turned
toward it. "The Welfare station is full of food but they locked it up,
won't give us any. Open it up and get the food out! Let's open it up!"
The crowd roared agreement and
surged back into Twenty‑fourth Street, trampling over many of the
Eldsters, pushing them to the ground, driven on by the rancorous voice. The
crowd was turning into a mob and the mob would turn into a riot if they were
not stopped. Andy lashed out with his club at the people nearby, forcing his
way through them, trying to get close enough to the man with the bull horn so
that he could stop him. A group of Elders had locked arms about their injured
leader, Reeves, who was shouting something unheard in the uproar, holding his right
forearm in his left hand to protect it: it dangled at an odd angle, broken.
Andy flailed out but saw that he would never get through, the mob was surging
away, faster than he could move .
. . . keeping the food for
themselves‑anyone ever see a skinny cop! And the politicians, they're
eating our food and they don't care if we starve!" The nagging boom of the
voice drove the crowd closer and closer to riot. People, mostly Eldsters, had
already fallen and been trampled. Andy tore open his satchel and grabbed out
one of the riot bombs. They were timed to explode and release their clouds of
gas three seconds after the fuse was pulled. Andy held the bomb low, tore out
the ring, then hurled it straight‑armed toward the man with the bull
horn. The green canister arched high and fell into the crowd next to him. It
didn't go off.
"Bombs!" the man bellowed.
"The cops are trying to kill us so we don't get that food. They can't stop
us‑let's go‑let's get it! Bombs!"
Andy cursed and tore out another gas
grenade. This one had better work, the first one had only made things worse. He
pushed the nearest people away with his club to make room to swing, pulled the
pin and counted to two before he threw.
The canister exploded with a dull
thud almost on top of the man with the stolen bull horn. the tearing sound of
his retching cut across the roar of voices. The crowd surged. its unity of
purpose lost as people tried to flee the cloud of vapor, blinded by the tear
gas, with their guts twisted by the regurgitants. Andy tore the gas mask from
the bottom of his satchel and swiftly and automatically put it on by gas‑drill
procedure. His helmet slid down his left arm, hanging from its strap, while he
used both hands, thumbs inside, to shake out the mask and free the head straps.
Holding his breath, he bent his head and tucked his chin into the mask and,
with a single swift motion. pulled the straps over his head that held the mask
in place. His right palm sealed the exhaust valve over his mouth as he expelled
the air violently from his lungs, it rushed out of the vibrating sides of the
mask clearing away any traces of gas. Even as he did this he was straightening
up and putting his helmet back on with his other hand.
Though the whole operation of
donning the mask had taken no more than three seconds, the scene before him had
changed dramatically. People were pushing out in all directions, trying to
escape from the spreading cloud of gas that drifted in a thin haze over a
widening area of road. The only ones remaining were sprawled on the pavement or
bent over, racked by uncontrolled vomiting. It was a potent gas. Andy ran to
the man who had grabbed the bull horn. He was down on all fours, blinded and
splattered by his own disgorgement, but still holding on to the loudspeaker and
cursing between racking spasms. Andy tried to take it away from him, but he
fought back viciously and blindly, clutching it with a grip of death, until
Andy was forced to rap him on the base of the skull with his club. He collapsed
onto the fouled street and Andy pulled the bull horn away.
This was the hardest part. He
scratched the microphone with his finger and an amplified clattering rolled
out, the thing was still working. Andy took a deep breath. filling his lungs
against the resistance of the filters in the canister, then tore the mask from
his face.
"This is the police," he
said, and faces turned toward his amplified voice. "The trouble is over.
Go quietly to your homes, disperse, the trouble is over. There will be no more
gas if you disperse quietly." There was a change in the sound of the crowd
when they heard the word "gas," and the force of their movement began
to change. Andy fought against the nausea that gripped his throat. "The
police are in charge here and the trouble is over . . . ."
He clutched his hand over the
microphone to deaden it as he doubled over with agony and vomited.
C H
A P T E R 3
At first night sticks and weighted
clubs stopped the trouble, and when this failed gas dispersed the crowds. The
tension grew, since the people who fled only reassembled again in a different
place. The solid jets of water from the riot trucks stopped them easily when
they tried to break into the Welfare stations, but there were not enough
trucks, nor was there more water to be had once they had pumped dry their
tanks. The Health Department had forbid the use of river water: it would have
been like spraying poison. The little water that was available was badly needed
for the fires that were springing up throughout the city. With the streets
blocked in many places the firefighting equipment could not get through and the
trucks were forced to make long detours. Some of the fires were spreading and
by
The first gun was fired a few
minutes past twelve, by a Welfare Department guard who killed a man who had
broken open a window of the
Flying wire sealed off some of the
trouble areas, but there was only a limited supply of it. When it ran out the
copters fluttered helplessly over the surging streets and acted as aerial
observation posts for the police, finding the places where reserves were sorely
needed. It was a fruitless labor because there were no reserves, everyone was
in the front line.
After the first conflict in
From this point on, the fatigue
never left him and he had memories only of shouting faces, running feet, the
sound of shots, screams, the thud of gas grenades, of something unseen that had
been thrown at him and hit the back of his hand and raised an immense bruise.
By nightfall it was raining, a cold
downpour mixed with sleet, and it was this and exhaustion that drove the people
from the streets, not the police. Yet when the crowds were gone the police
found that their work was just beginning. Gaping windows and broken doorways
had to be guarded until they could be repaired, the injured had to be found and
brought in for treatment, while the Fire Department needed aid in halting the
countless fires. This went on through the night and at dawn Andy found himself
slumped on a bench in the precinct, hearing his name being called off from a
list by Lieutenant Grassioli.
"And that's all that can be
spared," the lieutenant added. "You men draw rations before you leave
and turn in your riot equipment. I want you all back here at eighteen‑hundred
and I don't want excuses. Our troubles aren't over yet."
Sometime during the night the rain
had stopped. The rising sun cast long shadows down the crosstown streets,
putting a golden sheen on the wet, black pavement. A burned‑out
brownstone was still smoking and Andy picked his way through the charred
wreckage that littered the street in front of it. On the corner of
The first cavemen were coming out of
the subway entrance, blinking at the light. During the summer everyone laughed
at the cavemen‑the people whom Welfare had assigned to living quarters in
the stations of the now‑silent subways‑but as the cold weather
approached, the laughter was replaced by envy. Perhaps it was filthy down
there, dusty, dark, but there were always a few electric heaters turned on.
They weren't living in luxury, but at least Welfare didn't let them freeze.
Andy turned into his own block.
Going up the stairs in his building,
he trod heavily on some of the sleepers but was too fatigued to care‑or
even notice. He had trouble fumbling his key into the lock and Sol heard him
and came to open it.
" I just made some soup,"
Sol said. "You timed it perfectly."
Andy pulled the broken remains of
some weedcrackers from his coat pocket and spilled them onto the table.
"Been stealing food?" Sol
asked, picking up a piece and nibbling on it. "I thought no grub was being
given out for two more days?"
"Police ration."
"Only fair. You can't beat up
the citizenry on an empty stomach. I'll throw some of these into the soup. give
it some body. I guess you didn't see TV yesterday so you wouldn't know about
all the fun and games in Congress. Things are really jumping . . . .
"Is Shirl awake yet?" Andy
asked, shucking out of his coat and dropping heavily into a chair.
Sol was silent a moment, then he
said slowly, "She's not here."
Andy yawned. "It's pretty early
to go out. Why?"
"Not today, Andy." Sol
stirred the soup with his back turned. "She went out yesterday, a couple
of hours after you did. She's not back yet "
"You mean she was out all the
time during the riots‑and last night too? What did you do?" He sat
upright, his bone‑weariness forgotten.
"What could I do? Go out and
get myself trampled to death like the rest of the old fogies? I bet she's all
right, she probably saw all the trouble and decided to stay with friends
instead of coming back here."
"What friends? What are you
talking about? I have to go find her."
"Sit!" Sol ordered.
"What can you do out there? Have some soup and get some sleep, that's the
best thing you can do. She'll be okay. I know it," he added reluctantly.
"What do you know, Sol?"
Andy took him by the shoulders, half turning him from the stove.
"Don't handle the
merchandise!" Sol shouted, pushing the hand away. Then, in a quieter
voice: "All I know is she just didn't go out of here for nothing. she had
a reason. She had her old coat on, but I could see what looked like a real nifty
dress underneath. And nylon stockings. A fortune on her legs. And when she said
so long I saw she had lots of makeup on."
"Sol‑what are you trying
to say?"
"I'm not trying‑I'm
saying. She was dressed for visiting, not for shopping, like she was on the way
out to see someone. Her old man, maybe, she could be visiting him."
"Why should she want to see
him?"
"You tell me? You two had a
fight, didn't you? Maybe she went away for a while to cool off."
"A fight. . . I guess so."
Andy dropped back into the chair, squeezing his forehead between his palms. Had
it only been last night? No, the night before last. It seemed a hundred years
since they had had that stupid argument. He looked up with sudden fear.
"She didn't take her things‑anything with her?" he asked.
"Just a little bag," Sol
said, and put a steaming bowl on the table in front of Andy. "Eat up. I'll
pour one for myself." Then, "She'll be back."
Andy was almost too tired to argue‑and
what could be said? He spooned the soup automatically, then realized as he
tasted it that he was very hungry. He ate with his elbow on the table, his free
hand supporting his head.
"You should have heard the
speeches in the Senate yesterday," Sol said. "Funniest show on earth.
They're trying to push this Emergency Bill through‑some emergency, it's
only been a hundred years in the making‑and you should hear them talking
all around the little points and not mentioning the big ones." His voice
settled into a rich Southern accent. "Faced by dire straits, we propose a
survey of all the ee‑mense riches of this the greatest ee‑luvial
basin, the delta, suh, of the mightiest of rivers, the
"What are you talking
about?" Andy asked, only half listening.
"Birth control, that's what.
They are finally getting around to legalizing clinics that will be open to
anyone‑married or not‑and making it a law that all mothers must be
supplied with birth control information. Boy, are we going to hear some howling
when the bluenoses find out about that!"
"Not now, Sol, I'm tired. Did
Shirl say anything about when she would be back?"
"Just what I told you . .
." He stopped and listened to the sound of footsteps coming down the hall.
They stopped‑and there was a light knocking on the door.
Andy was there first, twisting at
the knob, tearing the door open.
"Shirl!" he said.
"Are you all right?"
"Yes, sure‑I'm
fine."
He held her to him, tightly, almost
cutting off her breath. "With the riots‑I didn't know what to
think," he said. "I just came in a little while ago myself. Where
have you been? What happened?"
"I just wanted to get out for a
while, that's all." She wrinkled her nose. "What's that funny
smell?"
He stepped away from her. anger
welling up through the fatigue. "I caught some of my own puke gas and
heaved up. It's hard to get off. What do you mean that you wanted to get out
for a while?"
Let me get my coat off."
Andy followed her into the other
room and closed the door behind them. She was taking a pair of high‑heeled
shoes out of the bag she carried and putting them into the closet.
"Well?" he said.
"Just that, it's not
complicated. I was feeling trapped in here, with the shortages and the cold and
everything, and never seeing you, and I felt bad about the fight we had.
Nothing seemed to be going right. So I thought if I dressed up and went to one
of the restaurants where I used to go, just have a cup of kofee or something, I
might feel better. A morale booster, you know." She looked up at his cold
face, then glanced quickly away.
"Then what happened?" he
asked.
"I'm not in the witness box,
Andy. Why the accusing tone?"
He turned his back and looked out
the window. "I'm not accusing you of anything, but‑you were out all
night. How do you expect me to feel?"
"Well, you know how bad it was
yesterday, I was afraid to come back. I was up at Curley's‑"
"The meateasy?"
"Yes, but if you don't eat
anything it's not expensive. It's just the food that costs. I met some people I
knew and we talked, they were going to a party and invited me and I went along.
We were watching the news about the riots on TV and no one wanted to go out, so
the party just went on and on. That's about all, a lot of people stayed
overnight and so did I." She slipped off her dress and hung it up, then
put on wool slacks and a heavy sweater.
"Is that all you did. just
spend the night?"
"Andy, you're tired. Why don't
you get some sleep? We can talk about this some other time."
"I want to talk about it
now."
"Please, there's nothing more
to be said. . . :'
"Yes there is. Whose apartment
was it?"
"No one you know. He's not a
friend of Mike's, just someone I used to see at parties."
"He?" The silence
stretched tight, until Andy's question snapped it. "Did you spend the
night with him?"
"Do you really want to
know?"
"Of course I want to know. What
do you think I'm asking you for? You slept with him, didn't you?"
"Yes."
The calmness of her voice, the
suddenness of her answer stopped him, as though he had asked the question
hoping to get another answer. He groped for the words to express what he felt
and, finally, all he could ask was "Why?"
"Why?" This single word
opened her lips and spilled out the cold anger. "Why? What other choice
did I have? I had dinner and drinks and I had to pay for it. What else do I
have to pay with?"
"Stop it, Shirl, you're being .
. .
"I'm being what? Truthful?
Would you let me stay here if I didn't sleep with you?"
"That's different!"
"Is it?" She began to
tremble. "Andy, I hope it is, it should be‑but I just don't know any
more. I want us to be happy, I don't know why we fight. That's not what I want.
But things seem to be going so wrong. If you were here, if I was with you more
. . ."
"We settled that the other
night. I have my work‑what else can I do?"
"Nothing else, I suppose,
nothing . . ." She clasped her fingers together to stop their shaking.
"Go to sleep now, you need the rest."
She went into the other room and he
did not stir until the door clicked shut. He started to follow her, then
stopped and sat on the edge of the bed. What could he say to her? Slowly he
pulled off his shoes and, fully dressed, stretched out and pulled the blanket
over him.
Tired and exhausted as he was, he
did not fall asleep for a very long time‑
C H
A P T E R 3
Since most people don't like to get
up while it is still dark, the morning line for the water ration was always the
shortest of the day. Yet there were still enough people about when Shirl
hurried to get a place in line so that no one ever bothered her. By the time
she had her water the sun would be up and the streets were a good deal safer.
Besides that, she and Mrs. Miles had fallen into the habit of meeting every
day, whoever came first saved a place in line, and walking back together. Mrs.
Miles always had the little boy with her who still seemed to be ill with the
kwash. Apparently her husband needed the protein‑rich peanut butter more
than the child did. The water ration had been increased. This was so welcome
that Shirl tried not to notice how much harder it was to carry, and how her
back hurt when she climbed the stairs. There was even enough water now to wash
with. The water points were supposed to open again by mid‑November in the
very latest, and that wasn't too far away. This morning, like most of the other
mornings, Shirl was back before eight and when she came into the apartment she
saw that Andy was dressed and just ready to leave.
"Talk to him, Shirl," Andy
said. "Convince him that he is being a chunkhead. It must be
senility." He kissed her good‑by before he went out. It had been
three weeks since the fight and on the surface things were the same as before,
but underneath something had changed, some of the feeling of security‑or
perhaps love‑had been eroded away. They did not talk about it.
"What's wrong?" she asked,
peeling off the outer layers of clothing that swaddled her. Andy stopped in the
doorway.
"Ask Sol. I'm sure he'll be
happy to tell you in great detail. But when he's all through remember one
thing. He's wrong."
"Every man to his own
opinion," Sol said placidly, rubbing the grease from an ancient can of
dubbing onto an even more ancient pair of Army boots.
"Opinion nothing," Andy
said. "You're just asking for trouble. I'll see you tonight, Shirl. If
it's as quiet as yesterday I shouldn't be too late." He closed the door
and she locked it behind him.
"What on earth is he talking
about?" Shirl asked, warming her hands over the brick of seacoal
smoldering in the stove. It was raw and cold out, and the wind rattled the
window in its frame.
"He's talking about
protest," Sol said, admiring the buffed, blackened toe of the boot.
"Or maybe better he's talking against protest. You heard about the
Emergency Bill? It's been schmeared all over TV for the last week."
"Is that the one they call the
Baby‑killer Bill?"
"They?" Sol shouted,
scrubbing angrily at the boot. "Who are they? A bunch of bums, that's who.
People with their minds in the Middle Ages and their feet in a rut. In other
words‑bums."
"But, Sol‑you can't force
people to practice something they don't believe in. A lot of them still think
that it has something to do with killing babies."
"So they think wrong. Am I to
blame because the world is full of fatheads? You know well enough that birth
control has nothing to do with killing babies. In fact it saves them. Which is
the bigger crime‑letting kids die of disease and starvation or seeing
that the unwanted ones don't get born in the first place?"
"Putting it that way sounds
different. But aren't you forgetting about natural law? Isn't birth control a
violation of that?"
"Darling, the history of
medicine is the history of the violation of natural law. The Church‑and
that includes the Protestant as well as the Catholic‑tried to stop the
use of anesthetics because it was natural law for a woman to have pain while
giving birth. And it was natural law for people to die of sickness. And natural
law that the body not be cut open and repaired. There was even a guy named
Bruno that got burned at the stake because he didn't believe in absolute truth
and natural laws like these. Everything was against natural law once. and now
birth control has got to join the rest. Because all of our troubles today come
from the fact that there are too many people in the world."
"That's too simple, Sol. Things
aren't really that black and white...
"Oh yes they are, no one wants
to admit it, that's all. Look, we live in a lousy world today and our troubles
come from only one reason. Too goddamn many people. Now, how come that for
ninety‑nine per cent of the time that people have been on this earth we
never had any overpopulation problems?"
"I don' know‑I never
thought about it."
"You're not the only one. The
reason‑aside from wars and floods and earthquakes, unimportant things
like that‑was that everybody was sick like dogs. A lot of babies died, a
lot of kids died, and everybody else died young. A coolie in
"Then‑what changed?"
"I'll tell you what
changed." He shook the boot at her. "Modern medicine arrived.
Everything had a cure. Malaria was wiped out along with all the other diseases
that had been killing people young and keeping the population down. Death
control arrived. Old people lived longer. More babies lived who would have
died, and now they grow up into old people who live longer still. People are
still being fed into the world just as fast‑they're not just being taken
out of it at the same rate. Three are born for every two that die. So the
population doubles and doubles‑and keeps on doubling at a quicker rate
all the time. We got a plague of people, a disease of people infesting the
world. We got more people who are living longer. Less people have to be born,
that's the answer. We got death control‑we got to match it with birth
control."
"I still don't see how you can
when people still think it has something to do with killing babies."
"Stop with the dead
babies!" Sol shouted, and heaved the boot the length of the room.
"There are no babies involved in this‑alive or dead‑except in
the pointed heads of the idiots who repeat what they have heard without understanding
a word of it. Present company excepted," he added in a not too sincere
voice. "How can you kill something that never existed? We're all winners
in the ovarian derby, yet I never heard anyone crying about the‑if you
will excuse the biological term‑the sperm who were the losers in the
race."
"Sol‑what on earth are
you talking about?"
"The ovarian derby. Every time
an egg is fertilized there are a couple of million sperm swimming along, racing
along trying to do the job. Only one of them can win the derby, since the very
instant fertilization takes place all the rest of them are out in the cold.
Does anyone give a damn about the millions of sperm that don't make it? The
answer is no. So what are all the complicated rhythm charts, devices, pills,
caps and drugs that are used for birth control? Nothing but ways of seeing that
one other sperm doesn't make it either. So where do the babies come in? I don't
see any babies."
"When you put it that way, I
guess they don't. But if it is that simple how come nothing was ever done
before this?"
Sol breathed a long and tremulous
sigh and gloomily retrieved the boot and went back to polishing it.
"Shirk" he said, "if
I could answer that they would probably make me President tomorrow. Nothing is
ever that simple when it comes down to finding an answer. Everyone has got
their own ideas and they push them and say to hell with everyone else. That's
the history of the human race. It got us on top, only now it is pushing us off.
The thing is that people will put up with any kind of discomfort, and dying
babies, and old age at thirty as long as it has always been that way. Try to
get them to change and they fight you, even while they're dying, saying it was
good enough for grandpa so it's good enough for me. Bango, dead. When the UN
sprayed the houses with DDT in Mexico‑to kill the mosquitoes who carried
malaria that killed the people‑they had to have soldiers hold the people
back so they could spray. The locals didn't like that white stuff on the
furniture, didn't look good. I saw it myself. But that was the rarity. Death
control slid into the world mostly without people even knowing it. Doctors used
better and better drugs, water supplies improved, public health people saw to
it that diseases didn't spread the way they used to. It came about almost
naturally without hardly being noticed, and now we got too many people in the
world. And something has to be done about it. But doing something means that
people must change, make an effort, use their minds, which is what most people
do not like to do."
"Yet it does seem an intrusion
of privacy, Sol. Telling people they can't have any children."
"Stop it! We're almost back to
the dead babies again! Birth control doesn't mean no children. It just means
that people have a choice how they want to live. Like rutting, unthinking,
breeding animal‑or like reasoning creatures. Will a married couple have
one, two or three children‑whatever number will keep the world population
steady and provide a full life of opportunity for everyone? Or will they have
four, five or six, unthinking and uncaring, and raise them in hunger and cold
and misery? Like that world out there," he added, pointing out of the
window.
"If the world is like that‑then
everyone must be unthinking and selfish, like you say."
"No‑I think better of the
human race. They've just never been told, they've been born animals and died
animals, too many of them. I blame the stinking politicians and so‑called
public leaders who have avoided the issue and covered it up because it was controversial
and what the hell, it will be years before it matters and I'm going to get mine
now. So mankind gobbled in a century all the world's resources that had taken
millions of years to store up, and no one on the top gave a damn or listened to
all the voices that were trying to warn them, they just let us overproduce and
overconsume, until now the oil is gone, the topsoil depleted and washed away.
the trees chopped down, the animals extinct. the earth poisoned, and all we
have to show for this is seven billion people fighting over the scraps that are
left, living a miserable existence‑and still breeding without control. So
I say the time has come to stand up and be counted."
Sol pushed his feet into the boots,
laced them up and tied them. He put on a heavy sweater, then took an ancient,
moth‑eaten battle jacket from the wardrobe. A row of ribbons drew a line
of color across the olive drab, and under them were a sharpshooter's medal and
a technical‑school badge. "It must have shrunk," Sol said,
grunting as he struggled to close it over his stomach. Then he wrapped a scarf
around his neck and shrugged into his ancient, battered overcoat.
"Where are you going?"
Shirl asked, baffled.
"To make a statement. To ask
for trouble as our friend Andy told me. I'm seventy‑five years old and I
reached this venerable state by staying out of trouble. keeping my mouth shut
and not volunteering, just like I learned in the Army. Maybe there were too
many guys in the world like me, I don't know. Maybe I should have made my protest
a lot earlier, but I never saw anything I felt like protesting about‑which
I do now. The forces of darkness and the forces of light, they're meeting
today. I'm going to join with the forces of light." He jammed a woolen
watch cap down over his ears and stalked to the door.
"Sol, what on earth are you
talking about? Tell me, please," Shirl begged, not knowing whether to
laugh or to cry.
"There's a rally. The Save Our
Babies nuts are marching on City Hall, trying to lick the Emergency Bill.
There's another meeting, of people in favor of the bill, and the bigger the
turnout there, the better. If enough people stand up and shout they might be
heard, maybe the bill will get through Congress this time. Maybe."
"Sol . . ." she called
out, but the door was closed.
Andy brought him home, late that
night, helping the two ambulance men carry the stretcher up the stairs. Sol was
strapped to the stretcher, white faced and unconscious, breathing heavily.
"There was a street
fight," Andy said, "almost a riot when the march started. Sol was in
it. He got knocked down. His hip is broken." He looked at her, unsmiling
and tired, as the stretcher was carried in.
"That can be very serious with
old people," he said.
C H A P T E R 5
There was a thin crust of ice on the
water, and it crackled and broke when Billy pushed the can down through it. As
he climbed back up the stairs he saw that another rusted metal step had been
exposed. They had dipped a lot of water out of the compartment, but it still
appeared to be at least half full.
"There's a little ice on top,
but I don't think it can freeze all the way down solid," he told Peter as
he closed and dogged shut the door. "There's still plenty of water there,
plenty."
He measured the water carefully
every day and locked the door on it as though it were a bank vault full of
money. Why not? It was as good as money. As long as the water shortage
continued they could get a good price for it, all the D's they needed to keep
warm and eat well.
"How about that, Pete?" he
said, hanging the can from the bracket over the seacoal fire. "Did you
ever stop to think that we can eat this water? Because we can sell it and buy
food, that's why."
Peter squatted on his hams, staring
fixedly out the door, and paid no attention until Billy shouted to him and
repeated what he had said. Peter shook his head, unhappily.
"Whose God is their belly, and
whose glory is in their shame," he intoned. "I have explained to you,
Billy, we are approaching the end of all material things. If you covet them you
are lost . . . ."
"So‑are you lost? You're
wearing clothes bought with that water and eating the grub‑so what do you
mean?"
"I eat simply to exist for the
Day," he answered solemnly, squinting through the open door at the watery
November sun. "We are so close, just a few weeks now, it is hard to
believe. Soon it will be days. What a blessing that it should come during our
lifetimes." He pulled himself to his feet and went out: Billy could hear
him climbing down to the ground.
"World coming to an end,"
Billy muttered to himself as he stirred ener‑G granules into the water.
"Nuts, plain nuts."
This wasn't the first time he had
thought that‑but only to himself, never aloud in Peter's hearing.
Everything the man said did sound crazy but it could be true too. Peter could
prove it with the Bible and other books, he didn't have the books now, but he
had read them so much he could recite whole long pieces out of them. Why
couldn't it be true? What other reason could there be for the world being like
this? It hadn't always been this way, the old films on TV proved that, yet it
had changed so much so quickly. There had to be a reason, so maybe it was like
Peter said, the world would end and New Year's Day would be Doomsday ....
"It's a nutty idea," he
said out loud, but he shivered at the same time and held his hands over the
smoking fire.
Things weren't that bad. He was
wearing two sweaters and an old suit jacket with pieces of inner tube sewed on
to patch the elbows, warmer than anything he had ever worn before. And they ate
well: he noisily sucked the ener‑G broth from the spoon. Buying the
Welfare cards had cost a lot of D's
but it was worth it, well worth it. They got Welfare food rations now. and even
water rations so they could save their own water to sell. And he had been
sniffing LSD
dirt at least once a week. The world
wasn't going to come to an end for along while yet. The hell with that, the
world was all right as
long as you kept your eyes open and
looked out for yourself.
A jingling clank sounded outside,
from one of the pieces of rusty metal hanging from the bare ribs of the ship.
Anyone who tried to climb up to the cabin now had to push past these dangling
obstacles and give clear warning of their approach. Since the discovery of the
water they had to be wary of any others who might
want to move in as occupants. Billy
picked up the crowbar and walked to the door.
"I made us some food,
Peter," he said, leaning over the edge. A strange, bristle‑bearded
face looked up at him.
"Get down from there!"
Billy shouted. The man mumbled something around the length of sharpened
automobile leaf spring that he had clamped in his mouth, then hung by one hand
and took out the weapon with his free hand.
"Bettyjo!" he shouted in a
hoarse voice, and Billy jumped as something whizzed by his ear and crashed into
the metal bulkhead behind him.
A squat woman with an immense tangle
of blond hair stood among the ribs of the ship below, and Billy dodged as she
hurled another lump of broken concrete at him. "Go on, Donald!" she
screeched. Get up there!"
A second man. hairy and filthy
enough to be a twin to the first one, scrambled over the rusty metal and began
to climb up on the other side of the ship. Billy saw the trap at once. He could
brain anyone who tried to get to the strip of deck in front of the door‑but
only one at a time. He couldn't guard both sides at once. While he was beating
off one attacker the other would climb up behind him.
"Peter!" he shouted as
loud as he could. "Peter!"
Another piece of concrete burst into
dust behind him. He ran to the edge and swung his crowbar at the first man, who
bent lower and let it clang against the beam above his head. The noise gave
Billy an idea and he jumped back and pounded his crowbar against the metal wall
of the deck house until the hammering broom rolled out across the shipyard.
"Peter!" he shouted once more, desperately, then leaped for the other
end where the second man had thrown an arm over the edge. The man withdrew it
hurriedly and swung down out of range of his weapon, jeering up at him.
When Billy turned back he saw that
the first man had both arms over the edge and was pulling himself up.
Screaming, more afraid than angry. Billy ran at him swinging down his crowbar:
it grazed the man's head and thudded into his shoulder, knocking the auto
spring out of his mouth at the same time. The man roared with rage but did not
fall. Billy swung his weapon up for another blow but found himself caught
roughly from behind by the second man. He couldn't move‑could scarcely
breathe‑as the man before him spat out fragments of teeth. Blood ran down
into his beard and he gurgled as he pulled himself all the way up and began
beating Billy with granite fists. Billy howled with pain, lashed out with his
feet, tried to break free, but there was no escape. The two men, laughing now,
pushed him over the edge of the deck, prying at his clutching hands, sending
him toward destruction on the jagged metal twenty feet below.
He was hanging by his hands as they
stamped at his fingers when they suddenly jumped back. This was the first that
Billy realized Peter had returned and climbed up behind him, swinging length of
pipe at the two men above. In the moment's respite Billy transferred his grip
to the skeletal side of the ship and eased his aching body toward the ground
that looked impossibly far below. The invaders had occupied the ship and had
the advantage now. Peter dodged a swing of the leaf spring and joined Billy in
a retreat to the ground. Words penetrated and Billy realized that the woman was
screaming curses, and had been for some time.
"Kill 'em both!" she
shouted. "He hit me, knocked me down. Kill 'em!" She was hurling
lumps of concrete again. but was so carried away by rage that none of them came
close. When Peter and Billy reached the ground she waddled quickly away,
calling curses over her shoulder, her mass of yellow hair flying around her
head. The two men above blinked down at them, but said nothing. They had done
their job. They were in possession of the ship.
"We shall leave," Peter
said, putting his arm around Billy to help him walk. using his pipe as a staff
to lean upon. "They are strong and have the ship now‑and the water.
And they are wise enough to guard it well, at least the harlot Bettyjo is. I
know her, a woman of evil who gives her body to those two so they will do what
she asks. Yes, it is a sign. She is a harlot of
"We have to get back in,"
Billy gasped .
. . . showing us that we must go to
the greater harlot of
Billy sank to the ground, gasping
for breath and trying to knead some of the pain from his fingers, while Peter
calmly looked back at the ship that had been their home and fortune. Three
small figures capered on the high deck and their jeers came faintly through the
cold wind from the bay. Billy began to shiver.
"Come," Peter said gently,
and helped him to his feet. "There is no place to stay here, no dwelling
any more. I know where we can get shelter in
"I don't want to go
there," Billy said, drawing back, remembering the police.
"We must. We will be safe
there."
Billy walked slowly after him. Why
not? he thought: the cops would have forgotten about him along time ago. It
might be all right, specially if Peter knew some place to go. If he stayed here
he would have to stay alone: the fear of that was greater than any remembered
fear of the police. They would make out as long as they stuck together.
They were halfway across
"No, as you recall, you took
them to get the water yesterday. They are not important."
"Not important!" Billy
sobbed.
They had the bridge to themselves,
an aching winter aloneness. The color of the slate‑gray water below was
reflected in the lowering clouds above, which were driven along by the icy wind
that cut sharply through their clothes. It was too cold to stay and Billy
started forward, Peter followed.
"Where are we going?"
Billy asked when they came off the bridge and turned down
"To the lots. There are a large
number of them near the housing developments," Peter said.
"You're nuts, the lots are
full, they always have been."
"Not this time of year,"
Peter answered, pointing to the filthy ice that filled the gutter. "Living
in the lots is never easy, and this time of year it is particularly hard for
the older people and invalids."
It was only on the television screen
that Billy had seen the streets of the city filled with cars. For him it was a
historical‑and therefore uninteresting‑fact, because the lots had
been there for as long as he could remember, a permanent and decaying part of
the landscape. As traffic had declined and operating automobiles became rarer,
there was no longer a need for the hundreds of parking lots scattered about the
city. They began to gradually fill up with abandoned cars, some hauled there by
the police and others pushed in by hand. Each lot was now a small village with
people living in every car because, uncomfortable as the cars were, they were
still better than the street. Though each car had long since had its full quota
of inhabitants, vacancies occurred in the winter when the weaker ones died.
They started to work their way
through the big lot behind the Seward Park Houses, but were driven off by a
gang of teen‑agers armed with broken bricks and homemade knives. Walking
down
"This looks like a good
one," Billy said, pointing to a hulking ancient Buick turbine sedan with
its brake drums half sunk into the dirt. The windows were heavily frosted on
both sides, and there was only silence from inside when they tried all the
locked doors. "I wonder how they get in?" Billy said, then climbed up
on the hood. There was a sliding sunroof over the front seat and it moved a
little when he pushed at it. "Bring the pipe up here, this might be
it," he called down to Peter.
The cover shifted when they levered
at it with the pipe, then slid back. The gray light poured down on the face and
staring eyes of an old man. He had an evil‑looking club clutched in one
hand, a bar of some kind bound about with lengths of knotted cord that held
shards of broken, pointed glass into place. He was dead.
"He must have been tough to
hold on to a big car like this all by himself," Billy said.
He was a big man and stiff with the
cold and they had to work hard to get him up through the opening. They had no
need for the filthy rags bound around him, though they did take his Welfare
card. Peter dragged him out to the street for the Department of Sanitation to
find, while Billy waited inside the car, standing with his head out of the
opening, glowering in all directions, the glass‑studded club ready if
anyone wanted to dispute the occupation of their new home.
"My, that does look good,"
Mrs. Miles said, waiting at the end of the long counter, watching as the
Welfare clerk slid the small package across the counter to Shirl. "Someone
sick in your family?"
"Where's the old package,
lady?" the clerk complained. "You know you don't get the new one
without turning in the old. And three D's."
"I'm sorry," Shirl said,
taking the crumpled plastic envelope from her shopping bag and handing it to
him along with the money. He grumbled something and made a check on one of his
record boards. "Next," he called out.
"Yes," Shirl told Mrs.
Miles, who was squinting at the package and shaping the words slowly with her
mouth as she spelled out the printing on it. "It's Sol, he had an
accident. He shares the apartment with us and he must be over seventy. He broke
his hip and can't get out of bed: this is for him."
"Meat flakes, that sure sounds
nice," Mrs. Miles said. handing back the package and following it with her
eyes as it vanished into Shirl's bag. "How do you cook them?"
"You can do whatever you like
with them, but I make a thick soup with weedcrumbs, it's easier to eat that
way. Sol can't sit up at all."
"A man like that should be in
the hospital, specially when he's so old."
"He was in the hospital, but
there's no room at all now. As soon as they found out he lived in an apartment
they got in touch with Andy and made him take Sol home. Anyone who has a place
they can go
to has to leave.
"No better, no worse. Kwash
stays the same all the time, which is okay because I keep drawing the
ration." She pointed to the plastic cup in her bag, into which had been
dropped a small dollop of peanut butter. "Tommy gotta stay home while the
weather is so cold, there ain't enough clothes for all the kids to go around,
not with Winny going out to school every day. She's smart. She's going to
finish the whole three years. I haven't seen you at the water ration a long
time now."
"Andy goes to get it, I have to
stay with Sol."
"You're lucky having someone
sick in the house, you can get in here for a ration. It's going to be
weedcrackers and water for the rest of the city this winter, that's for
sure."
Lucky? Shirl thought, knotting her
kerchief under her chin, looking around the dark bare room of the Welfare
Special Ration section. The counter divided the room in half, with the clerks
and the tiers of half‑empty shelves on one side, the shuffling lines of
people on the other. Here were the tight‑drawn faces and trembling limbs
of the sick, the ones in need of special diets. Diabetics, chronic invalids,
people with deficiency diseases and the numerous pregnant women. Were these the
lucky ones?
"What you going to have for
dinner tomorrow?" Mrs. Miles asked, peering through the dirt‑filmed
window, trying to see the sky outside.
"I don't know, the same as
always I guess. Why?"
"It might snow. Maybe we might
have a white Thanksgiving like we used to have when I was a little girl. We're
going to have a fish, I been saving for it. Tomorrow's Thursday, the twenty‑fifth
of November. Didn't you remember?"
Shirl shook her head. "I guess
not. Things have been turned upside down since Sol has been sick."
They walked, heads lowered to escape
the blast of the wind, and when they turned the corner from
"I'm sorry," Shirl said.
"I didn't see you. . . :'
"You're not blind," the
other woman snapped. "Walking around running into people." Her eyes
widened as she looked at Shirl. "You!"
"I said I was sorry, Mrs.
Haggerty. It was an accident." She started to walk on but the other woman
stepped in front of her, blocking her way.
"I knew I'd find you,"
Mrs. Haggerty said triumphantly. "I'm going to have the court of law on
you, you stole all my brother's money and he didn't leave me none, none at all.
Not only that but all the bills I had to pay, the water bill, everything. They were
so high I had to sell all the furniture to pay them, and it still wasn't enough
and they're after me for the rest. You're going to pay!"
Shirl remembered Andy taking the
showers and something of her thoughts must have shown on her face because Mary
Haggerty's shout rose to a shrill screech.
"Don't laugh at me, I'm an
honest woman! A thing like you can't stand in a public street smiling at me.
The whole world knows what you are, you . . ."
Her voice was cut off by a sharp
crack as Mrs. Miles slapped her hard across the face. "Just hold on to
that dirty tongue, girlie," Mrs. Miles said. "No one talks to a
friend of mine like that."
"You can't do that to me!"
Mike's sister shrieked.
"I already done it‑and
you'll get more if you keep hanging around here."
The two women faced each other and
Shirl was forgotten for the moment. They were alike in years and background,
though Mary Haggerty had come up a bit in the world since she had been married.
But she had grown up in these streets and she knew the rules. She had to either
fight or back down.
"This is none of your
business," she said.
"I'm making it my
business," Mrs. Miles said, balling her fist and cocking back her arm.
"It's none of your
business," Mike's sister said, but she scuttled backward a few steps at
the same time.
"Blow!" Mrs. Miles said
triumphantly.
"You're going to hear from me
again!" Mary Haggerty called over her shoulder as she drew together the
shreds of her dignity and stalked away. Mrs. Miles laughed coldly and spat
after the receding back.
"I'm sorry to get you
involved," Shirl said.
"My pleasure," Mrs. Miles
said. "I wish she really had started some trouble. I would have slugged
her. I know her kind."
"I really don't owe her any
money . . . .
"Who cares? It would be better
if you did. It would be a pleasure to stiff someone like that"
Mrs. Miles left her in front of her
building and stamped solidly away into the dusk. Suddenly weary, Shirl climbed
the long flights to the apartment and pushed through the unlocked door.
"You look bushed," Sol
told her. He was heaped high with blankets and only his face showed: his woolen
watch cap was pulled down over his ears. "And turn that thing off, will
you. It's an even chance whether I go blind or deaf first"
Shirl put down her bag and switched
off the blaring TV. "It's getting cold out," she said. "It's
even cold in here. I'll make a fire and heat some soup at the same time."
"Not more of that drecky meat
flake stuff," Sol complained, and made a face.
"You shouldn't talk like
that," Shirl said patiently. "It's real meat, just what you
need."
"What I need, you can't get any
more. Do you know what meat flakes are? I heard all about it on TV today, not
that I wanted to but how could I turn the damn thing off? A big sales pitch
program on taming the wilds in
"It sounds very nice,"
Shirl said, stirring the brown, woodlike chips of meat into the pot. "I
saw a movie once on TV where they were eating snails, in
"For Frenchmen maybe, not for
me . . ." Sol broke into a fit of coughing that left him weak and white
faced on the pillow, breathing rapidly.
"Do you want a drink of
water?" Shirl asked.
"No‑that's all
right." His anger seemed to have drained away with the coughing. "I'm
sorry to take it out on you, kid, you takin' care of me and everything. It's just
that I'm not used to lying around. I stayed in shape all my life, regular
exercise that's the answer, looked after myself, never asked anybody for
anything. But there's one thing you can't stop." He looked down gloomily
at the bed. "Time marches on. The bones get brittle. Fall down and bango,
they got you in a cast to your chin."
"The soup's ready
"Not right now, I'm not hungry.
Maybe you could turn on the TV - no, leave it off. I had enough. On the news
they said that it looks like the Emergency Bill is going to pass after only a
couple of months of yakking in Congress. I don't believe it. Too many people
don't know about it or don't care about it, so there is no real pressure on
Congress to do anything about it. We still have women with ten kids who are
starving to death, who believe there is something evil about having smaller
families. I suppose we can mostly blame the Catholics for that, they're still
not completely convinced that controlling births is a good thing."
"Sol, please, don't be anti‑Catholic.
My Mother's family . . .
"I'm not being anti‑nothing,
and I love your mother's family. Am I anti‑Puritan because I say Cotton
Mather was a witch‑burning bum who helped to cook old ladies? That's
history. Your Church has gone on record and fought publicly against any public
birth control measures. That's history too. The results‑which prove them
wrong‑are just outside that window. They have forced their beliefs on the
rest of us so we're all going down the drain together."
"It's not really that bad. The
Church is not really against the idea of birth control, just the way it is
done. They have always approved of the rhythm technique . . . ."
"Not good enough. Neither is
the Pill, not for everybody. When are they going to say okay to the
"Sol‑you're being
blasphemous."
"Me? Never! But I got just as
much right as the next guy to take a guess as to what God is thinking. Anyway,
it really has nothing to do with Him. I'm just trying to find an excuse for the
Catholic Church to accept the thing and give the suffering human race a
break."
"They're considering it
now."
"That's great. They're only
about thirty‑five years too late. Still, it might work out, though I
doubt it. It's the old business of too little and too late. The world's gone‑not
going‑to hell in a hand basket, and it's all of us who pushed it
there."
Shirl stirred the soup and smiled at
him. "Aren't you exaggerating maybe a little bit? You can't really blame all
our troubles on overpopulation."
"I damned well can, if you'll
pardon the expression. The coal that was supposed to last for centuries has all
been dug up because so many people wanted to keep warm. And the oil too,
there's so little left that they can't afford to burn it, it's got to be turned
into chemicals and plastics and stuff. And the rivers‑who polluted them?
The water‑who drank it? The topsoil‑who wore it out? Everything has
been gobbled up, used up, worn out. What we got left‑our one natural resource?
Old‑car lots, that's what. Everything else has been used up and all we
got to show for it is a couple of billion old cars that are rusting away. One
time we had the whole world in our hands, but we ate it and burned it and it's
gone now.
One time the prairie was black with
buffalo, that's what my schoolbooks said when I was a kid, but I never saw them
because they had all been turned into steaks and moth‑eaten rugs by that
time. Do you think that made any impression on the human race? Or the whales and
passenger pigeons and whooping cranes, or any of the hundred other species that
we wiped out? In a pig's eye it did. In the fifties and sixties there was a lot
of talk about building atomic power plants to purify sea water so the desert
would bloom and all that jazz. But it was just talk. Just because some people
saw the handwriting on the wall didn't mean they could get anyone else to read
it too. It takes at least five years to build just one atomic plant, so the
ones that should have supplied the water and electricity we need now should
have been built then. They weren't. Simple enough."
"You make it sound simple, Sol,
but isn't it too late to worry about what people should have done a hundred
years ago?"
"Forty, but who's
counting."
"What can we do today? Isn't
that what we should be thinking about?"
"You think about it,
honeybunch, I get gloomy when I do. Run full speed ahead just to stay even, and
keep our fingers crossed, that's what we can do today. Maybe I live in the
past, and if I do I got good reasons. Things were a lot better then, and the
trouble would always be coming tomorrow, so the hell with it. There was
sex are probably the most
emotionally important and the most secret things known to mankind, so open
discussion was almost impossible. There should have been free discussion, tons
of money for fertility research, world‑wide family planning, educational
programs on the importance of population control‑and most important of
all, free speech for free opinion. But there never was, and now it is 1999 and
the end of the century. Some century! Well, there's a new century coming up in
a couple of weeks, and maybe it really will be a new century for the knocked‑out
human race. I doubt it‑and I don't worry about it. I won't be here to see
it."
"Sol‑you shouldn't talk
like that"
"Why not? I got an incurable
disease. Old age."
He started coughing again, longer
this time, and when he was through he just lay on the bed, exhausted. Shirl
came over to straighten his blankets and tuck them back in, and her hand
touched his. Her eyes opened wide and she gasped.
"You're warm‑hot. Do you
have a fever?"
"Fever?" He started to
chuckle but it turned to a fit of coughing that left him weaker than before.
When he spoke again it was in a low voice. "Look, darling, I'm an old
cocker. I'm flat on my back in bed all busted up and I can't move and it's cold
enough to freeze a brass monkey in here. The least I should get is bedsores,
but the chances are a lot better that I get pneumonia."
"No"'
"Yes. You don't get anywheres
running away from the truth. If I got it, I got it. Now, be a good girl and eat
the soup, I'm not hungry, and I'll take a little nap." He closed his eyes
and settled his head into the pillow.
It was after seven that evening when
Andy came home. Shirl recognized his footsteps in the hall and met him with her
finger to her lips, then led him quietly toward the other room, pointing to
Sol, who was still asleep and breathing rapidly.
"How is he feeling?" Andy
asked, unbuttoning his sodden topcoat. "What a night out, rain mixed with
sleet and snow."
"He has a fever," Shirl
said, her fingers twisting together. "He says that it's pneumonia. Can it
be? What can we do?"
Andy stopped, halfway out of his
coat. "Does he feel very warm? Has he been coughing?" he asked. Shirl
nodded. Andy opened the door and listened to Sol's breathing, then closed it
again silently and put his coat back on.
"They warned me about this at
the hospital," he said. "There's always a chance with old people who
have to stay in bed. I have some antibiotic pills they gave me. We'll give
those to him, then I'll go to
Sol barely woke up when he swallowed
the pills, and his skin felt burning hot to Shirl when she held up his head. He
was still asleep when Andy returned, less than an hour later. Andy's face was
empty of expression, unreadable, what she always thought of as his professional
face. It could mean only one thing.
"No more antibiotics," he
whispered. "Because of the flu epidemic. The same with the oxygen tents
and the beds. None available, filled up. I never even saw any of the doctors,
just the girl at the desk."
"They can't do that. He's terribly
sick. It's like murder."
"If you go into
"Take their chances!" She
leaned her face against his wet coat and began to sob helplessly. "But
there is no chance at all here. It's murder. An old man like that, he needs
some help, he just can't be left to die."
He held her to him. "We're here
and we can look after him. There are still four of the tablets left. We'll do
everything that we can. Now come inside and lie down. You're going to get sick
too if you don't take better care of yourself."
C H
A P T E R 7
"No, Rusch, impossible. Can't
be done‑and you should know better than to ask me." Lieutenant
Grassioli held his knuckle against the corner of his eye, but it did not stop
the twitching.
"I'm sorry, lieutenant,"
Andy said. "I'm not asking for myself. It's a family problem. I've been on
duty nine hours now and I'll take double tours the rest of the week‑"
"A police officer is on duty
twenty‑four hours a day."
Andy held tight to his temper.
"I know that, sir. I'm not trying to avoid anything."
"No. Now that's the end of it."
"Then let me off for a half an
hour. I just want to go to my place, then I'll report right back to you. After
that I can work through until the day‑duty men come on. You're going to
be shorthanded here after
It would mean working twice around
the clock without any rest, but this would be the only way to get any grudging
aid out of Grassy. The lieutenant couldn't order him to work hours like this‑if
it wasn't an emergency‑but he could use the help. Most of the detective
staff had been turned out again on riot duty so that the routine work had
fallen far behind. Headquarters on
"I never ask a man to do extra
duty," Grassioli said, grabbing the bait. "But I believe in fair
play, give and take. You can take a half an hour now‑but no more,
understand‑and make it up when you come back. If you want to stay around
later, that's your choice."
"Yes, sir," Andy said.
Some choice. He was going to be here when the sun came up.
The rain that had been falling for
the past three days had turned to snow, big, slow flakes that fell silently
through the wide‑spaced pools of light along Twenty‑third Street.
There were few other pedestrians, though there were still dark figures curled
up in knots around the supporting pillars of the expressway. Most of the other
street sleepers had sought some kind of shelter from the weather and, though
they were unseen, their crowded numbers, along with the other citizens of the
city, pressed out from the buildings with an almost tangible presence. Behind
every wall were hundreds of people, seen now only as dark shapes in doorways or
the sudden silhouette against a window. Andy lowered his head to keep the snow
out of his face and walked faster, worry pushing him on until he had to slow
down, panting to catch his breath.
Shirl hadn't wanted him to leave
that morning, but he had no other choice. Sol had been no better‑or worse‑than
he had been for the past three days. Andy would have liked to have stayed with
him, to help Shirl, but he had no choice. He had to leave, he was on duty. She
had not understood this and they had almost fought over it, in whispers so that
Sol wouldn't hear. He had hoped to be back early, but the riot duty had taken
care of that. At least he could look in for a few minutes, talk to them both,
see if he could help in any way. He knew it wasn't easy for Shirl to be alone
with the sick old man‑but what else was there to do?
Music and the canned laughter of
television sounded from most of the doors along the hall, but his own apartment
was silent: he felt a sudden cold premonition. He unlocked the door and opened
it quietly. The room was dark. "Shirl?" he whispered.
"Sot?"
There was no answer, and something
about the silence struck him at once. Where was the fast, rasping breathing
that had filled the room? His flashlight whirred and the beam struck across the
room and moved to the bed, to Sol's still, pale face. He looked as though he
were sleeping quietly, perhaps he was, yet Andy Knew‑even before his
fingertips touched‑that the skin would be cold and that Sol was dead.
Oh, God, he thought, she was alone
with him here, in the dark, while he died.
He suddenly became aware of the
almost soundless, heartbreaking sobbing from the other side of the partition.
C H
A P T E R 8
"I don t want to hear about it
any more!" Billy shouted, but Peter kept talking just as if Billy hadn't
been there, lying right next to him, and hadn't said a word .
. . . and I saw anew heaven and a
new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away: and there
was no more sea,' that is the way it is written in Revelation, the truth is
there if we look for it. A revelation to us, a glimpse of tomorrow . . ."
SHUT UP!"
It had no effect, and the monotonous
voice went on steadily, against the background of the wind that swept around
the old car and keened in through the cracks and holes. Billy pulled a corner
of the dusty cover over his head to deaden the sound, but it didn't help much
and he could hardly breathe. He slipped it below his chin and stared up at the
gray darkness inside the car, trying to ignore the man beside him. With the
seats removed the sedan made a single, not too spacious room. They slept side
by side on the floor, seeking what warmth they could from the tattered mound of
firewall insulation, cushion stuffing and crumpled plastic seat covering that
made up their bedding. There was the sudden reek of iodine and smoke as the
wind blew down the exhaust‑pipe chimney and stirred the ashes in the
trunk, which they used for a stove. The last chunk of seacoal had been burned a
week before.
Billy had slept, he didn't know how
long, until Peter's droning voice had wakened him. He was sure now that the man
was out of his head, talking to himself most of the time. Billy felt stifled by
the walls and the dust, the closeness and the meaningless words that battered
at him and filled the car. Getting to his knees, he turned the crank, lowered
the rear window an inch and put his mouth to the opening, breathing in the cold
freshness of the air. Something brushed against his lips, wetting them. He bent
his head to look out through the opening and could see the white shapes of
snowflakes drifting down.
"I'm going out," he said
as he closed the window, but Peter gave no sign that he had heard him.
"I'm going out. It stinks in here." He picked up the poncho made from
the plastic covering that had been stripped from the front seat of the Buick,
put his head through the opening in the center and wrapped it around him. When
he unlocked the rear door and pushed it open a swirl of snow came in. "It
stinks in here, and you stink‑and I think you're nuts." Billy
climbed out and slammed the door behind him.
When the snow touched the ground it
melted, but it was piling up on the rounded humps of the automobiles. Billy
scraped a handful from the hood of their car and put it in his mouth. Nothing
moved in the darkness and, except for the muffled whisper of the falling snow,
the night was silent. Picking his way through the white-shrouded cars he went
to
As long as he was walking he felt
warm enough, though the snow melted and ran down inside his clothes. But it was
a long way up to
Why shouldn't I come up here? he
asked himself, looking around unhappily at the darkness. The cops have
forgotten all about me by now. It was too long ago, it was‑he counted off
on his fingers four months ago, going on five now in December. Cops never
followed a case more than a couple of weeks, not unless somebody shot the mayor
or stole a million D's or something. As long as no one saw him he was safe as
houses. Twice before he had come north. but as soon as he had got near the old
neighborhood he had stopped. It wasn't raining hard enough or there were too
many people around or something. But tonight was different, the snow was like a
wall around him‑it seemed to be coming down heavier‑and he wouldn't
be seen. He would get to the
At
As he crossed the floating city of
ships Billy had the sudden feeling that it was going to be all right. The
weather was on his side, snowing just as hard as ever, wrapping around and
protecting him. And he had the ships to himself, no one else was topside, no
one saw him pass. He had it all figured out, he had been preparing for this
night for a long time. If he went down the passageway he might be heard while
he was trying to wake someone inside his apartment, but he wasn't that stupid.
When he reached the deck he stopped and took out the braided wire he had made
weeks earlier by splicing together the ignition wires from a half‑dozen
old cars. At the end of the wire was a heavy bolt. He carefully played it out
until the bolt reached the window of the compartment where his mother and
sister slept. Then, swinging it out and back, he let it knock against the
wooden cover that sealed the window. The tiny sound was muffled by the snow,
lost among the creakings and rattlings of the anchored fleet. But inside the
room it would sound loud enough, it would wake someone up.
Less than a minute after he started
the thumping he heard a rattle below and the cover moved, then vanished inside.
He pulled up the wire as a dark blur of a head protruded through the opening.
"What is it? Who is
there?" his sister's voice whispered.
"The eldest brother," he
hissed back in Cantonese. .pen the door and let me in. "
C H
A P T E R 9
"I feel so bad about Sol,"
Shirl said. "It seems so cruel."
"Don't," Andy said,
holding her close in the warmth of the bed and kissing her. "I don't think
he felt as unhappy about it as you do. He was an old man, and in his life he
saw and did a lot. For him everything was in the past and I don't think he was
very happy with the world the way it is today. Look‑isn't that sunshine?
I think the snow has stopped and the weather is clearing up."
"But dying like that was so
useless, if he hadn't gone to that demonstration‑"
"Come on, Shirl, don't beat it.
What's done is done. Why don't you think about today? Can you imagine Grassy
giving me a whole day off just out of sympathy?"
"No. He's a terrible man. I'm
sure he had some other reason and you'll find out about it when you go in
tomorrow."
"Now you sound like me,"
he laughed. "Let's have some breakfast and think about all the good things
we want to do today."
Andy went in and lit the fire while
she dressed, then checked the room again to make sure that he had put all of
Sol's things out of sight. The clothes were in the wardrobe and he had swept
shelves clear and stuffed the books in on top of the clothes. There was nothing
he could do about the bed, but he pulled the cover up and put the pillow in the
wardrobe too so that it looked more like a couch. Good enough. In the next few
weeks he would get rid of the things one by one in the flea market: the books
should bring a good
price. They would eat better for
awhile and Shirl wouldn't have to know where the extra money came from.
He was going to miss Sol, he knew
that. Seven years ago, when he had first rented the room, it had been just a
convenient arrangement for both of them. Sol had explained later that rising
food prices had forced him to divide the room and let out half, but he didn't
want to share it with just any bum. He had gone to the precinct and told them
about the vacancy. Andy. who had been living in the police barracks. had moved
in at once. So Sol had had his money‑and an armed protection at the same
time. There had been no friendship in the beginning, but this had come. They
had become close in spite of their difference in ages: Think young, be young.
Sol had always said, and he had lived up to his own rule. It was funny how many
things Sol had said that Andy could remember. He was going to keep on
remembering these things. He wasn't going to get sentimental over it‑Sol
would have been the first one to laugh at that, and give what he called his
double razzberry‑but he wasn't going to forget him.
The sun was coming in the window now
and, between that and the stove, the chill was gone and the room was
comfortable. Andy switched on the TV and found some music, not the kind of
thing he liked, but Shirl did, so he kept it on. It was something called The
Fountains of Rome, the title was on the screen, superimposed on a picture of
the bubbling fountains. Shirl came in, brushing her hair and he pointed to it.
"Doesn't it give you a thirst,
all that splashing water?" Andy asked.
"Makes me want to take a
shower. I bet I smell something terrible."
"Sweet as perfume," he
said, watching her with pleasure as she sat on the windowsill, still brushing
her hair, the sun touching it with golden highlights. "How would you like
to go on a train ride‑and a picnic today?" he asked suddenly.
"Stop it! I can't take jokes
before breakfast"
"No, I mean it. Move aside for
a second." He leaned close to the window and squinted out at the ancient
thermometer that Sol had nailed to the wooden frame outside. Most of the paint
and numbers had flaked away, but Sol had scratched new ones on in their place.
"It's fifty already‑in the shade‑and I bet it goes up close to
fifty-five today. When you get this kind of weather in December in New York‑grab
it. There might be five feet of snow tomorrow. We can use the last of the
soypaste to make sandwiches. The water train leaves at eleven, and we can ride
in the guard car."
"Then you meant it?"
"Of course, I don't joke about this
kind of thing. A real excursion to the country. I told you about the trip I
made, when I was with the guard last week. The train goes up along the
"I say it sounds wonderfully
impossible and unbelievable. I've never been that far from the city since I was
a little girl, it must be miles and miles. When do we go?"
"Just as soon as we have some
breakfast. I've already put the oatmeal up‑and you might stir it a bit
before it burns."
"Nothing can burn on a seacoal
fire." But she went to the stove and took care of the pot as she said it.
He didn't remember when he had seen her smiling and happy like this: it was
almost like the summer again.
"Don't be a pig and eat all the
oatmeal," she said. "I can use that corn oil‑I knew I was
saving it for something important‑and fry up oatmeal cakes for the picnic
too."
"Make them good and salty, we
can drink all the water we want up there."
Andy pulled the chair out for Shirl
so that she sat with her back to Sol's charging bicycle: there was no point in
her seeing something that might remind her of what had happened. She was
laughing now, talking about their plans for the day, and he didn't want to
change it. It was going to be something special, they were both sure of that.
There was a quick rap on the door
while they were packing in the lunch, and Shirl gasped. "The callboy‑I
knew it! You're going to have to work today . . .
"Don't worry about that,"
Andy smiled. "Grassy won't go back on his word. And besides, that's not
the callboy's knock. If there is one sound I know it's his bam‑bam‑bam."
Shirl forced a smile and went to
unlock the door while he finished wrapping the lunch.
"Tab!" she said happily.
"You're the last person in the world . . . Come in, it's wonderful to see
you. It's Tab Fielding," she said to Andy.
"Morning, Miss Shirl," Tab
said stolidly, staying in the hall. "I'm sorry, but this is no social
call. I'm on the job now."
"What is it?" Andy asked,
walking over next to Shirl.
"You have to realize I take the
work that is offered to me," Tab said. He was unsmiling and gloomy.
"I've been in the bodyguard pool since September, just the odd jobs, no
regular assignment, we take whatever work we can get. A man turns down a job he
goes right back to the end of the list. I have a family to feed . . . ."
"What are you trying to
say?" Andy asked. He was aware that someone was standing in the darkness
behind Tab and he could tell by the shuffle of feet that there were others out
of sight down the hall.
"Don't take no stuff," the
man in back of Tab said in an unpleasant nasal voice. He stayed behind the
bodyguard where he could not be seen. "I got the law on my side. I paid
you. Show him the order!'
I think I understand now," Andy
said. "Get away from the door, Shirl. Come inside, Tab, so we can talk to
you."
Tab started forward and the man in
the hall tried to follow him. "You don't go in there without me‑"
he shrilled. His voice was cut off as Andy slammed the door in his face.
"I wish you hadn't done
that," Tab said. He was wearing his spike-studded iron knucks, his fist
clenched tight around them.
"Relax," Andy said. "
I just wanted to talk to you alone first, find out what was going on. He has a
squat‑order, doesn't he?"
Tab nodded, looking unhappily down
at the floor.
"What on earth are you two
talking about?" Shirl asked, worriedly glancing back and forth at their
set expressions.
Andy didn't answer and Tab turned to
her. "A squat‑order is issued by the court to anyone who can prove
they are really in need of a place to live. They only give so many out, and
usually just to people with big families that have had to get out of some other
place. With a squat‑order you can look around and find a vacant apartment
or room or anything like that, and the order is a sort of search warrant. There
can be trouble, people don't want to have strangers walking in on them, that
kind of thing. so anyone with a squat‑order takes along a bodyguard.
That's where I come in, the party out there in the hall, name of Belicher,
hired me."
"But what are you doing
here?" Shirl asked, still not understanding.
"Because Belicher is a ghoul,
that's why," Andy said bitterly. "He hangs around the morgue looking
for bodies."
"That's one way of saying
it," Tab answered, holding on to his temper. "He's also a guy with a
wife and kids and no place to live, that's another way of looking at it"
There was a sudden hammering on the
door and Belicher's complaining voice could be heard outside. Shirl finally
reliazed the significance of Tab's presence, and she gasped. "You're here
because you're helping them," she said. "They found out that Sol is
dead and they want this room."
Tab could only nod mutely.
"There's still a way out,"
Andy said. "If we had one of the men here from my precinct, living in
here, then these people couldn't get in."
The knocking was louder and Tab took
a half step backward toward the door. "If there was somebody here now,
that would be okay, but Belicher could probably take the thing to the squat
court and get occupancy anyway because he has a family. I'll do what I can to
help you‑but Belicher, he's still my employer."
"Don't open that door,"
Andy said sharply. "Not until we have this straightened out"
"I have to‑what else can
I do?" He straightened up and closed his fist with the knucks on it.
"Don't try to stop me, Andy. You're a policeman, you know the law about
this."
"Tab, must you?" Shirl
asked in a low voice.
He turned to her, eyes filled with
unhappiness. "We were good friends once, Shirl, and that's the way I'm
going to remember it. But you're not going to think much of me after this
because I have to do my job. I have to let them in."
"Go ahead‑open the damn
door," Andy said bitterly, turning his back and walking over to the
window.
The Belichers swarmed in. Mr.
Belicher was thin, with a strangely shaped head, almost no chin and just enough
intelligence to sign his name to the Welfare application. Mrs. Belicher was the
support of the family: from the flabby fat of her body came the children, all
seven of them, to swell the Relief allotment on which they survived. Number
eight as pushing an extra bulge out of the dough of her flesh: it was really
number eleven since three of the younger Belichers had perished through
indifference or accident. The largest girl, she must have been all of twelve,
was carrying the sore‑covered infant which stank abominably and cried
continuously. The other children shouted at each other now, released from the
silence and tension of the dark hall.
"Oh, looka the nice
fridge," Mrs. Belicher said, waddling over and opening the door.
"Don't touch that," Andy
said, and Belicher pulled him by the arm.
"I like this room‑it's
not big, you know, but nice. What's in here?" He started toward the open
door in the partition.
"That's my room," Andy
said, slamming it shut in his face. "Just keep out of there."
"No need to act like
that," Belicher said, sidling away quickly like a dog that has been kicked
too often. "I got my rights. The law says I can look wherever I want with
a squat‑order." He moved farther away as Andy took a step toward
him. "Not that I'm doubting your word, mister, I believe you. This room
here is fine, got a good table, chairs, bed .. .."
"Those things belong to me.
This is an empty room, and a small one at that. It's not big enough for you and
all your family."
"It's big enough, all right. We
lived in smaller . . . ."
"Andy‑stop them! Look‑"
Shirl's unhappy cry spun Andy around and he saw that two of the boys had found
the packets of herbs that Sol had grown so carefully in his window box, and
were tearing them open, thinking that it was food of some kind.
"Put these things down."
he shouted, but before he could reach them they had tasted the herbs, then spat
them out.
"Burn my mouth!" the
bigger boy screamed and sprayed the contents of the packet on the floor. The
other boy bounced up and down with excitement and began to do the same thing
with the rest of the herbs. They twisted away from Andy and before he could
stop them the packets were empty.
As soon as Andy turned away, the
younger boy, still excited, climbed on the table‑his mudstained foot
wrappings leaving filthy smears‑and turned up the TV. Blaring music
crashed over the screams of the children and the ineffectual calls of their
mother. Tab pulled Belicher away as he opened the wardrobe to see what was
inside.
"Get these kids out of
here," Andy said, white faced with rage.
"I got a squat‑order, I
got rights," Belicher shouted, backing away and waving an imprinted square
of plastic.
"I don't care what rights you
have," Andy told him. opening the hall door. "We'll talk about that
when these brats are outside."
Tab settled it by grabbing the
nearest child by the scruff of the neck and pushing it out through the door.
"Mr. Rusch is right," he said. "The kids can wait outside while
we settle this."
Mrs. Belicher sat down heavily on
the bed and closed her eyes, as though all this had nothing to do with her. Mr.
Belicher retreated against the wall saying something that no one heard or
bothered to listen to. There were some shrill cries and angry sobbing from the
hall as the last child was expelled.
Andy looked around and realized that
Shirl had gone into their room: he heard the key turn in the lock. "I
suppose this is it?" he said, looking steadily at Tab.
The bodyguard shrugged helplessly.
"I'm sorry, Andy, honest to God I am. What else can I do? It's the law,
and if they want to stay here you can't get them out"
"It's the law, it's the
law," Belicher echoed tonelessly.
There was nothing Andy could do with
his clenched fists and he had to force himself to open them. "Help me
carry these things into the other room, will you. Tab?"
"Sure," Tab said, and took
the other end of the table. "Try and explain to Shirl about my part in
this, will you? I don't think she understands that it's just a job I have to
do."
Their footsteps crackled on the
dried herbs that littered the floor and Andy did not answer him.
C H
A P T E R 10
"Andy, you must do something,
those people are driving me right out of my mind."
"Easy. Shirl, it's not that
bad," Andy said. He was standing on a chair, filling the wall tank from a
jerry can, and when he turned to answer her some of the water splashed over and
dripped down to the floor. "Let me finish this first before we argue, will
you."
"I'm not arguing‑I'm just
telling you how I feel. Listen to that"
Sound came clearly through the thin
partition. The baby was crying, it seemed to do this continuously day and
night: and they had to use earplugs to get any sleep. Some of the children were
fighting, completely ignoring their father's reedy whine of complaint. To add
to the turmoil one of them was beating steadily on the floor with something
heavy. The people in the apartment below would be up again soon to complain: it
never did any good. Shirl sat on the edge of the bed, wringing her hands.
"Do you hear that?" she
said. "It never stops, I don't know how they can live like that. You're
away so you don't hear the worst of it. Can't we get them out of there? There
must be something we can do about it."
Andy emptied the jerry can and
climbed down, threading his way through the crowded room. They had sold Sol's
bed and his wardrobe, but everything else was jammed in here, and there was
scarcely a foot of clear floor space. He dropped heavily into a chair.
"I've been trying, you know I
have. Two of the patrolmen, they live in the barracks now, are ready to move in
here if we can get the Belichers out. That's the hard part. They have the law
on their side."
"Is there a law that says we
have to put up with people like that?" She was wringing her hands
helplessly, staring at the partition.
"Look, Shirl, can't we talk
about this some other time? I have to go out soon‑"
"I want to talk about it now.
You've been putting it off ever since they came, and that's over two weeks now,
and I can't take much more of it."
"Come on, it's not that bad.
It's just noise."
The room was very cold. Shirl pulled
her legs up and wrapped the old blanket tighter around her: the springs in the
bed twanged under her weight. There was a momentary lull from the other room
that ended with shrill laughter.
"Do you hear that?" Shirl
asked. "What kind of minds do they have? Every time they hear the bed move
in here they burst out laughing. We've no privacy, none at all, that partition
is as thin as cardboard and they listen for everything we do and hear every
word we say. If they won't go‑can't we move?"
"Where to? Show some sense,
will you, we're lucky to have this much room to ourselves. Do you know how many
people still sleep in the streets‑and how many bodies get brought in
every morning?"
"I couldn't care less. It's my
own life I'm worrying about."
"Please, not now." He
looked up as the light bulb flickered and dimmed, then sprang back to life again.
There was a sudden rattle of hail against the window. "We can talk about
it when I get back, I shouldn't be long."
"No, I want to settle it now,
you've been putting this off over and over again. You don't have to go out
now."
He took his coat down, restraining
his temper. "It can wait until I get back. I told you that we finally had
word on Billy Chung‑an informer saw him leaving Shiptown‑the
chances are that he had been visiting his family. It's old news too, it
happened fifteen days ago, but the stoolie didn't think it important enough to
tell us about right away. I guess he was hoping to see the boy come back, but
he never has. I'll have to talk to his family and see what they know."
"You don't have to go now‑you
said this happened some time ago . . . ."
"What does that have to do with
it? The lieutenant will want a report in the morning. So what should I tell him‑that
you didn't want me to go out tonight?"
"I don't care what you tell
him. . . :'
"I know you don't, but I do.
It's my job and I have to do it"
They glared at each other in
silence, breathing rapidly. From the other side of the partition there sounded
a shrill cry and childish sobbing.
"Shirl, I don't want to fight
with you," Andy said. "I have to go out, that's all there is to it.
We can talk about it later, when I come back."
"If I'm here when you come
back." She had her hands clenched tightly together and her face was pale.
"What do you mean by
that?"
"I don't know what I mean. I
just know something has to change. Please, let's settle this now . . . ."
"Can't you understand that's
impossible? We'll talk about it when I get back." He unlocked the door and
stood with the knob in his hand, getting a grip on his temper. "Let's not
fight about it now. I'll be back in a few hours, we can worry about it then,
all right?" She didn't answer, and after waiting a moment he went out and
closed
the door heavily behind him. The
foul, thick odor of the room beyond hit him in the face.
"Belicher," he said,
"you're going to have to clean this place up. It stinks."
"I can't do anything about the
smoke until I get some kind of chimbley." Belicher sniffled. squatting and
holding his hands over a smoldering lump of seacoal. This rested in a hubcap
filled with sand from which eye‑burning, oily smoke rose to fill the
room. The opening in the outer wall that Sol had made for the chimney of his
stove had been carelessly covered with a sheet of thin polythene that billowed
an crackled as the wind blew against it.
"The smoke is the best smell in
here," Andy said. "Have you kids been using this place for a toilet
again?"
"You wouldn't ask kids to go
down all them stairs at night, would you?" Belicher complained.
Wordless, Andy looked around at the
heap of coverings in the corner where Mrs. Belicher and the smaller Belichers
were huddled for warmth. The two boys were doing something in the corner with
their backs turned. The small light bulb threw long shadows over the rubbish
that was beginning to collect against the baseboard, lit up the new marks
gouged in the wall.
"You better get this place
cleaned up," Andy said and slammed the door shut on Belicher's whining
answer.
Shirl was right, these people were
impossible and he had to do something about them. But when? It had better be
soon, she couldn't take much more of them. He was angry at the invaders and
angry at her. All right, it was pretty bad, but you had to take things as they
came. He was still putting in a twelve‑and fourteen-our day, which was a
lot worse than just sitting and listening to the kids scream.
The street was dark, filled with
wind and driving sleet. There was snow mixed with it and had already begun to
stick to the pavement and pile up in corners against the walls. Andy plowed
through it, head down, hating the Belichers and trying not to be angry with Shirl.
The walkways and connecting bridges
in Shiptown were ice coated and slippery and Andy had to grope his way over
them carefully, aware of the surging black water below. In the darkness all of
the ships looked alike and he used his flashlight on their bows to pick out
their names. He was chilled and wet before he found the Columbia Victory and
pulled open the heavy steel door that led below deck. As he went down the metal
stairs light spilled across the passageway ahead. One of the doors had been opened
by a small boy with spindly legs: it looked like the Chung apartment.
"Just a minute," Andy
said, stopping the door before the child could close it. The little boy gaped
up at him, silent and wide‑eyed.
"This is the Chung apartment,
isn't it?" he asked, stepping in. Then he recognized the woman standing
there. She was Billy's sister, he had met her before. The mother sat in a chair
against the wall, with the same expression of numb fright as her daughter,
holding on to the twin of the boy who had opened the door. No one answered him.
These people really love the police,
Andy thought. At the same instant he realized that they all kept looking toward
the door in the far wall and quickly away. What was bothering them?
He reached behind his back and closed
the hall door. It wasn't possible‑yet the night Billy Chung had been seen
here had been stormy like this one, perfect cover for a fugitive. Could I be
having a break at last? he wondered. Had he picked the right night to come
here?
Even as the thoughts were forming
the door to the bedroom opened and Billy Chung stepped out, starting to say
something. His words were drowned by his mother's shrill cries and his sister's
shouted warning. He looked up and halted, shocked motionless when he saw Andy.
"You're under arrest,"
Andy said, reaching down to the side of his belt to get his nippers.
"No!" Billy gasped
hoarsely and grabbed at his waistband and pulled out a knife.
It was a mess. The old woman kept
screaming shrilly, over and over, without stopping for breath and the daughter
hurled herself on Andy, trying to scratch at his eyes. She raked her nails down
his cheek before he grabbed her and held her off at arm's length. And all the
time he was watching Billy, who held out the long shining blade as he advanced
in a knife‑fighter's crouch, waving the weapon before him.
"Put that down," Andy
shouted, and leaned his back against the door. "You can't get out of here.
Don't cause any more trouble." The woman found she couldn't reach Andy's
face so she raked lines of fire down the back of his hand with her nails. Andy
pushed her away and was barely aware of her falling as he grabbed for his gun.
"Stop it!" he shouted, and
pointed the gun up in the air. He wanted to fire a warning shot, then he
realized that the compartment was made of steel and any bullet would ricochet
around inside of it: there were two women and two children here.
"Stop it, Billy, you can't get
out of here," he shouted, pointing the gun at the boy who was halfway
across the room, waving the knife wildly.
"Let me by," Billy sobbed.
"I'll kill you! Why couldn't you just leave me alone?"
He wasn't going to stop, Andy
realized. The knife was sharp and he knew how to use it. If he wanted trouble
he was going to get it.
Andy aimed the gun at Billy's leg
and pulled the trigger just as the boy stumbled.
The boom of the .38‑caliber
shell filled the compartment and Billy pitched forward. the bullet hit his head
and he kept going down to sprawl on the steel deck. The knife spun from his
hand and stopped almost at Andy's feet. Shocked silence followed the sound of
the shot and the air was strong with the sharp reek of gunpowder. No one moved
except Andy, who bent over and touched the boy's wrist.
Andy was aware of a hammering on the
door behind him and he reached back and fumbled to open it without turning
around.
"I'm a police officer," he
said. "I want someone to get over to Precinct 12‑A on
A bullet in the temple, Andy
realized suddenly. Got it in the same spot that Big Mike O'Brien did.
It was messy, that was the worst
part of it. Not Billy, he was safely dead. It was the mother and the sister,
they had screamed abuse at him while the twins had held on to each other and
sobbed. Finally Andy made the neighbors across the hall take the whole family
in and he had remained alone with the body until Steve Kulozik and a patrolman
had arrived from the precinct. He hadn't seen the two women after that, and he
hadn't wanted to. It had been an accident, that was all, they ought to realize
that. If the kid hadn't fallen he would have gotten the bullet in the leg and
that would have been the end of it. Not that the police would care about the
shooting, the case could be closed now without any more red tape, it was just
the two women. Well, let them hate him, it wouldn't hurt him and he wasn't ever
going to see them again. So the son was a martyr, not a killer, if they
preferred to remember him that way. Fine. Either way the case was closed.
It was late, after
Pushing the door open into the
silent room, he remembered the trouble with Shirl earlier that evening and he
felt a sudden dart of fear. He raised the flashlight but did not squeeze it.
There was the laughter behind him again, a little louder this time.
The light sliced across the room to
the vacant chairs, the empty bed. Shirl wasn't here. It couldn't mean anything,
she had probably gone downstairs to the lavatories, that was all.
Yet he knew, even before he opened
the wardrobe, that her clothes were gone and so were her suitcases.
Shirl was gone too.
C H
A P T E R 11
"What do you want?" the
hard‑eyed man asked, standing just inside the bedroom door. "You know
Mr. Briggs is a busy man. I'm a busy man. Neither of us like you telephoning,
saying someone should come over, just like that. You got something you want to
tell Mr. Briggs, you come and tell him."
"I'm very sorry that I can't
oblige you," Judge Santini said, wheezing a little while he talked,
propped up on pillows in the big dark double bed. smooth blankets carefully
tucked in around him. "Much as I would like to. But I'm afraid that my
running days are over, at least that's what my doctor says, and I pay him
enough for his opinions. When a man my age has a coronary he has to watch
himself. Rest, plenty of rest. No more climbing up those stairs in the
"What do you want,
Santini?"
"To give you some information
for Mr. Briggs. The Chung boy has been found, Billy Chung, the one who killed
Big Mike."
So?"
"So‑I had hoped you would
remember a meeting we had where we discussed this subject. There was a
suspicion that the killer might be connected with Nick Cuore, that the boy was
in his pay. I doubt if he was, he seems to have been operating on his own. We
will never know for certain because he is dead."
"Is that all?"
"Isn't that enough? You might
recall that Mr. Briggs was concerned about the possibility of Cuore moving in
on this city."
"No chance of that at all.
Cuore has been tied up for a week in taking over in
"I'm pleased to hear that. But
I think you had better tell Mr. Briggs about this in any case. He was
interested enough in the case to put pressure on the police department, they
have had a man on the case since August."
"Tough. I'll tell him if I get a
chance. But he's not interested in this any more."
Judge Santini settled wearily into
the covers when his guest had gone. He was tired tonight, tireder than he could
ever remember. And there was still a memory of that pain deep inside his chest.
Just about two weeks more to the new
year. New century too. It would be funny to write two thousand instead of
nineteen something or other as he had done all his life.
In the quiet room the ticking of the
old‑fashioned clock sounded very loud.
C H A P T E R 12
"The lieutenant wants to see
you," Steve called across the squad room.
Andy waved his hand in
acknowledgment and stood and stretched, only too willing to leave the stack of
reports he was working on. He had not slept well the night before and he was
tired. First the shooting, then finding Shirl gone, it was a lot to have happen
in one night. Where would he look for her, to ask her to come back? Yet how
could he ask her to come back while the Belichers were still there? How could
he get rid of the Belichers? This wasn't the first time that his thoughts had
spiraled around this way. It got him nowhere. He knocked on the door of the
lieutenant's office, then went in.
"You wanted to see me,
sir?"
Lieutenant Grassioli was swallowing
a pill and he nodded, then choked on the water he was using to wash it down. He
had a coughing fit, and dropped into the battered swivel chair, looking grayer
and more tired than usual. "This ulcer is going to kill me one of these
days. Ever hear of anyone dying of an ulcer?"
There was no answer for a question
like this. Andy wondered why the lieutenant was making conversation, it wasn't
like him. He usually found no trouble in speaking his mind.
"They're not happy downtown
about your shooting the Chink kid," Grassioli said, pawing through the
reports and files that littered his desk.
"What do you mean‑?"
"Just that, Christ, just like I
don't have enough trouble with this squad, I got to get mixed up in politics
too.
"But‑" Andy was
dumfounded, "you told me the commissioner himself ordered me onto the case
full time. You told me I had to
"It doesn't matter what I told
you," Grassioli snarled. "The commissioner's not available on the phone.
not to me he's not. He doesn't give a damn about the O'Brien killer and no
one's interested in any word I got about that
"Sounds more like I'm the one
with the bag."
"Don't get snotty with me,
Rusch." The lieutenant stood and kicked the chair away and turned his back
on Andy. looking out of the window and drumming his fingers on the frame.
"The assistant commissioner is George Chu and he thinks you got a vendetta
against the Chinks or something, tracking the kid all this time, then shooting
him down instead of bringing him in."
"You told him I was acting on
orders, didn't you, lieutenant?" Andy asked softly. "You told him the
shooting was accidental, it's all in my report"
"I didn't tell him
anything." Grassioli turned to face Andy. "The people who pushed me
onto this case aren't talking. There's nothing I can tell
"I wasn't expecting any award
for cracking this case," Andy said angrily, "or for bringing in the
killer‑but I didn't expect this. I can ask for a departmental
trial."
"You can, you can do
that." The lieutenant hesitated a long time, he was obviously ill at ease.
"But I'm asking you not to. If not for me, for the good of the precinct. I
know it's a raw deal, passing the buck, but you'll come out of it okay. I'll
have you back on the squad as soon as I can. And it's not like you'll be doing
anything different, anyway. We might as well all be walking a beat for the
little detective work we do." He kicked viciously at the desk. "What
do you say?"
"The whole thing stinks."
"I know it stinks!" the
lieutenant shouted. "But what the hell else can I do? You think it'll
stink less if you stand trial? You won't stand a chance. You'll be off the
force and out of a job and I'll probably be with you. You're a good cop, Andy,
and there aren't many of them left. The department needs you more than you need
them. Stick it out. What do you say?"
There was along silence, and the
lieutenant turned back to look out of the window.
"All right," Andy finally
said. "I'll do whatever you want me to do, lieutenant." He went out
of the office without being dismissed: he didn't want the lieutenant to thank
him for this.
C H
A P T E R 13
"Half an hour more and we'll be
in a new century," Steve Kulozik said, stamping his feet on the icy
pavement. "I heard some joker on TV yesterday trying to explain why the
new century doesn't start until next year, but he must be a chunkhead.
COLD
SNAP IN
"Scores," Steve grunted.
"I bet they don't even keep score any more, they don't want to know how
many die."
FAMINE
REPORTS FROM
Andy glanced up at the screen, then
back at the milling crowd in
"Same as you, on loan to this
precinct. They're still screaming for reserves, they think there's going to be
a riot."
"They're wrong, it's too cold
and there's not that many people."
"That's not the worry, it's the
nut cults, they're saying it's the millennium, Judgment Day or Doomsday or
whatever the hell you
call it. There's bunches of them all
over town. They're going to be damn unhappy when the world doesn't come to an
end at
"We'll be a lot unhappier if it
does."
The giant, silent words raced over
their heads.
COLIN PROMISES QUICK END OF BABY
BILL FILIBUSTER
The crowd surged slowly back and
forth, craning their necks up at the screen. Some horns were blowing and the
roar of voices was penetrated by a ringing cowbell and the occasional whir of
rattles. They cheered when the time appeared on the screen.
23:38‑11:38 PM‑JUST 22
MINUTES TO THE NEW YEAR
"End of the year, and the end
of my service," Steve said.
"What are you talking
about?" Andy asked.
"I've quit. I promised Grassy
to stay until the first of January, and not to talk it around until I was ready
to go. I've signed on with the state troopers. I'm going to be a guard on one
of the prison farms. Kulozik eats again‑I can hardly wait."
"Steve, you're kidding. You've
been
"Do I look like any kind of
detective to you?" He tapped his riotstick lightly against the blue and
white helmet he was wearing. "Face it, this city is through. What they
need here is animal trainers. not policemen. I got a good job coming. me and
the wife are going to eat well‑and I'm going to get away from this city
once and for all. I was born and raised here, and I have news for you‑I'm
not going to miss it. They need police with experience upstate. They'd take you
on in a minute. Why don't you come with me?"
"No," Andy said.
"Why you answering so fast?
Think about it. What's this city ever give you but trouble? You break a tough
case and get the killer and look at your medal‑back on a beat."
"Shut up, Steve," he said,
without animosity. "I'm not sure why I'm staying‑but I am. I don't
think it's going to be that great upstate. For your sake, I hope it is. But . .
. my job is here. I picked it up, knowing what I was getting into. I just don't
feel like putting it down yet."
"Your choice." Steve
shrugged, the movement almost lost in the depths of his thick topcoat and many
wrappings. "See you around."
Andy raised his club in a quick good‑by
as his friend pushed his way into the press of people and disappeared.
23:58‑11:58
PM‑ONE MINUTE TO
As the words slipped from the screen
and were replaced by a giant clockface the crowd cheered and shouted: more
horns sounded. Steve worked his way through the mass of people that filled the
Square and pressed against the boarded‑up windows on all sides. The light
from the TV screen washed their blank faces and gaping mouths with flickering
green illumination. as though they were sunk deep in the sea.
Above them, the second hand ticked
off the last seconds of the last minute of the year. Of the end of the century.
"End of the world!" a man
shrieked, loud enough to be heard above the crowd, his spittle flying against
the side of Andy's face. "End of the world!" Andy reached out and
jabbed him with the end of his stick and the man gaped and grabbed at his
stomach. He had been poked just hard enough to take his mind off the end of the
world for a while and make him think about his own guts. Some people who had
seen what had happened pointed and laughed, the sound of their laughter lost in
the overwhelming roar, then they vanished from sight along with the man as the
crowd surged forward.
The scratchy, static‑filled
roar of amplified church bells burst from the loudspeakers mounted on the
buildings around Times Square, sending pealing waves of sound across the crowd
below.
"HAPPY New YEAR!" the
thousands of massed voices shouted, "HAPPY NEW CENTURY!" Horns, bells
and noisemakers joined in the din, drowning out the words, merging them into
the speechless roar.
Above them the second hand had
finished a complete circle, the new century was already one minute old, and the
clock faded away and was replaced by the magnified head of the President. He
was making a speech, but not one word of it could be heard from the scratchy
loudspeakers, above the unending noise of the crowd. Uncaring, the great pink
face worked on, shaping unheard sentences, raising an admonitory finger to
emphasize an unintelligible point.
Very faintly, Andy could hear the
shrill of a police whistle from the direction of
On the screen the President's face
flicked out of existence with an almost‑heard burst of music, and the
flying, silent letters once more took its place.
The man on the ground was bone‑skinny,
dressed in tied‑on ends of rags and cast‑off clothing. Andy helped
him to his feet and the transparent blue eyes stared right through him.
"'And God shall wipe away all
tears from their eyes,' " Peter said, the shining skin stretched tight
over the fleshless bones of his face as he hoarsely bellowed the words.
"'And there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither
shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And He
that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new."'
"Not this time," Andy
said, holding on to the man so he would not fall. "You can go home
now."
"Home?" Peter blinked
dazedly as the words penetrated. "There is no home, there is no world, for
it is the millennium and we shall all be judged. The thousand years are ended
and Christ shall return to reign gloriously on Earth."
"Maybe you have the wrong
century," Andy said, holding the man by the elbow and guiding him out of
the crowd. "It's after
"Nothing changed?" Peter
shouted. "It is Armageddon, it must be." Terrified, he pulled his arm
from Andy's grip and started away, then turned back when he had only gone a
pace.
"It must end," he called
in a tortured voice. "Can this world go on for another thousand years,
like this? LIKE THIS?" Then people came between them and he was gone.
Like this? Andy thought as he pushed
tiredly through the dispersing crowd. He shook his head to clear it and
straightened up: he still had his job to do.
Now, with their enthusiasm gone. the
people were feeling the cold and the crowd was rapidly breaking up. Wide gaps
appeared in their ranks as they moved away. heads bent into the icy wind from
the sea. Around the corner on
There was the quick sound of women
laughing and many shouts of "Happy New Year!"
Andy moved to head off a knot of
people from the Square who were starting down
He didn't notice who was with her.
or what she was wearing or anything else, just her face and the way her hair
spun out when she turned her head. She was laughing, talking quickly to the
people she was with. Then she climbed into a cab, pulled the storm cover closed
and was gone.
A fine cold snow was falling, driven
sideways by the wind and swirling across the cracked pavements of
The screen hurled its running
letters across the empty square.
CENSUS
SAYS UNITED STATES HAD BIGGEST YEAR EVER END OF CENTURY
344
MILLION CITIZENS IN THESE GREAT UNITED STATES
HAPPY
NEW CENTURY!
HAPPY
NEW YEAR!
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Acclaimed science fiction writer
Harry Harrison was born in